The Lyrics of My Heart

& The songs I wish I wrote

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Nope it still didnt happen back just a triffling

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The truth about Larry this song says everything perfectly and Its one of the hardest things

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Naturally

You never know til Your in the same deal The one that’s not you Still You do what you wouldnt do

Then you see the choices might Not be so clear cut black or white Naturally Mistakes are hard to see

Judging and knowing Not really judging More understanding If you dont know then Can’t really tell then Reasons about them

Then the choices that you see Look like it could be stupidly Naturally Mistakes are more clearly

Once you see inside You learn its not how it looks like Understand the battles rough When your the one has to be tough

Naturally We dont know what we cant see When it happens how to even be And never judge another same story

And Naturally We always find out our better way Always make it through another day Never be like someone yesterday

You never know til Your in the same deal The one thats not you Still You do what you wouldnt do

But Naturally Everyone will see it differently

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Love the smule app because karaoke is awesome just downloaded it again and after a few songs wrote my own

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I wouldn’t have got through some nights without this song and for awhile I was scared to listen to music because my schizophrenia (voices) made me scared of music but this is one of the songs I was able to to listen to. I would play it over and over to drown them out and it helped me because a lot of the stuff I felt guilty of in my past wasn’t who I was at the time and they would use that against me but in some ways it helped me to better myself. I later found out in the bible that GOD says to sing from your heart and to praise him so it helped me to accept music back into my life and I’m definitely a brand new me <3

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I dedicate this to all the people out there looking for love.  Love comes from within and never give up because it will happen when its supposed to and maybe not how we expect it but that's why you have to pay attention on how to recognize it because it’s not all Disney like we first believe.  For instance I used to think jealousy was a red flag that it wasn't right for me but I learned it actually shows a person they are afraid of losing you and I’ve felt it before too just as long as its not too overboard lol everyone shows they care in different ways too. One of my biggest regrets is not taking the chances on someone because they didn't call me back right away or something just as little when in reality they could have been doing the same thing and they thought I was the one not interested and I found out this happen a few times when I ran into people again. So while you are waiting for someone to show you the right things and prove it you have to remember that the other person is doing the exact same thing. Don’t be scared of rejections because you will feel better in actually trying then never knowing and missing out on opportunities. Who cares how you look or being a fool in my eyes your the best kind of person around.

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This is the perfect song to have Jesus on the mind and it’s the truth

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Better Deal

It's getting away with a crime Not responsible for the lies You think all the blames on me When I was giving honesty

Yes when I find out Insecurity It's not the best on me

Now I'm like a cop Trying to get the proof So I can get you to Tell me the honest truth

Once I know for sure your lying I'll be all alone nobody Should I play along no crying At least not for with somebody

Who would have thought I'd understand that girl The one you tell and tell Can get a better deal

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okay i absolutely love singing this song and its another one of the songs I think of Jesus while singing. I know kinda weird saying baby and whole making love endlessly but I just ignore those parts lol

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OK this song has Larry’s name all over it I have always been a fan of Leann Rimes and the way the keyboard is playing in the start is so dayum :p I sang this to him all day the other day lmfao

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It Always Gets Better

There are times It catches up to me I get that sad feeling I feel so damn lonely It will pass Then I can keep living Be myself again Stop the worrying 

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Better Days

I used to feel secure held in your arms Before I had to deal with my new scars Being in love should never feel a day Someone can easily take you away Gave my trust and my heart Can't do one not the other Thought they sent from above You could be my true love I wish I can go back to better days Remember how I thought you looked at me See you now have my heart Once they give it now is yours Just like trust once it's lost Now your dealing with the cost I wish I can go back to better days When I thought everything was A-OK I believed that being truthful from the start Finally would get it right and not hurt But now I know to see a red flag Best to save your heart and turn away You tell me it's ok I don't have to worry Actions talking to me Saying 2 different stories I wish I can go back to better days Before you taught me fearing every day See you now have my heart Once they give it now is yours You had all of my trust Now I'm dealing with the cost I wish I can go back to better days Not remember all the times you failing me See you now have my heart I can't stop after this far It's too late, honesty Only way to save me I wish I can go back to better days My regret is never 'bout you knowing me

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Prices

When you got it in your head it doesn’t matter

Reconsider

It really matters

When your putting value on your self with paper

Multiply it by the millions

And it still won’t even be close to the answer

When you feel it the future’s better

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I performed this at the last pageant still hurting and later on when dealing with loving someone who says they love you but really doesn’t I respected my first heartbreak. He had the guts to tell me the truth that he didn’t love me back and it’s a lot easier to get over honesty than bullshit

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I’m That Somebody

How did you hide What I feel like in your eyes How I couldn't tell Thinking mostly of myself

Still you loved me Kept me from hungry You knew that I'd be Learning it someday

How could I believe No hurt because of me I didn't know because I never knew a thing

The pain of loving Someone that doesn't I'm screwed because it

And no matter what I feel I think of how you got me through All of the things that I would do Not knowing it comes back to you

I know you loved me Showed me to be That for somebody

And no matter how it hurts I'll never think I don't deserve A special place inside a heart The day the lesson is all learned

He'll know my loving What he had going And thankful for it

How you even tried When I barely could survive You never made me feel I didn't have a place of mine  

You really loved me Always believing The good you did see

And no matter how I feel I know the damage it could do Feeling of giving up on you Instead of showing what to do

I know my loving Not be for the vain The day he's thinking I'm that somebody