♡ Scarlett ♡

Scarlett. 18. It is what it is

[jenseternity-deactivated2019121]

Hey I know we don’t talk anymore but I hope you’re okay. I know I left but there are days where I miss your presence, there are days where I wish I could just message you and talk like we used to. There are days where I spend my entire night thinking and worrying about you. I wonder if you miss me too or if you pause for a second in your day and think about me. Do I ever cross your mind… and even if I did it doesn’t even matter because we don’t talk anymore, maybe that really gets to me sometimes because I wish we still did. The thing is I’m okay without you, you are no longer an important part of my life. I’m okay and I don’t shed a tear over you, but there’s a part of me deep down that still cares and that part brings me to my knees. I wish things didn’t have to be this way, but I guess you just have to let go of the things that are weighing you down and bringing unnecessary stress in your life. I pray for you, I pray that you’re okay as it’s the only thing that’ll truly help, and maybe one day our paths will cross again. Until then goodbye stranger with some memories.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #23 Jenseternity / instagram (via jenseternity)

[musicstills]

[melisica]

[hirxeth]

[unwrittenphrases]

“i used to believe that everyone deserved true love, and that it should last as long as your life does, but it wasn’t until i met you that i realized that’s not the case,” she says to him. “what do you mean?” he asks. “people hear the word forever and they expect it to last until the day they die, but sometimes, forever is only a year, and sometimes it’s only two or three years. for us, forever was a little less than a year, but during that time, you gave me the best forever. you showed me love, compromise, you showed me adoration. you showed me how two broken people can come together and make each other whole, even if it is for a little while. you gave me a forever i’ll never forget and i thank you for that,” and with this, she gives him a final kiss and turns to walk away from her forever.

(via unwrittenphrases)

[you1anna]

[thisisabrokenworld]

The sad thing about a toxic relationship is that it doesn’t start off as being toxic. It’s the most perfect relationship ever when it starts. Then it quickly progresses into being toxic. But because you will always want to go back to when it’s perfect, you’ll stay with that person. You’ll cling on to the hope that it’ll get better, but it doesn’t get better. You don’t truly realize that until you’re out for good.

this is the truth. (via thisisabrokenworld)

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

[am-i-pop-punk-yet]

[cashcutie]

one day i will take a really good selfie and you will be sorry….. you will all be sorry

[animalsnaps]

If you can’t respect your ex after you break up, you’re too childish to even be dating

@therelatabletexts (via therelatabletexts)

[screenshotsofdespair]

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

I can’t say loving you was easy. I can’t say it was easy like it’s easy to miss the sun during the winter and it wasn’t easy like loving the way leaves turn color in the fall. Loving you was so hard – but nothing, nothing, could compare to losing you. When you left my life it felt like you branded every inch of my heart with a different memory and then blew it to pieces. It felt like I had pieces of my obliterated heart just floating through my blood stream, and randomly, for no reason at all, some memory would make its way to my head and play behind my eyes like a movie screen. I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to make it stop. Those technicolor movie showings made my day when you left. Every single day. The worst part - the absolute worst part of it all, though, was that if you had told me you wanted me back? If you had decided that suddenly my love was enough? Well. I would’ve dropped to my knees and stuck tape between my teeth and pieced every inch of my heart back together for you. I would’ve shoved my heart back into your arms and asked with tears in my eyes- God, please, please, make it better. I couldn’t bear to live my life through a movie that I didn’t know how to play the part for anymore.

A Dedication to the Way You Tore Me to Pieces (via loveserum)

[therealdjashb]

make 2017 all about you.

[theliteraryjournals]

Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling. Because you’re feeling too much. And you can’t always control the things you do when you’re feeling too much.

Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe (via theliteraryjournals)

[hatin]

I honestly just want to pack my bags and go travel the world and see and explore everything possible i just want to travel the world but i want someone by my side along my journey 

[midnightjellys]

Ok like I’m here for the whole “if it doesn’t make you happy, don’t do it” movement but like, be smart, yeah? Don’t just quit your job out of the blue, even if it is soul sucking, get another job first. Don’t just kick your roommate out because you aren’t getting along, talk to them first. And don’t say absolutely everything that pops into your mind, because discretion will save your ass on occasion. I’m not saying you can’t live authentically, but be smart.