Ispiho

n. A Waray word for mirror

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Angono

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Erin

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This is how my cat sleeps. he’s not kitten you

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My kind of breakfast.

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My photo project has a Facebook page!

https://www.facebook.com/Mirrored-Trees-909900749080502/

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Sagada.

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October 20.

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Because I wanted to take a photo of this random tattooed guy I saw in Cubao, my sister and I came up with an impulsive idea for a photo project. I call it "Colorful people with Roygbiv the Cat."

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Today, I  adopted a kitten from John Dave, schizophrenic with multi-colored hair. He freaked out yesterday because he didn't know what to do with the cat. So I rescued it and named it Roygbiv.

P.S. JD changes his hair colors every 2 months. Sounds like Ramona Flowers and Clementine. He also studies Film at Asia Pacific Film Institute. So interesting.

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I know you’re checking my blog. If you ask me where I am, I am exactly where I want to be. Safe and alive. There’s still rage and I still cannot forgive. But I want you to know that I care for you. One of my psychiatrists said I should stop communicating with you that was why I didn’t reply to your last text about my recent photo project. That was my decision too. But I want you to know that that made me smile. I know you’re still contacting my sister. I don’t know what that means. Right now this is what I want to say: I don’t want you in my life anymore. Unless you’re my lover. And I know that is so mean of me. But I think I can never be friends with you. Novie, I care for you but the pain won’t go away just yet. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I need your help here. Maybe I should just live with it and wear it comfortably just like my other scars. 

I miss taking photos of you. 

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My friend asked me why I post too much of my pain on Facebook And when she asked me if I would meow if I turn into a cat and I said yes, she laughed because she thought I am a nonconformist She didn’t know about you, She didn’t know you used to tell me I look like a cat, and poke fun at that word from my local language that you read like meow when you first came across it