IRON MAN FUCKS

someone hit me over the head with a trowel when I was seven that’s why I’m like this now

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i dont think any of you understand how important i am to the plot

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you can kill me off but everyone will stop watching

[kamalahkhan]

- Tony Stark 

[itsallavengers]

pure unadulterated mental illness moment: I am devising a wildly elaborate scheme in order to bring a conversation topic up ‘’’naturally’’’’ when in fact I could Literally Just Bring It Up Right Now But Won’t Because Then It Would Prove I Have Feelings

[itsallavengers]

For context my plan involves watching the entirety of Oceans 11 in order to playfully recite a line spoken toward the end and then segway into the appropriate conversation topic. Also included will be a facemask in the style of a koala in order to add an element of humour and lightheartedness to proceedings. I could very literally right now just text this person what I want to tell them. Perhaps a lobotomy is in order

[itsallavengers]

pure unadulterated mental illness moment: I am devising a wildly elaborate scheme in order to bring a conversation topic up ‘’’naturally’’’’ when in fact I could Literally Just Bring It Up Right Now But Won’t Because Then It Would Prove I Have Feelings

[itsallavengers]

Hi. I am 17 , and I just wanted to know, how are you able to write Soooo WELL. Reading ur fics, I sometimes feel like a complete idiot :(. But LOVE your writing. And hope ur in a good place rn.

Honestly it is 20% imagination, and then 80% simple repetitive practise. And I mean like, practise practise practise practise. I’ve always loved writing, even when I was little, but I started doing it regularly when I was about 12? The first fic on my ao3 is one I wrote when i was thirteen, and I genuinely just Did Not Stop for five years. Whenever you get the opportunity, just churn something out. Anything at all! And I’m sorry you sometimes feel that way when you read my work, but just know, it didn’t all come naturally. I dedicated a hell of a lot of my time to writing- although even after all these years, I still look at my work and think it isn’t good enough. Sometimes those bad feelings about yourself don’t go away, but you just have to learn to ignore them, because that is a part of your brain that isn’t worth your time. Honestly, I absolutely 100% guarantee your work is so much better than what you think it might be. What you perceive ur work to be vs. what others perceive it to be are two WILDLY different things. 

Don’t give up!

[exitmybody]

instead of a brain there is a mini haunted house in my head

[evilvillain123456789]

yes sir, your daughter’s lobotomy was a success. she will never utter a coherent sentence ever again in her life. i also performed a complimentary nose job that i’m sure you’ll appreciate 

[friendly-neighborhood-patriarch]

Kennedy Family Voicemail

[spokenitalics]

c. s. lewis making his jesus allegory a lion when jesus' canonical fursona is a lamb........toxic masculinity

[pissvortex]

the monolith plotline of 2020 continues to develop

[cringethursday]

the monolith disappeared from Utah so

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Me checking my blindspots so I can safely change lanes

[itsallavengers]

After some careful consideration I’ve actually decided im simply going to stop being mentally ill. y’all can keep having your silly little anxiety attacks and depressive episodes but im built different. im gonna do some neurotypical activities now.

[itsallavengers]

surprise! i actually just went to cook some dino nuggets which i will, in fact, be eating in bed while listening to lana del ray through my phone speakers.

[itsallavengers]

After some careful consideration I’ve actually decided im simply going to stop being mentally ill. y’all can keep having your silly little anxiety attacks and depressive episodes but im built different. im gonna do some neurotypical activities now.

[itsallavengers]

Not to sound cliche or patronizing, but it's normal not to have clear plans on your age. Minę cleared up this year and i just turned 25.... 💁🏻‍♀️

yeah I totally get that. I think more than anything it’s just inner frustration bc i made such a name for myself here and i worked so so hard for this, and like now ive moved on from fandom i just have all this (not to toot my own horn or anything but) incredible stuff that I just have nothing I can do with. 19k followers and no idea how to make that work in a way that I want it to. And now people around me are doing their own creative stuff, and I can’t help feeling bitter bc like! i was doing this stuff too! I was making a small salary off my writing commissions by the time i was Sixteen and i was really good it at and now i cant even talk about it bc i know it’ll get laughed off or dismissed!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[itsallavengers]

how have you been doing? I've missed you on here <3

Yanno I’ve actually had a hell of a year in terms of like (cringe alert) personal growth and that shit. I’ve grown up a hell of a lot and worked a lot on myself and i do genuinely think im in a better place in a lot of ways. There is also the irritating fact unfortunately that with every old thing i feel like im starting to process better, it’s like i’m developing new things to slow me down? very. hmm. frustrating. I think i’m a little bit lost in terms of my future direction rn, but its all like. a work in process. I just miss WRITING mostly. I wanna WRITE. I wanna fuckin uhhh CREATE its been months and ive been focused so much on my college work and it is fucking BORING i would like to write about COOL FUTURISTIC ADVENTURES NOW 

[itsallavengers]

i fr fr was just doing one of your fic binges when i got a notif you’re back fhfjfkfk

I have come onto tumblr for a brief fill of that Sweet Sweet Validation bc this has always been my only ever source of it and BOY it has been delivered so quick...... i love you

[itsallavengers]

Poetry? I've been doing poetry that's basically just rantings on politics but with similes thrown in there for Spice

I feel like I don’t have the write style for poetry im not like. hmmm. poignant enough. also i swear too much. also I dont know anything at all about how to write poetry.

[itsallavengers]

I wish I was still writing stuff

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controversial redbull ad where jfk drinks a redbull and flies out of his convertible and avoids his assasination

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what the fuck is clone high

[fictional-men-enthusiast]

This fucking post is gonna cause me to make an Angel!JFK AU, I stg.

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