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If you were not to be a professor, what career do you see yourself to be in?

teaching has always been my passion but I have also dreamed of owning my own business for as long as I can remember. If only i can get the best of both world :)

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Can you describe what is your dream/ideal date?

Fancy dates are not my thing. I like go with the flow dates where both of us can have fun while getting to know each other. ^_^

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May nagustuhan ka na bang student /tropa before sa Tech?

i admire a lot of people. I have a big heart for those who are smart, talented, athletic and those with a good heart. And yes i can name a lot from feu tech. I’m their big fan ^_^

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Long time no talk :(

ooh? magchat ka kasi :(

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Is it possible if we date? Im not your student naman na

Well, if you can introduce yourself to me, why not :)

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Dear Jon, Im sorry! Sorry kung naging useless ako. I had all the chances to make it up to you. But I didn’t grab it. Siguro nagtatampo ka na sa akin. HIndi mn tayo palaging nag bobonding but we always find ways to catch up each other not until i was too late. 2014 nung una tayong pinakilala ni Maam Abi. 13 years ang gap natin but sabi nga nila, age doesn’t matter. Why not?.Date lng namn. Ok nmn yung naging mga dates natin kaso hirap lng ng schedule natin. Graveyard shift ka sa work mo kaya mahirap din mag meet yung schedules natin. Mas natutuloy pa nga ang spontaneous gala natin kesa mga plano. Medyu ng lie low tayo nung 2015. I was also busy na with my Masters. Palagi mo nga akong niloloko na useless ang pag aral ulit kasi mag aasawa lng din namn ako ahha. But we remained friends kahit pinepressure nila tayong dalawa. 2016 naging friends pa din tayo and we had several dinner dates and movie dates. All those years, you proved me that “Chivalry is not dead”. You were a gentleman to me. Hinahatid mo ko sa bahay after ng date natin and you never ever took advantage of me. It was also the year na nakasama ka sa climb namin. Yay! And nkilala mo yung ibang friends ko. Then namatay ang pinaka mamahal mong dog na si Dobie, sabi mo you were sad and ichachat moko palagi. Too bad, hindi man lng ako nag initiate na kumustahin ka palagi kung ok ka. 2017 dapat magkikita tayo ulit. Ilang beses mo akong ininvite. Pero palagi akong wrong timing. Palaging di ako pde dahil sa schedule ko. Nag baback read ako sa convo natin and na realized ko na sayang yung mga chances na ininvite mo ko. Sana pala nakipag kita na ako sayo. May pasalubong ka pa sa akin from US pero hindi ko mn lang nakuha. Until l found out na you had a cancer, sobrang nagulat ako. And I promised sayona makikipag kita ako pero palagi akong busy. Ang dami kong excuses. Or minsan di tugma sched natin . It was always a bad timing. Sana pala ginawa ko ng paraan na Makita man lng kita kahit saglit. Nag tatampo ka na nga kasi di pa kita navivisit. SObrang useless ko. Konti lng yung taong nkaka alam pero di mn lng ako gumawa ng paraan to see you. So sabi ko pagbalik ko nlng from CDO. But then nakalimutan ko na namn na imemeet kita. And it was too late. It was too late na mkipagkita sayo. Until I found out you were gone na. And huling pagkikita na pala natin ay yung nasa casket kana.  Jon. Thank you sa mga memories natin. Thank you sa kulitan. And thank you kasi ikaw nag aadjust sakin palagi. Alam mong ang hirap kong iinvite kasi di pa ako umiinom so the usual kainan and movie napupunta. Sayang wala tayong pictures kasi hindi tayo mahilig mag picture and post. hahaha Sana pala nagpapicture na ako sa yo ng marami. YUng nag iisang picture natin sapilitan pa kasi for documentation purposes. ahahha Anyway, thank you for treating me to fancy restaurants. Mag lelecture kapa sa dami mong alam. Sobrang bilib ko ako sa pagiging street smart mo.Thank you sa spontaneous gala. IIngatan ko ang sleeping bag and pillow na binigay mo. Mamimiss ko ang pagiging makulit mo, witty mo and pagiging random. Alam kong hindi mo na tu mababasa kaya sorry. Sorry if I was too late or I didn’t make an effort. But God knows how I appreciate all your efforts and every favor you have given me. Jon, you will always have a place in my heart.Kaya sobrang thank you sa lahat! See you when i see you Love, Joie

How do you survive in this world when you just hit your rock bottom? How do you escape your own mind when you exhaust yourself too much trying to fight with your own doubts, your own fears, and your own worries? How do you find the strength to tell it to anyone when the right words are seem complacent to express what you are going through? How do you stay positive when you are being resistant to find anything good in everything? You broke down, you fell short and failed countless times. Yet, you try to move forward and accept what life has to offer. You let your strength inside you take over your fear. You try to take another step without falling to your knees. And you’re hoping to let your mistakes go through without regrets. To let yourself jump into “What ifs” without being scared. Because the bad days won’t last forever. And that’s how you survived.

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hey

sup?

hi crush! ="> haha

hi ?

BAt ka ng deactivate ng facebook?

Sorry to have missed this question. I usually deactivate my facebook when it gets so toxic :(

When you’re not enough to someone

Maybe once in your life you find a guy who will turn your world around. That guy who knows how to give you butterflies in your stomach. That guy who will make you feel you’re in cloud nine. That guy who keeps you going and re-read old text messages. That guy who makes your heart skip a beat. That guy you thought you’re meeting halfway but you found yourself walking alone. That guy who gives you confusion. That almost lover guy. Every texts he sends you gives you a hint that somehow he’s enjoying your company. All the affection and attention he’s showing you gives you a hope that one day, you’ll be able to change him. You start to make into a strategy on how you will tame him. It may be fun at first but it’s too tiring in the long run . And when the conversation starts to fade, you start to wonder and you've come to realized that you are going nowhere. Yes you are not lovers but you are not just friends. And it always hit you by rock to know where you stand. The excitement and thrills keep you at night wondering where it could be leading. It keeps you doubting to whether you should hold on still or just let go. But the memories you had together make you think twice. Because you still cling on to the possibility of something might still work. But believe me if I say “you have to let go”. You have to stop fantasizing about you being together. Because if he’s sure about you, he would make an effort to be with you. He won’t gonna make you wonder. And you wont have to flip flop those memories to know whether they were real or not. You dont have to come up with excuses that he’s just busy and he has his own life. And it hurst the worst when the person made you feel yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today. Maybe he does care a little, maybe he does like you but he doesn’t like you more than enough. And the more you try the more you do for him, the less respect he’ll have for you. Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows. Don’t keep trying so hard because someone deserves your worth. Pull out your attention to him because you deserve someone you don’t have to win a place in his heart. You alone are more enough to prove your worth. And nothing’s wrong about you. So be confident enough to step back and stop trying.

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When passion meets expectation 💪⛰🏞🙏🏔😱

Oo nkakalula siya 🙊😱🏞🏔⛰ (at Mt. Sipit Ulang, Mascap, Rodriguez, Rizal)

Birthday climb 😘 (at Mt. Sipit Ulang, Mascap, Rodriguez, Rizal)

Buti ka pa, madali kitang ma solo 💪💪💪

Pray more worry less ⛪️📸

Your flaws make you perfect #harukimurakami (at CA cafe X bistro)

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