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brehem96

Stay

I feel like I'm losing you

Piece by piece

You're slipping away

Day by day

One day you won't be with me

That's the day I'll be so lost

Without you I'm lost

I can't imagine a world without you

Maybe if I'm the first to walk away I'll be ok

But that's just a lie

I'll never be ok without you

90 days and I've become so attached to you

Somedays you feel so close

Others so far away

It's like a game

Of who can miss who more

I always seem to win

Maybe we aren't playing the same game

Maybe it's all me

Maybe this is all in my head

Maybe I should let go

But without you I'm weak

So just love me

Please don't leave

You're the first good thing in a long time

So please stay

If only for another day

I don't want to lose you

I'd do anything for you to stay

I'd give up every for you

Just say the word

So please just stay and love me

I'm scared of losing you

Of losing my favorite person

The one who haunts my dreams

Before you I felt like a puzzle

I was missing a piece

Then you came along

Finally my missing piece

I feel whole with you

So please don't leave

Don't ruin the puzzle

Nothing works without you in my life.

So stay I beg of you

cervus-scribe

Reasons Why Not #8

One reason is

I don’t know you.

Isn’t that the saddest part.

We have been inside each other,

We have eaten each other’s hearts and ran rampant through each other’s minds

I have seen you bleed, cry, and laugh.

You have seen me at my worst

And told me

It was my best.

But after everything, each hurt, each kiss, each all-night-on-the-phone

I have no idea

What your favorite color is,

If you sleep with the top sheet on,

Or what you do when everything is too heavy.

I have no idea who you are.

After everything

After

Everything

poemsonmars

if she thinks about me

even a fraction of

how often i wonder if

she is thinking about me,

that would be plenty.

my god, that would be plenty.

-mars

thepoeticbook

“I'm not tragic these days, I don't weep, but I feel alone, bewildered, far from you, far from everything - nothing has any meaning.”

— Simone de Beauvoir

thepoeticbook

“I was a very lonely child and it's funny but the first word that comes to my head is "starved". I felt starved of affection, starved of love and I felt that it wasn't OK to ask for it. Maybe there was a sense that if I deserved it, it would be there. There must be something I'd done which meant I didn't deserve it.”

— Carol Lee, To Die For

mercyforthegreedy

“How foolish to wear oneself out in vain longing for warmth! Solitude is independence, It had been my wish & with the years I had attained it. It was cold. Oh, cold enough! But it was also still, wonderfully still & vast like the cold stillness of space in which the stars revolve.”

— hermann hesse

nightlyquotes

“I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside.”

— Haruki Murakami