[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I let someone in and they just followed the blueprints to breaking me. Worst thing is I honestly feel numb to it. I should feel more hurt but I barely even care. Desensitised.

[woundedxsoul]

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I wish I was dead

[imatterdonti]

I just wanna keep taking pills until I can’t anymore… Like until I literally can’t because I’ll be dead… Jesus christ, I just wanna fuckin’ die.

Thoughts I’ll never speak out loud

[patch-and-stiched]

I wish someone would understand the pain I feel inside.

[woundedxsoul]

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I’m not a supporting character in anyone’s story. I’m a stagehand.

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

Everyday just shows me that I am nothing of value to anything or anyone

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I honestly just want to leave this world. I want peace.

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I feel like I’m stuck and can never get out of this place I’m in

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I just, I don’t get how noting can change in a year

[itdoesntgeteasierr]

I started this blog a year ago because I was in a really bad place and wanted to document my progression, so I could see my growth. It’s been a year, and I’m still in the same exact place, honestly, even worse.