ain't the devil i've been

bill istvan günther skarsgård. thirty-four. actor. swede. father. for roleplay only - not really bill skarsgård.

[itsbillskarsgard]

☠ BILL SKARSGARD ( he/him ) is a THIRTY-FOUR year old ACTOR, living between both LOS ANGELES, CA and STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN. Bill is currently TAKEN and identifies as BISEXUAL.

PLATONIC CONNECTIONS 

best friends

new friends

close friends - ella purnell

ride or die 

neighbor

blind date turned good friend

drinking buddies

partners in crime

found family

ex-friends

enemies

friends turned lovers turned exes to friends on bad terms

frenemies

love / hate 

dislike for one another - nick jonas

ROMANTIC CONNECTIONS 

exes on good terms

blind date

tinder/raya date - dua lipa

friends with benefits 

friends turned lovers

crush

falling in love

positive slow burn - madison beer

best friends to lovers

girlfriend - jenna ortega

pr relationship 

former hookup - sydney sweeney, kendall jenner

one night stand

flirtationship - taylor swift

exes on bad terms - alida morberg

blind date gone wrong

cheating lovers

friends with benefits with hidden feelings

enemies to lovers

unrequited crush 

RANDOM CONNECTIONS 

book club

matchmaker - austin butler

party friends

drug dealer - harry styles

gym buddy - louis partridge

[itsbillskarsgard]

[petedvdsn-deactivated20251119]

well, you are a highly sought after actor; obviously you're talented, but i'm glad i could make you feel good. definitely did your job right, since i'm scared shitless of that character. the early stages of something? who's the special someone? if they're into pennywise you have to take my suggestion.

[itsbillskarsgard]

It's still a little crazy to me that I'm a highly sought-after actor, I still feel like a bit of a of a fraud a lot of the time. I still can't help but laugh a little that you're so scared of Pennywise, but as long as I never dress up as him around you, you'll be fine, right? And yeah, well, it's turned into a relationship, so it's more than the early stages of something now. And it's Jenna, which is still a little crazy to me that she wanted to be with me. But alright, since she's into Pennywise, I'll wake her up dressed up like him.

[carpcntcrsabs-deactivated202603]

i mean i probably could complain to him but i doubt it would do much good. instead i'll just whine to you! are you telling me that if i want to see what you look like as orlock that i am going to have to wait till christmas? that is just depressing. you should have snuck me a selfie while you were filming. god, bill!

[itsbillskarsgard]

If you do complain to him, please send me footage of it because I want to hear what he has to say. But I suppose I can handle you whining to me, especially since it feels like forever since we've last talked! Exactly, you have to wait till Christmas, that's the rule. I mean, I have selfies on my phone of what I look like as Orlok. The question is, how badly do you want to see them?

[dcremont]

shit. dedicating three hours daily to a balanced routine of cardio, weight training, and MMA must have significantly enhanced both your strength and agility. your commitment to such a comprehensive fitness approach is truly inspiring, mate. sign me right up.

[itsbillskarsgard]

Oh man, it was a lot, and some days I wanted to quit, I'll be honest. But I stuck with it, and got pretty shredded for sure. And I've managed to keep it up, because I don't want to go back to my dad bod. But I'll introduce you to my trainer if you're serious, the man is amazing.

[tmhcllnd]

i find myself deleting the instagram app multiple times a week because the influx of messages from "fans" has become overwhelming. some are way too out there. i prefer not to flaunt my presence at fashion shows, yet i recognize the value in stepping outside my comfort zone and embracing new opportunities. we need to hang out again, bill. i'm still bummed we never had scene together in the devil all the time.

[itsbillskarsgard]

Dude, that's exactly why I don't have Instagram because I just know I'd be getting some fan messages that would be really out there. And I can imagine what they're saying to you! I'm not much of a fashion show person myself, but when you're told you have to promote one of your newer projects, you do what you're told, right? I'm all for hanging out again! Just let me know where you are, and I'll make time for you. I'm with my girls right now, but I'll be taking them back to their mom soon. I'm sad we didn't get a scene together either, I know we'd have killed it.

[joywithanya]

Am I doing this right? Seriously? It's hard getting the hang of new things.

What we have here is a dreamer. Lately, it feels like when I sleep, my spirit slips aways from my body and dances all night with the devil... I'm just fucking tired girl. Having dreamt of torment and funereal transformation and revolution and prophecies, I'm thinking about writing a screenplay. Put all the creepy things I envision in my sleep together and you'lle get a nice cheesy body horror netflix-flick. Anyone care to join? @sfmstarter

[itsbillskarsgard]

That all sounds pretty intense to be happening while you sleep, and it's no wonder you're so tired if you're dealing with all of that in your dreams. Though it does sound like it would be a good screenplay, and I'm sure a lot of people would be jumping at the chance to work with you on it. Plus, I don't think you can ever go wrong with a cheesy body horror movie, especially if it's on Netflix.

[jwilly5]

I went out last night to a bar with a couple of the guys from the team. After they had a few to drinks too many. So, I got them all cabs back to their place but before I left I got a drink poured on me... I'm confused why it happen and when I turned around she felt so bad because she though I was Dawson Knox. I don't know how but oh well. Anyways, What're your plans for the week.

[itsbillskarsgard]

I'm sorry to hear you had that happen to you, man. I've had that happen once before as well, they thought I was my baby brother Valter, and that's why they poured the drink on me. My brother can be a bit of an ass, so I'm not shocked someone wanted to pour a drink on him. Though what did Knox do, I wonder, to make her so upset? And do you look anything like him? My plans right now are to be in Paris with my kids, my oldest had her birthday yesterday, so I'm spoiling her.

[tayalisonswiftly]

then let's make it happen as i can't deny a young swiftie and help making you father of the year. i'm sure it is, i can imagine. i actually really love that ! it that total opposites vibe and i'm here for it, so please, we must hang and be the best of pals. i need all the goofy bill in my life. are you more for one on one hangs more than like — going out somewhere then or is it just you're generally reserved ? i'll take your word for it and say maybe alex is second then. i do, because kids usually change people in a way so it's always interesting to meet them and see how they've been affected — especially with likes. for example — i know there's a kid show you deem a favourite now, what is is bill ? are you ready to be a father of three ? i think you'll do such, i'm a laugher at heart. i smile and laugh so easily. hope nothing serious and we could do that, but i might be off to ireland as well. so maybe we can hang while there as well as when back in the states ?

[itsbillskarsgard]

Honestly, it was her birthday yesterday, so I feel like getting to meet you will be like icing on the cake for her, you know? Plus, it would make me look like father of the year, and I'm all for that. And you already know I'm all for us hanging out and, of course, being that goofy Bill in your life. I feel like it depends on the situation, but I'll admit I usually lean more toward the one-on-one hangouts, and not so much a really public place. Though I'm getting better about being seen in public more, my team is really pushing for me to get out there more.  Oh, as a little brother, I feel like I have to say that Alex is second when it comes to anything that has to do with me, I'm just that much cooler than him. I'll admit that my kids have changed me a lot, I feel I'm a lot more mellow since having children, and I don't go out and get wild like I used to. Oh wow, asking the hard questions right now. Well, there's this Swedish cartoon called Moomins that I really like, but I'm also really into Paw Patrol right now too. Part of me loves the idea that I'm having a third, but I'll admit that I'm nervous too and not sure I'm ready, even though the little one will be here soon. It's good that you're someone who laughs easily, I need more people in my life who will laugh at my jokes! And you're in Ireland? I hope you're having fun, I feel bad because I was told I had to be in Paris for a fashion show, so I'm in Paris right now. And since I have my kids with me, I'm hanging out here for a little bit and having a little family vacation. If you find yourself in Paris, we can hang out, otherwise, I'll be back in the States by the weekend!

[b-skarsgard]

“It’s official #BillSkarsgård is our new internet boyfriend 😍😍😍”

via @/graziamy on TikTok

[jenortcga]

for once jenna was jumping into something without overthinking. she knew that her team might have something to say. plus she had yet to tell her own family. though she wasn't going to worry about that and instead focus on spending time with him. especially since they had just agreed to being in a relationship. she realized in that moment how much she seemed to smile when she was around bill. there was an amused look on her face," i hope you know i'm always going to remember you saying that." though she hadn't expected to confess what she had thought on their first date," well, i'll remember that for the next all night horror marathon we do." his gifts for her were absolutely perfect. faintly she thought about the other flowers that were sitting in her hotel room. she knew she'd have to explain those. she merely shrugged as she glanced down at the black roses," i'm allowed to thank you for being thoughtful about what you get me." together they moved and of course she had to make sure to move a bit faster to keep up with him. plus she wanted the privacy of the car. she found herself scooting close to him in order to take his hand back into hers. their fingers laced together and she laughed," i figured you didn't," she confessed," this all is kind of last minute." he seemed to be in agreement with whatever she suggested for the day," it's my first time filming here, when we did the first season in romania, i insisted on dracula's castle." the car was moving and soon they were on the road. her face flushed at how he seemed to register what she had said," i thought about letting you stay in my room but wasn't sure if that was too fast but either way i'll be close by." playfully she stuck her tongue out at him before she rested her head against his shoulder," so you've been here before? how about you take me to one of your favorite spots?"

[itsbillskarsgard]

So far, Bill had only told Alex about Jenna, as Alex was the one sibling that he told everything too without fail. Plus, he would admit that he'd needed to talk to someone because of all the worries he had had about wanting to date her, mostly their age difference. Alex had been a big help though, and right now that was part of the reason why he felt he didn't have to worry too much. He could just focus on spending time with Jenna since that's what he wanted to do, and they'd worry about the rest later. He let out a laugh at her words, and just gave her a smile. "I suppose I can deal with you remembering that I said that," he joked with a shrug of his shoulders. "And good, because next time we will have to do breakfast after all night horror marathon."

Bill felt so much better knowing that Jenna enjoyed the gifts that he'd bought her, since he'd been so nervous thinking she might not like them. He smiled at her words and gave her a little nod before speaking. "You're right, you're allowed to thank me, and I appreciate the thank you as well." Sometimes Bill forgot that he had a lot longer legs than most people, and didn't realize he was walking as fast as he did, so he felt a little bad that he had made Jenna rush to keep up with him. But once they were in the car, Bill was thankful that they had the privacy that they did, and he squeezed her hand when she tangled their fingers together. "Yeah, I was just so focused on booking a flight to come see you, I didn't think past that," he stated sheepishly. Even though it was last minute, he probably should have thought about where he would stay, so he was really thankful that Jenna had been so thoughtful. "Really? Well, then we'll have to make sure you see the best parts of Dublin then! Though I'm jealous you got to visit Dracula's castle while you were in Romania, I bet that was gorgeous." He grinned at Jenna's next word and laughed when she stuck her tongue out at him. "Just for the record, I wouldn't have been against staying in your room. Though I'm pretty thankful I'll be close by," he stated honestly, and smiled softly when Jenna rested her head against his shoulder, and he couldn't help but press a kiss against the top of her head. "I have been here before, and I'm already thinking about what spots I should take you to. If you like castles, they've got a really beautiful one here."

[spider-mann]

Bill Skarsgård at the Paris Fashion Week | September 30th, 2024

[carpcntcrsabs-deactivated202603]

hey count orlock, you have some explaining to do. how come we have not yet seen a single photo or clip of you in the full make up and everything? who do i complain to? @itsbillskarsgard

[itsbillskarsgard]

You'll have to complain to Robert Eggers, because he's the one that doesn't want me to be seen as Orlok yet! He's made it pretty clear that he wants the first time he's seen when you see the movie on Christmas, so you have to take it up with him. I wish I could show everyone how cool I look, because you'll not be able to recognize me. But I guess you'll have to wait until December!

[itsbillskarsgard]

Bill Skarsgård at Balenciaga for Paris Fashion Week

[itsnickdimitri]

i get that entirely, especially when you work with these people for so long, and sometimes — it's a while before seeing your actual family. i've learned to really appreciate the friendships i make as i work and every moment i get with my parents and sister. well, you did easily in me and i'm sure i'm not the first. oh, for sure ! i think we would, plus you give off being so passionate about your work and very authentic on who you are and those are easily my favourite people. yes and it's being he-man of all things. i'll share stories once we're the promo phases. thank you, plus — i'm a huge nerd, i love ❛ star wars ❜ and ❛ star trek ❜ so it's be a dream really to have a role in a sci-fi. never did i imagine the day bill skarsgard would call me attractive and leave me a blushing mess, thank you for that. i'm actually going to try to put rom-coms to rest for a bit, maybe not forever but — i'd like to be known for more as well. not just a charming guy or a prince. of course, i'd easily make an exception on any role with you. yes, i'll manifest as hard as i can, and maybe we'll have to be seen together in public as well. get the idea on other's minds. oh, it truly is ! i got the best tips for it and now i'm spending some time back around my LA home — seeing people. hope you have an amazing time in ireland.

[itsbillskarsgard]

I can understand that, and I've learned to appreciate the friendships that I've made as I work as well, I'm thankful for them all. And I'm very close with my family, so I'm always happy to be with them too. I'm glad that I give off being passionate about my work, because I am, and I do try my best to be authentic about who I am. I'm not really someone that likes to be someone I'm not, you know? I love that you're being He-Man, I grew up watching the cartoon, and I can't wait to see how you portray him.  As a huge nerd myself, it's always great to meet others, but honestly, I can't blame you for wanting to be in a sci-fi film! I'm not sure  I'm supposed to say you're welcome for leaving you a blushing mess after you say thank you, but you're welcome. I can understand wanting to put rom-coms to rest for a while, though, because I know a lot of people don't want to be stuck with one genre. And I'm sure you'll do great in any role that you're in! I'm not against being seen out with you, that way it'll help manifest us working together, plus it'll help grow our friendship, right? I'm glad to hear that you're getting to spend time in LA and see people, I'll probably be back in LA soon as I'm starting promo for Nosferatu. But I am having a good time in Ireland, my girlfriend's birthday was a few days ago, so I got to come celebrate with her.

[jenortcga]

they both had confessed to being private. jenna knew that everyone wondered about her dating life. she had previous relationships but she had been more focused on her career. bill was the first person that she felt so interested in. she probably should have been concerned about bill's ex seeing a photo of her in his arms. they really did have a lot to talk about. she wasn't even sure what made her decide to show him so much affection. maybe it was because of the fact that they had been texting about being together. they had just confirmed that they were a couple. it seemed that her birthday was off to an amazing start if you asked her. she had noticed how bill had seemed a bit nervous to make a move on their first date. that was why she had no problem leaning in for the first kiss. one that he seemed to return in an instant. she couldn't remember the last time she had smiled so much," you did promise i'd get them right when you arrived." her tone was playful as she let her feet meet the ground. though she was half tempted to see if he would carry her out of the airport. instead she focused on him and her heart almost seemed to kick start," i almost wanted to invite you for breakfast when you did," she confessed," but i figured that a full night was a lot."

she stepped back somewhat to allow him room, seeing him puling out the gifts. her eyes grew big the second she realized he had gotten her a dozen black roses and then some earrings that were horror related. she couldn't help but stop herself from leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek," i love them!" she knew that she was going to put on a pair of the earrings. she went to wrap her arm around the flowers and slid the earrings into her purse. she used her free hand to reach for one of his bags," and thank you." she motioned for him to follow her, ignoring the many eyes that were on them," i did get you a room at the hotel i'm staying at." it was a relief when they were out of the crowded airport. the driver was reaching to take the bags and she told him she was fine carrying the roses. after they were in the car, she was going to set them to the side," i thought we'd go to the hotel first," she told him," then maybe do some touristy things? by the way, your room is connected to mine."

[itsbillskarsgard]

Bill hadn't been interested in someone in a long time, when he ended things with his former partner, he'd really thought he'd not be interested in anyone again for a long time. But Jenna came into his life and changed his views on a lot of things. Though he knew that if pictures got out of the two of them, his ex would probably throw a fit, especially with her being heavily pregnant with their third. But if Bill really thought about it, he'd find that he didn't care that much, especially since he and his ex had been having problems for years now. It was easy to forget about everything and focus on the affection that Jenna was giving him, and of course he gave her the same affection right back. She was his girlfriend now, and it felt good to be able to show her affection and not have to hold back, not have to worry about making the first move since she already did. Bill was glad she'd kissed him first, because now it felt like he could kiss her whenever he wanted, and he was glad for that. "You're right, I did promise you'd get them right when I arrived, and I'd never break a promise," he replied with a smile. His smile only grew with her next words, he loved knowing that she had thought about inviting him to breakfast that morning when he dropped her off. "I'd have said yes, in case you were wondering. I wanted to spend as much time with you as possible." Even though they had spent the whole night at a horror marathon, more time with her would have been great.

He was slightly nervous when he gave Jenna her presents, hoping that she would like them. But when Jenna gave him a kiss on his cheek and stated she loved them, well, Bill felt pretty good about that. "I'm glad to hear that," he stated honestly, "and you don't need to thank me. I was happy to get you something for your special day." Once he picked up his bags, he followed after Jenna and didn't pay attention to anyone watching them. He just moved where she was going and was pretty thankful to get out of everyone's view. "Oh, thank you, I'll admit I didn't think much past booking my flight," he said with a laugh. He hadn't thought about booking a room, so he was glad that Jenna had been one step ahead of him. Bill would admit he was glad when they were out of the airport, and Bill thanked the driver when he grabbed his bags from him, and Bill was glad once they were in the car and going to be leaving the busy airport. "Going to the hotel first sounds like a great idea, and I'm all for doing some touristy things. It's been a while since I've been here!" Bill gave Jenna a smile after saying that, though frankly he'd be happy doing just about anything with her, he didn't really care what they did since it was her birthday. He raised a brow in a teasing manner, though, at her saying his room was connected to hers. "Is that so? Well, that's convenient and very good to know."

[jenortcga]

jenna normally never would have dared just invite someone to spend the day with her in another country. things with bill were completely different for her. she was trying her hardest to be more open about everything. perhaps that explained why she didn't even consider how a photo of them at the airport together could end up all over. instead she was more focused on the fact that he was there, in front of her. she couldn't help but laugh when she realized what she had done had made him drop his luggage. her hold on him was tight as she locked eyes with him. one of her hands crept up to run through his hair at the back of his head. she knew that there was a lot they needed to talk about but she couldn't stop herself from asking if he was her boyfriend. after all they had texted about not seeing other people. that didn't stop the butterflies from forming when she realized that he had referred to himself as her boyfriend," and i'm very happy he is here with me." again, she wasn't thinking about anything but him. she leaned in pull him into a kiss, something that she had been a bit too nervous to do at the end of their first date," so you said i'd get my presents right at the airport, didn't you?" as much as she wanted to stay in his arms, she allowed herself to slide down so her feet met the ground," is it crazy that it hasn't been that long since we've seen each other and i've missed you?"

[itsbillskarsgard]

Bill would admit that there was something about Jenna that made him come out of his shell, and made him do things he normally wouldn't do. The fact that he was normally very private about his relationships—in fact, he'd hardly ever been pictured with the mother of his children, but here he was letting Jenna willingly jump into his arms in public without a care in the world. It didn't matter that photos would likely get out about the scene, all that mattered was Jenna and that he was there with her right now. Bill was thankful that Jenna had been holding onto him so tightly, and frankly, he wasn't going to let her go for anything. His eyes didn't move from hers, and he had to fight a shiver from how good it felt to have her fingers in his hair. It was a little wild to him that they were having this moment, and Bill knew they had to talk more about them and about them being a couple, but right now he didn't care all about that, because he wanted to be her boyfriend, and he was very happy stating the fact. Bill smiled at Jenna's words, glad that she was so happy that he was there with her right now. But before he could say anything else, she pulled him down for a kiss, and Bill had wasted no time in kissing her back. Bill was glad she had made the first move, because honestly he might not have, because he wanted to go at her pace. Bill laughed when she asked about her presents, shaking his head a little. "I did, and I should have known you'd ask for them right away," he teased. Bill was a bit disappointed when she slid down to her feet, not really wanting to stop holding her, and he finds himself shaking his head at her question. "It's not that crazy at all, I was missing you the minute I dropped you back off at your place that morning after the horror marathon," he admitted with a little blush to his cheeks. Not wanting to focus too much on what he just admitted, Bill quickly got out the gifts that he had picked for Jenna. The first one was a dozen black roses, which he knew she would love, and the second was a series of horror related earrings that he hoped she would like. Bill felt a little shy as he handed them to her though, and gave her a soft smile. "I hope you like them, and happy birthday."