suicidal sessions

SHE JOINED THE BLACK PARADE

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Goodbye my friend, goodbye my love, you're in my heart It was preordained that we should part, and be united by and by, united by and by. Goodbye, no handshake to endure. Now there's nothing. It was written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood Oh god, written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood Oh my god, it was written in blood Let's have no sadness, furrowed brow. There's nothing new in dying now. Though living is no newer... And it was written in blood. It was written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood Oh my god, it was written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood Oh my god! It was written... in blood On a suicide note Like roses, we blossom then die Like roses, we've fallen apart Like roses, we blossom then die Like roses, we've fallen apart Though living is no newer (It was written in blood, on a fucking suicide note, the day before she died) It was written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood My god, written in blood It was written in blood It was written in blood Oh my god! It was written... in blood Like roses, we blossom then die Like roses, we blossom then die We've fallen apart (Fallen apart!) We've fallen apart (Fallen apart!) Fallen apart We fall, like roses Like roses Roses... Like roses...

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My dirty little secret

[lucasbdavid]

Take me down

[lucasbdavid]

alone i pray

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One half of me knows we’re not part of the Dream Machine, we’ve probably never been, but then there is this fucking stupid other half who tries so desperately to leave behind something that would allow us to find us again. A mark, a trace, an option, a Time-turner... Anything, because you are the only one who has ever mattered to this trainwreck of a girl.

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maybe roadtrip your ass to your kids and tell them why you missed their birthdays and why mommy is suicidal and why she has cuts and bruises on the skin over her veins :-))))))

also happy birthday

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In retrospect, I probably should’ve done it 4 years ago.

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Friday nights, hangin’ on a needle’s end

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Real Friends // I’ve Given Up On You

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Maybe when you get back, I’ll be off to find another way.

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it’ll be written in blood

[thehappysong]

I Don’t Love You — My Chemical Romance

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I can feel your breath. I can feel my death. I want to know you. I want to see. I want to say hello.

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you’ll never read this

Dear Billy,

I wanted this. I wanted you. I wanted it to last but you fell through.

I say “This is it, I’m leaving.” every single day. I say it out loud, but then I pass your favorite spot by the pool, see the empty garage or accidentally fall asleep on your side of the bed after I’d had too much of my substance of choice for the day.

No, my god, I drank too much. Laughing while I'm crying. Don't you let them know you're dying.

I try to convince mysel that I’m mad, I’m so so mad at you for leaving without a word, but then I realize you had every reason to, and you can do so much better than a clingy ex-stripper with occasional episodes of extreme social anxiety.

This isn't making any sense. I was yours the night before this.

I hope you’ll find the one you are looking for. I am by no means insinuating that I assume you broke up with me (although I did for a short while, back in March)... Hell, if you walked through the front door right now, I’d be the first one to suggest that we forget about these 8 months and pretend you only left for tour. But I guess I have to accept that you do not intend on coming back. I just wish you gave us a chance to say goodbye properly.

My words are as strong as my last gasp for breath.

My dear, I just want you to know that I had found what I love and let it kill me. I let it drain me of my all. I’m letting it cling onto my back and waiting for it to weigh me down into eventual nothingness. I can’t wait until it finally kills me and devours my remains for it is much better to be killed by a lover.

Sometimes love can come from nothing, but love, don’t break me.

Those 2,5-3 years with you were the best years of my life. This love came out of nowhere and ended up shattering me. If only you knew how bad I want you to prove me wrong...

Foolishly yours, always,

Ney

[venxxm]

My Medicine x The Pretty Reckless

[herzbeben]

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I’ve met Oli Sykes more than I have met my boyfriend this year but that’s life I guess