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@itsbluefelix Remi and Blue Felix: A study in love not always being enough
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@itsbluefelix Remi and Blue Felix: A study in love not always being enough
The vampire rolls her eyes in amusement and the other's joke. Blue, she has found, is so far removed from Remi. The siblings are oceans away from one another, but Madison seems to find comfort in both of them. At least to an extent. But she likes Blue, finds her easy enough company at least, and an even better customer. As she keeps laughing Madison lets out a snort.
"As long as you don't fall overboard. I hate the way silk feels when it's wet." She glances back down at the body, eyes squinting for a second and relaxing further. Guy still has a pulse, faint, but it'll do.
"This thing is fucking boring. Or at least these people are." A hand slips into her blazer, retrieving the tin she usually keeps on her and retrieves a joint. It's lit and between her lips in seconds.
"Technically we don't have to stay, my business deal is done. And I'm full, for now at least. Or…we could go below deck and see what whoever owns this place has got. I dragged you here, least I can do is let you choose."
She wrinkles her nose at the concept of Madison being full. It's nothing against the vampire, well, not personally. She's just glad she doesn't drink blood. Not that it's any better to turn into a wolf and potentially eat people. Oh. Now she's trying to convince her inner monologue that she's not being rude. "It's chill," she says. "Like, totally whatever. You pick, I don't want to pick." She shoves her hands into her pockets churlishly. "What business do you have on a yacht anyways? Is this like a freaky rich people thing? Or like a freak vampire thing?
"Ow, ow-- fuck!" TJ flinched away from the towel she was pressing against his nose, quickly grabbing it from her. "I can do it." He said, his tone clearly irritated as he tilted his face up towards the ceiling, trying to get the blood to not seep out of his nose so quickly.
He could hear gasps, along with the conversations amongst those in the crowd growing louder by the second. TJ had no idea what was going on, nor did he care. He just wanted something to clean his face with. "Could you wet the rag?" He asked as he held the towel out towards the woman. "Or get me some ice, or something?"
Then he heard someone throw up and TJ jerked his head towards the person in the sink. "What the fuck--" He let out a breath as he watched a sludge-like substance seep out of the faucet. Before he could even ask what it was -- or how fucked up they kept their plumbing in the apartment -- the guy had begun screaming.
Flesh burned and practically evaporated. TJ took a step back from the sink, jerking the towel away. "Okay. No water. Yeah, no. I don't want that." He shook his head back and forth. His attention then turned to the other pipes that were making noises and then, oozing the same substance. "Come here." He told the woman who's name he hadn't even asked for yet. "Here. Come here!" TJ shouted in panic, reached out with his clean hand, wrapped his fingers around her wrist and yanked her towards him. "Stay close. We are getting the fuck out of here."
Blue jumps and yelps as the sputtering spatter that makes its presence known. The goop that pours into the sink doesn't go down the drain though, it pools, and wriggles and writhes, until it's shape is that of something that almost looks like a mouth - that shape envelopes the poor soul and the acrid stink of melting humanity fills the area in a wave of stench that almost makes the werewolf retch.
And it's not over there; the pipes swell and rust and bulge and more of the slimy ooze seeps out - dripping in tendrils down onto other partygoers before it starts trying to envelop them too, the whole party a sudden chaos.
Blue's not sure what she's seeing or how to react to it, so it's a sharp shout of surprise when she feels herself yanked by the wrist. "Did you fucking see that?!" She asks him, tripping over her feet as she struggles to look away from the carnage as TJ drags her away.
"No, seriously," she says as she finally turns to follow his lead. "Did you see that? Like was that real?!"
Work, she hates when it brings her to places like this. To some assholes giant money jerk off to impress other assholes with money. Watching as they circle-jerk in their wealth. She's anxious as ever, uncomfortable in the blazer she wears over a shirt that feels constricting. But her face maintains nothing but charm and an outwardly friendly demeanor as she traversed through the crowd. Was a yacht even made for this many people? Fuck if she knew.
She wants to find Blue, get the hell out of here. At least the wine is decent, sparkling, and to no ones knowledge a few drops the waiters blood. She's just finished negotiations with the witch she had came here for, and perhaps it had ended in a sip back somewhere inconspicuous. She excuses herself to go check on said witch when she comes across the wolf she had been looking after as well.
"Whoa, you good?" She asks Blue, before glancing down at the witch who is now slightly slumped and out of it. "See you've met my potential business partner. He should be fine, didn't take too much." Just enough to make him pass out. He'd be fine…hopefully.
It turns out she's bumped into who she's looking for - and the conversational hiccup - a nothing question both really and apparently, goes unanswered, because now Blue is looking down at whoever the shit she's tripped over.
She'd ask if he's dead but Madison's already explaining - it doesn't truly matter becasue - and this is very important - she's not a boyscout.
It's true, if you're wondering - Blue has eaten innocent people before. Every werewolf has - they might not like to mention that, but it's true. Anybody who says they haven't? Lying. You do what every werewolf does and sweep it under the rug, say nothing, and chalk it up to turning into a big hairy monster every thirty days. Everyone's got their cross.
"Call me NASA, I'm flying so high," she says, laughing too much at her own bonehead wordplay. She looks around, to see if anyone else is laughing. Nobody is. That makes her laugh harder.
"Don't need to say sorry if you don't mean it" The words slipped out soft and bitter. Remi flinched slightly as they spilled into the air between them. "Sorry." Their own apology slipping from their mouth. Remi threw another piece of bacon onto the pan, letting the harsh sizzle drown out the cocktail of emotions that hung in their chest. "The Hotel is a big responsible, lots of work. Lots of time." Can you handle it?. Remi wanted to believe in Blue. That this could be the thing that changes things around, but hope was an exhausting emotion. "Writers block huh? Have you tried listening to something outside your comfort zone. Never know where you might find inspiration." Maybe if you stopped partying so much.
Remi finished off their own eggs and bacon, platting it before turning to face blue. The plate smacked against a glass of water that had been in their blind sport. Sending the glass tumbling to the ground shattering across the ground and drenching Remi in water. "Fuck" Remi took several deep breaths, setting their plate down. "Its been an adjustment still." Remi said softly, letting their curls cover their scarred eye. Remi bent down slowly picking up pieces of the glass. "Things have also been weird with Vanessa. " Remi said with a shrug, slowly collecting glass. Their reflection broken and shattered pieces in the glass. " Nothing you need to worry about still." Their problems were not Blue's to shoulder. That was Remi's role.
Bluebelle steps away to grab ketchup from the fridge, and the bitterness is uncommon and unexpected enough from her sibling that it briefly stuns her, causing the sparse contents of the door to jiggle and jingle before she pulls it more fully open.
She doesn't forgive them, but she does shrug it off.
"It's a motel." She corrects, pedantically. Pettily.
She turns back around, dumping it onto her eggs. "No?" She says, flippant, even while Remi's still talking. The rest of their suggestion's met with an eye-roll.
When the glass is knocked over, Blue winces again, staring for a few seconds while Remi acts like what just happened was nothing. She'd been check out of all the pack bullshit when everything had happened last Fall. Fall? Winter? What the fuck.
She's next to Remi in the next moment, shaking her head and picking the pieces up alongside them after chucking a towel over Remi's shoulder to dry up with a bit. It's a little too quiet and pleasant and close- so, before going to grab the sweeper, she adds- "Weird how? She realize she's dating a dope?"
A single line of a confession opens her up like a scalpel through a chest. He can see the hopelessness, and the missed occasions of importance, a small lifetime of let downs. It makes her vulnerable, and Zakar pulls at threads of weakness like he is plucking chords. Music he will dance to, until there is no notes left. He would play the puppets of the world, like they were toys for his entertainment. Most of the strings snapped too early, and the bones of the marionette's often broke easily; they were not much for longevity, mortalkind.
"I wouldn't know." He does, because he has a young sister who has carved up his heart a dozen times. Pained him, when she forces his hand, despite the belief she might grow out of the childish phase of her misdirection. He sees a similar trait, in the scattering of this girl, clumsy enough to gain his attention. If not for the theft, he may have spent more time, wondering what cocktail of science runs in her veins.
What she does not know, in her assessments of him, and inebriation; the longer he stands on the yacht, amidst the rowdy desires, the more likely he is to slice the throats of every living, and dead thing that dares to cut too close to him. A reddened ocean, suits the sinking ship. A deck of ghosts has a story that he's glad to tie his name too; a favour in making it quick for them, instead of letting it lie beneath the sea, flailing bodies, drowned.
"Not quite enough, it seems. You still know where you are." So he presumes. But he allows her in on a secret; a jest, if there ever is one. He sips the drink in his hand. "I find the less you recall, the more creative the story your mind concocts for sunrise." Who knows what she might percieve this conversation as tomorrow?
"You're observant." It's the second joke, as he moves the conversation to his priority; it's not her. But she can be his scapegoat, if there comes need for one. "Shall we find our friends?" Back to the reason he is there, at all. "Mine have the tendency to lose their heads, if left alone."
Blue's face scrunches, trying to focus on an illusory dote somewhere in the middle plane of his face. It's kind of like drawing, back when she used to draw - her hands shake a little too much for that now. Well, not really, because she's a cut above most people here, right? It's kind of a race, to see if the same things hold true for her as for a normie. If 'practice makes perfect' holds true to burning yourself out as much as it does to playing a guitar or drawing a face without a reference.
Oh right, the illusory dot - the one she's placed somewhere in the middle of his face to try and merge the both of him into the one of him - it almost works before he leans in - like, too in, and she leans back- like, too back, and bumps into the narrow corridor wall with a grunt and then a laugh.
"Uh," she blinks, and there's a yellowgold gleam that glides across the deep brown of her eyes that fades just as quickly - the kind of a thing a human would chalk up to too much liquor or a trick of the light- as she blinks away hackles raised by the clumsiness and fogging up of her brain. "Uh, sure. I'm... looking for my friend Mads. She's like... fifty foot tall, kinda grunge but like if grunge was like, intentional?" She laughs. "So not grunge but like... you know. "Grunge"."
TJ was two drinks in. Three drinks, maybe? And he wanted another. This had been the state of him, returning to Port Leiry -- having fun. It was something he wasn't allowed to do back at home and while yes, he had his own mission, he could start it tomorrow. Or maybe next week.
He stood up from his seat and leaned over the counter towards the woman. "Can I get--" Her head knocked back into his face and he stumbled backwards. TJ cursed under his breath as he lifted his hand to his nose, where she'd hit it, and then pulled it away to see dark red blood across his skin.
"It's fine. No-- it's good. All good." But it wasn't all good, obviously. TJ just didn't want the other person to feel bad. "Could I get a rag or something?"
"-shit shit shit, I am so sorry-" she repeats in one mix of apologetics or another as she roots around the kitchen for a towel or something in between rounds of trying to get the water to run."
The copper of smell fills her nose, and then something putrid. She pulls a face, looking at TJ at first, and then, deciding it's not him, and knowing it's not her, roots around for the source before something catches her eye on the news.
An evacuation? Emergency? Her first thoughts go to Remi before it's interrupted by the slow whirring wind-down of a power failure, cutting the party and it's music off at the knee. There's the sound of confusion for a moment as she remembers what she's doing long enough to run back over to her accidental victim with a towel, awkwardly trying to push it to his nose.
Then there's another wave of stink that fills the kitchen area, followed by an unettling sound groaning out of the sink. "What the..."
Somebody else rushes to the sink to make sick, but when they go to turn the faucet, there's only a slow trickle out of it for a moment before a foul-smelling sludge seems to spray out of it, covering his hand and sizzling away the skin in short order - his screams are a match on a powder keg, and the entire apartment seems to erupt into chaos all at once as an ichorous ooze begins to spill from the facets and what was previously bohemian chic exposed piping on the walls and along the ceiling begin to rattle and leak under stress.
Candy, the cousin of her friend's undead cousin, couldn't handle her pink martinis. A manicured hand was tangled in her curly blonde hair like spaghetti wrapped around a fork while Frankie made very little effort to reassure her that her dress was totally not ruined by all the vomit and that yes, she was holding her head from falling off. Her other hand held her phone, thumb lazily swiping left, left, left. Where were all the attractive people around here?
A grimace pulled at her mouth. It was only going to cause wrinkles around her eyes, and around her lips, a thought that could drive Frankie absolutely insane and possibly homicidal. Yellowish chunks spilled over the yacht's railing, splashing into the icy water below and directly into someone's champagne glass.
"Hey, what the fuck?"
Frankie didn't even bother looking down, judging by the mousey voice, she'd be met with some angry woman turning red in the face. "Sorry, babes, totally not my fault." She flicked her wrist dismissively. "Just get a new one, mon dieu."
Speaking of drinks, she was getting thirsty and not for the fizzy kind. Her eyes drifted toward a stumbling girl tripping over Candy's lifted leg, one heel hanging precariously from her toes. "Nothing like babysitting duties on a yacht full of ugly people," Frankie muttered. "Who even approved this guest list? There's not one mildly attractive person here. Look at this guy, he's about three seconds away from rabbit-rabbiting overboard and returning to his people." Meaning the frogs.
"Ah, see, there's the difference," Blue says with a click of her tongue and a wink of her eye, pointing to the girl with a finger of acknowledgement. "You're in Hell, I'm just in purgatory." She scans around for Madison again, doesn't find them again, and looks back to the woman with the phone and her unfortunate friend horking their life up over the railing onto the deck below. Blue pulls a little face before looking toward Frankie withy a shrug.
"I don't know," she says, a mild laugh. "I'm already somebody's plus one. Booze is good though. I'm Blue, by the way. You know anyone here, or... well obviously you know... them - are they... okay...?"
@tjxastor Some Guy's Party Pad
Dim lighting, velvet curtains - Obsidian's pretty chill, and Witches throw a wild party. There's some shit going on, about how people shouldn't be going out, or should find shelter or something - Blue doesn't know, because she didn't come here to glue herself to a T.V. and watch the local damn news. She came here to fuckin'-
"PARTYYYYYYY" She says in return to a couple other revelers in the too-posh kitchen. She dices something on the counter with a library card, and then, before leaning down, spots the moon outside. Full. Huh. Weird. Something tugs at her brain then, and she feels - weird. Huh. No matter. She resumes.
When her head whips back from the counter top, and her head's all rushing, there's a crack and a thud, because she's flung her noggin backwards into some guy's nose.
Blue spins around, hand coming to her own face in sympathetic pain. "Oh, shit, Damn, fuck, whoa-I am so sorry, shit." She watches the blood trickle out and flails nevously. "Shit. Shit shit. Here."
Blue rushes over to the sink, grabbing a toil and running some water... or... trying to run some water.
"Fuck, dude, I am so fuckin' sorry. That's... so fucking embarrassing."
There's a design flaw; a poorly executed load bearing beam in the hull. A single strip that might have been laziness, or short-minded intellect of its craftsman. What could have been a long lasting pleasure project would sink the next time it meets low tide, or graze a hidden rock pool below the surface. Instead of gliding along the sharp edges and tip to avoid its wrath, it'll be gutted wide. Like a knife in the belly of a fish, left for the sharks in the water to feast on. It's the reason the vessel sways so keenly with a hundred bodies dancing beneath the moon. Docked, it is merely a symbol of status.
It would be a shame if someone's else's power painted it ruby. But the ocean will steal that right, before anyone else gets the chance to make art, he imagines.
He's not on board the yacht for personal entertainment, it's business. It often is. His family like this town — so he hears, in letters and messages, and already in the three hours he has landed, he has found it quaint, and uncivilised. A package stolen, which had meant to be delivered to a home his sisters have staked claim to.
He doesn't believe that the owner of the yacht is responsible — but a hand of theirs, trying their luck with a man on new soil. Underfed thralls were reckless, Zakar would know. It's the same reason he has a tracker on his case, that has led him to a party. He'll believe it is a mistake too, if that's the story he's told. Merciful, isn't it? He'll spare the culprit, because it is worse to know that they lived, whilst all the things around them are killed. Maybe they thought they were smart enough to win.
He helps himself to a drink, to stop idling hands from getting ideas. He’d draw them out, if he had to. Slipping between drunks, and dancers, he begins searching for the crew, or the owner of the soon-to-be-sunken yacht. Theft used to cost a hand, he remembers. Sliced clean from the wrist. He'd settle for that compromise, too.
A shoe knocks against a brogue, and he lifts a glass to avoid spilling it on himself, whilst he turns to acknowledge a girl and her clumsiness. His suit pants are safe, as is the sweater below the camel coat. She's lucky he's already occupied his mind with something else.
End of the world, she says.
Hardly. But he'll humour her, for the effort to salvage his favour. "Quite the disappointing ending to your story, is it not?" If her sarcasm is real, then he wonders why she cares to indulge the banal act of being present at all. "A yacht in the night, with strangers for company." A quirk of his mouth, hidden behind the tip of his glass. Eyes as dark as the sky, and hair slicked back in the shadows and neon. Perhaps their versions were different; most often, they were worlds apart.
And he's assuming she's alone, because of how aimless her direction had been.
It's a little hard not to be aimless when you're two of everything - Blue felt like she'd been doing a decent enough job until just now. "You get used to it," she says, an overshare of her general outlook on life. Port Leiry is dead is something that's kind of been going around lately, what with the snow and the weird scents that haunt the air and the fact that the woods aren't quite The Woods anymore.
But, if this guy asked her, which he didn't and probably wouldn't, she'd say Port Leiry was kind of dead always.
Well, she'd ask who says banal first, actually - what had his question been?
"You'll have to excuse me, I am -turnt- the fuck up, my friend." She says. Her eyes do search for Paige, because frankly this guy gives Olympic Medalist levels of stranger danger and, well, she's not that kind of turnt. She slurps at the spill dripping down her hand and glass. "I mean, you're here, aren't you? Like don't that say just as much about you as me?" Banal. Psh.
The sizzle of bacon was familiar, the smell conjured forth fond memories of when the Felix clan had been whole. Remi flipped the bacon, humming lowly. It was something by Queen, a melody stuck in their head from some half forgotten memory. "Would you believe that I didn't want to dig out my own front door? Im debating on just getting a leaf blower to deal with the snow" Remi said, not turning their attention from the stove as their younger sister finally shuffled out of the cave of a room. "I did try to call after my shift." Multiple times. There had been a body in the snow, a young girl who had been a victim of one of the new creatures that stalked the night. It had shaken Remi, messy brunette hair stained with blood flashed behind their eyelids each time they blinked. They needed to confirm that Blue was okay, or at least breathing.
Remi plated the first batch of eggs and bacon, turning around to slide the plate across the counter towards Blue. They hadn't bothered to take off their hoodie, the chill in the air hanging in the apartment. Remi was still slightly disheveled from their over night shift, bags under the eyes,hoodie hung on shagging shoulders. Their jaw tightened slightly as the silence stretched in the air. Remi could offer to fix it, or to call someone, that might get something thrown at them. They couldn't say they worried, it would just cause another fight. "Eat, hate for food to go to waste." Remi turned back to the stove, unable to watch Blues face, to see the anger that simmered under the surface. "Been a hot minute. Anything new and fun?" The subtle dance began. The double meaning laced in their words. 'Anything I need to be worried about?'.
"Yeah well I was sleeping," she says, before tacking on a cursory "sorry."
Remi slides the plate towards her and she eyeballs it, pulling a face before picking up a lone slice of bacon and taking the tiniest nibble off the end before taking a fuller bite once she's sure it's not gonna set off a chain reaction of horrors; her stomach's tender.
"Uh, no. It's still cold. Just... you know. Working." Partying. "Trying to break through some writers block, just, you know, here," she says, scratching her head while she futilely tries to fork a piece of scrambled egg with the slice of bacon before tucking it in her mouth and talking around it, "minding' my own business, you know?" Like you oughtta be.
She turns around to grab ketchup outta the fridge. "You look like shit by the way." Rich, coming from her? Maybe. It's glib but not rotten, the way she says it. The vague hint of concern is there in her voice if one could sniff past all the vinegar it's soaked in.
@flashfanged / open some rich ppl party on a boat
Blue hadn't expected to be partying on some stranger's yacht in the middle of this weird fucking winter apocalypse, but you know, life leads you strange places when you hang around with vampires and witches and werewolves with more money than sense. It'd been Madison's idea - she hadn't expected to be hanging out with Madison either. It's a little awkward, given she knows Madison Paige mostly through two angles- someone who knows Remi's (because of course) and the fact 90 percent of their interaction so far has been her buying papers or the occasional brownie from the smoke shop across the street from a place she'd used to work at.
She's not super concerned - the party isn't a snoozer - better than the flatline you'd in the Port Leiry club scene with all this fucking winter bullshit. Seems like a fair few creatures are here too, which comes in handy both when you need the extra oomph to get fucked up and also in case somebody needs to hold your hair because you overdid it on the whatever.
So she coasts through the crowded boat, trying to decide if its the sway of the boat of her rapidly pickling brain that's making it a little hard to see straight as she tries to find her way back to the redhead for more of that alone together energy where she can hug the wall while Madison tries to find a neck to bite or whatever. She trips on somebody though, nearly spilling her drink before she manages to keep it classy. "Heh, sorry," she says. "Nothin' like a yacht party at the end of the world huh?"'
Who even owns this bucket anyways?
@tenderrage-remi
By the time her bedraggled head pokes its way out from under a nest of blankets and comforters, she isn't quite sure how long somebody's been inside her apartment. She knows who it is right away though, because she hasn't had bacon in her fridge in like, ever.
When she wanders out in her boxers and oversized tee, wrapped in a bundle of blankets that makes her look like some kind of pauper-king, she's glaring at Remi as they flip eggs and bacon in a pan. She shivers as she hears the AC try to roll the heat on. It doesn't work. She'll need to fix it. Again. Probably not just for herself. This is confirmed when she looks at her phone's cracked screen. Ostensibly, it's to check the time, but she can't help but see a terrifying two digit notification badge over her voicemail. Terrifying.
"...Does your own stove not work?"
She's not asking about the breakfast.