I Give Up

I don’t know / 25 / Fat / She/Her / PDX mdni/ageless blocked

[ithinkitisover]

Groping is an underrated form of manipulation. Grab my tits during a serious conversation, what I have to say doesn’t matter anyway. If I’m genuinely upset with you roll your eyes and slap my ass. If I say I don’t want it laugh and shove your hand in my panties. Constantly remind me my ultimate purpose is to please, my thoughts and opinions are worthless, my body is my utility, my service is my value.

[ithinkitisover]

All I need is a partner who finds Nicole Dollanganger as romantic as I do

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horror movies and putting my hand on your crotch to feel your arousal during the rape scenes

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accepting dms from people who wanna beat me then make out after

[ithinkitisover]

I’d be having a much better day if it had started with concerningly violent sex

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drunk, bleeding, alone. again.

[ithinkitisover]

let’s have antisocial personality disorder, but together 🖤

[ithinkitisover]

I don’t really believe in love but if you stalk me that’s close enough

[ithinkitisover]

It takes a lot to get my attention since I’m gonna assume my gaze alone is an insult to your very being, but once you have me I’ll do anything, be anyone for you. You can’t really ruin me when I’m this broken, but I’ll get worse for you. Let me worship you, let me devote my entire existence to serving you.

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Let me hurt myself for you. Encourage me to get worse. I want to be forced to degrade myself in ways I never imagined. Completely humiliate me until I have no sense of self outside of being a toy for you to play with.

[ithinkitisover]

im worthless by myself. give me value, need me.

[ithinkitisover]

Getting casually drugged by your partner

Being handed a drink and thinking nothing of it, but halfway through your body start to relax and your eyelids are drooping. Trying to tell them something is wrong only to get a light chuckle and a warm smile. “It’s okay baby, that’s just the roofies. Drink up, you can do it,”

Watching the video in the morning and being forced to cum while you cry.

[ithinkitisover]

I don’t want to be sore after a long day at work I want to be sore from rape and brutalization 🥺

[ithinkitisover]

Might fuck around and get really into cutting myself again

[ithinkitisover]

shoot me in the head while saying you love me

[ithinkitisover]

So like… I give really good head, I’ll do whatever you say, and I have big tits. Can’t imagine why I’m single.

(Me: doesn’t go outside, can’t receive affection, mid-ugly, awkward, and mentally unstable)

[ithinkitisover]

On a different note; all I want is to shove your face between my tits. Let me hold you, I’ll be your comfort, your contentment, your home.