Its Just Me, Allie

Alicia Cross documents the life, rants and opinions of a retired dancer, avid Hello Kitty lover, a displaced homemaker and budding internet affiliate marketer.

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Sending you love and well wishes ❤️🥰 #wintersolstice #holidayseason #familyiseverything (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6gl4UepqLN/?igshid=1u06n2ortgudn

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These 3 are a huge part of my heart. ❤️ They love me in spite of my moodiness. They don’t care if I’m broken or not. They keep me fighting on days I wake up and don’t really want to fight any more. They remind me I am magick. I am special. These women are warriors with Amazonian hearts (even if they are all short 😂) They remind me I am stronger than my illness. Cause some days I just wanna give up. #iamnotmyillness (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/B52ko4qJKr3/?igshid=1tn4cy72jq9hc

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I never have and I quit trying to. I am the odd shaped peg for which there is no hole and I am ok with that. #weirdandwonderful (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/B509ztnpX43/?igshid=1uyl2js6w4cg1

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Late post. Undergoing some huge changes lately. I’m pretty stubborn when it comes to change but the #universe has been pushing me for a LONG time and I am tired of fighting 😂😂 I have always been highly sensitive and in tune with people’s feelings and energies but this last year it seems to have increased a lot. A friggen emotional roller coaster for sure! So if you see posts that are not for you that you do not agree with I won’t apologize cause I am not trying to hide anymore. I am becoming more myself unapologetically and that does not include people pleasing as my life always has been. I’m sure I will struggle with this here and there but as I listen to my intuition more and more I will be speaking my truth. I have always held in my feelings and not listened to my gut in the past in an effort to avoid conflict and keep the peace at the expense of losing myself. Because I was afraid of not being liked 🙄 Problem is I have to like who I see in the mirror and if I deny myself true expression how can I? (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1PbQhFjnp9/?igshid=1mbe5scasbwze

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If you know me then you know my family is VERY important to me. Because of them I am still here and happy. Because of them I never stopped believing in myself because they always believed in me. Every Sunday we get together and do brunch wherever the wind takes us that day. Today it was a cute French bistro called @cafecuveeokc it was absolutely divine. We will definitely be returning. The day ended with tea and brainstorming at our favorite place All about cha in #bricktownokc I look forward to these days and love my family beyond measure. We will continue to grow together to be even more successful than we already are today. Looking forward to what the future holds. #familylove #successfulwomenthinkdifferently #successfulblackwomen #creatinggenerationalwealth (at Oklahoma City, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzojSYTpOmw/?igshid=1wiw0af1v6tw6

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Best picture ever😍 she's my ride or die #myfurbaby #pittienation #bestfurfriendforever #oklahomagirls #lawton (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu-mamMAxiV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=401rmic693py

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Serving you fierce messiness 💋 #curlygirl #curlyfro #blackgirlmagic #fentyfoundation #fentyprofilterprimer #benefitbrowbar #doseofcolors (at Elmer Thomas Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtZXeL7AuLp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14r9v5nckw7up

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Why does she feel the need to sleep right SMACK in the middle of my bed. Like I am not supposed to sleep in it. Like it is HER bed!?! Ugh and she is too cute too move so I am just gonna lay around her 🙄😞 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp3PYWJF9Km/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=aja0x744x82s

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So I am fasting and made it through the day and should have just gone to bed. But instead of giving in and succumbing to junk I made kale chips roasted in grape seed oil and seasoned with sea salt. A perfect small snack to kill the cravings. So not a fully successful fasting day but #alkaline. Tomorrow is a new day 🤗 Goodnight friends #drsebiapproved #electricfoods #detoxify #rebootthebody #foodismedicineformybody #naturalhealing #healingvibes #healingenergies (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/BptHgGAlXt9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bemkx8l74p9a

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Ok last rebrand! I swear ✋🏽 (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpV3S4uFuIX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sgmvew3fm9nq

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My sis is gorgeous but forever working!!! 😩. I wish she knew how beautiful she is both inside and out ❤️. (at Lawton, Oklahoma) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnaER8eldP-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=51dmusw4iahv

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Is it me or does this look like straight craft glitter?!?? (at Ulta Beauty) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnZxqMHljCA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6tb9xtc9vzbe

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We live in a world of illusions. Too much makeup, filters, lies and confusion. It’s ok to be the truth and show who you really are from time to time. Perpetrating the illusion 100% of the time contributes to our younger generation’s false view of beauty. We are to strive for perfection but we are not meant to be perfect. That is what makes us different....it’s what makes us beautiful. The more I see people beginning to look the same the more I want to be me. The more I am ok with being different. I am ok with my freckles, chubby cheeks and pouty not so big lips. Sure there are things I can do to enhance these and I do occasionally but I walk around more often than not without makeup and perfectly comfortable in my skin. Self love is the best love. When you love yourself you love everything about you. So go ahead and ENHANCE your already beautiful self but remember to LOVE everything beneath the enhancement and let it shine through from time to time. You are beautiful and I love you. There is nothing more beautiful than you ❤️ (at Eye-Lash Lawton) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnYxAFtlp0g/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wshay5wavmem

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#MEG seat for one :) I am the only one in this entire 🎥 movie!! Not gonna lie I am a big chicken and already scared 😱😂😂 (at Central Mall Lawton) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnUdizhFNl0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tmfh0xtc3igz

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at Lawton, Oklahoma https://www.instagram.com/p/BnHjbrOFUeh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1s4vcuolfj1e9

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Enough said (at Cameron University)