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Just a lonely girl with severe internet addiction.

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does it get better?

lately I've been having such a hard time with work, I've never been more stressed in my life... but now i think I've reached a point when enough is enough! I don’t know what to do... my co workers don’t like me, some of my managers don’t like me. I’m having some personal issues in my life and when i get a call telling me one of my life long friends is lying in a hospital fighting for his life and its not looking good, my manager tells me that if she catches me on my phone again it’ll be the last time. i wont be able to say goodbye to them in person, is it wrong that I’m felling so much pain right now... and when i explained myself she “doesn’t care” i already know i’m not wanted at work but now i feel like i’m being bullied on top of that. i feel like she is someone who has a little bit of power and uses it the wrong way, she is just waiting for someone to show weakness and thats when she drops a bomb. i’m losing an incredible person who deserves to live fifty years more without this illness that they have been fighting so long, but because i took this call i might lose my job. she looked right at me and could see i was obviously crying and upset trying to pull myself together and yelled at me for being on the phone, i mean how are people so insensitive to such a real life changing topic. this whole thing is making me wonder where is the good in the world? cause i feel like these are really dark times... there are truly evil people in this world that get to live in prison for life and amazing, loving, good people go so abruptly, I’m not ready to say good bye! i’m aware that this feeling is going to fade but this day has been incredibly hard for me, and i don’t know what to do... i just needed to type it out to the void and a safe space where i can get my thoughts out. i just wished someone to care.

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