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This is a private porn blog of a trans man. I reblog things I like for later. Please do not contact me. I don't want to see your dick
No detranstion or other bs like that. Also this is an 18+ blog
“Daddy, please, I-“ The belt hitting my swollen pussy interrupted me, causing my sentence to turn into a whimper.
“What did I tell you about speaking when not spoken to.” He hit me 5 times while speaking in quick succession, leaving my body tensed in the restraints, unable to catch my breath. “That made you so wet.” His fingers rubbed my aching clit, moved down and inside me. He was right, I could feel it dripping down my ass, how frictionless the thrusting fingers were. “It’s so hard to punish you when you just like it.”
“Sorry, sir.” The words were packaged in a moan, his fingers rubbing against my g-spot.
“What are you sorry for?”
“I’m sorry for being such a slut, daddy.” Saying the words caused a jolt of humiliation and arousal to run through me.
The fingers withdrew, and I felt so horribly empty. I wanted him to say something in response to my apology, but he didn’t, I could only hear him rustling around with something. And then something clamped down on my labia, making me jerk in the restraints, a keening noise leaving me.
He placed a second clamp on my other lip, “I’ll find a way to make this a real punishment.” The clamps were pulled apart, leaving my pussy spread open. He attached them to something so they stayed spread, and I could feel cool air against my gaping hole, my straining clit.
The belt came down again, now directly on my most sensitive areas. I pulled at my restraints, wanting to snap my legs shut as he hit me again, not wasting any time. Enough strikes came in quick succession that I couldn’t keep track, leaving me unable to focus on anything but the burn between my legs.
I panted, wondering what he was doing as I heard him shuffle around. He wrenched open my jaw a second later, securing a dildo gag around my head, long enough that it was in danger of triggering my gag reflex at any second. I didn’t think I had been too noisy during the strikes, but I did like having something else to focus on.
The belt was back a second later, beating me mercilessly with no time to catch my breath. He stopped when I finally gagged, unable to stop my clenching around the rubber. My legs were trembling from the exertion of trying to close, and he smoothed his hand over my thigh, comforting me.
“Fuck, you’re being such a good boy.” He murmured, pressing his hard cock against my bruised cunt. “You love letting me use you like this, don’t you?” I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to respond, floating as I was on the humiliation and pain. He slapped me, jammed the gag in deeper so that my throat spasmed around it, “Answer me when I ask you a question.”
I nodded, trying not to throw up. My head was spinning, and then he was pushing into me and my world narrowed to the pleasure pain of that. He didn’t waste any time waiting for me to adjust, immediately fucking me hard. His hips slammed against my bruised flesh, cock dragging on my inflamed rim, but he knew exactly how to fuck me to have me drunk on pleasure. His hand wrapped around my throat, cutting off air to my lungs and blood to my brain. I could feel the way my muscles reflexively tightened around him because of it, how much more pronounced the sex became, even as everything else faded in the background.
The orgasm wasn’t even pleasurable, it was just an uncontrollable clenching around him, my legs shuddering. He cursed under his breath and then his cum was filling me up, thrusts slowing as he fucked as deep into me as possible.
His breaths were heavy as he pulled out, fingers replacing his cock and fucking his cum back into me. “Fuck, your pussy looks ruined.” I could imagine, gaped and dripping, red and bruised. “Let’s make it worse.”
Two fingers turned into three, the thumb on his other hand coming up to rub my clit. The pleasure outweighed the overstimulation, leaving me moaning as the fingers inside me found my g-spot.
Right when I was about to cum he forced another finger in, leaving me painfully clamping down on his hand. Now the overstimulation and painful stretching easily overpowered any pleasure.
“You wanted to cum so badly earlier, I’m sure I’ll be able to wring out a few more for you.” He said in response to me instinctively trying to squirm my hips away from his hands. “I was going to work your way up to this, but apparently you need to learn to take what I give you.” At that he tucked his pinky in. Slowly, but with no hesitation, he slid his hand in past his knuckles, down to his wrist.
I couldn’t breathe, my cunt pulsing around the intrusion. My eyes closed as I tried to calm down but quickly shot back open when his mouth found my clit, leaving a jolt of arousal to flow through my body. His hand started moving, fingers slowly drawing in to make a fist in me. Now the pulsing of my cunt almost felt good, underneath all the pain.
His arm started thrusting, and with each thrust the pleasure increased until I couldn’t suppress the moans. I knew what was coming after I came, knew that I would immediately be overwhelmed with overstimulation, so I tried to stave off the orgasm. I was successful for awhile, angling my hips just right so that I was almost edging myself. But, eventually, I couldn’t escape his tongue’s ministrations on my clit, and I was forced into a shuddering orgasm.
“Your clit is so cute like this, all pink and swollen.” His fist in me felt enormous. “I hope tomorrow it’s nice and purple from earlier.”
His knuckles popped past my rim again before being shoved back inside me. I was now being fucked with the widest part of his fist, ruining the last tight part of my hole. “Do you think I should punish you for having such a loose hole?” The thought had me moaning, the arousal shooting to my clit. The fingers not in me found my clit again, but unlike before where it had been just rubbing, he clamped my clit between two of his fingers and started jerking me off. It would’ve been purely pleasurable if not from overstimulation and the far too tight grip my clit was held in.
I found myself sobbing, my ruined cunt feeling agape and my clit on fire. “There we go,” he purred, “This is what you wanted, right?”
I nodded my head, praying he wouldn’t actually expect me to cum again like this. But the minutes dragged on, and soon he made an effort to fistfuck me so his knuckles dragged against my g-spot. It was slow, but the pleasure managed to rise to a spot where the rough fingers on my clit also started to feel at least a little pleasurable. Even so, an orgasm felt so distant.
Eventually, his mouth replaced his fingers, but instead of being gentle, he suctioned my clit hard, enough that it caused a fresh sob to wrack my body. But, fuck, deep past the pain it did feel good.
Against my best wishes, the orgasm did build, and this time I didn’t try to fight it, worn out. It slowly crested, the only real tell the involuntary spasms of my sore cunt.
“There you go, good boy.” His fist slowly ground to a halt, and then slowly pulled out. He wiped his fingers on a towel before grabbing his phone and taking a photo.
He held up the phone, most likely taking a video as he unclamped my labia, causing me to keen at the feeling of blood rushing back into them. He spanked my cunt a few times before easily slipping his fist back into my hole.
He pulled his fist out before taking off my gag and immediately forcing his fingers deep into my mouth. I cleaned them off sloppily, too tired to put in any diligence.
”do you have a whisk?”
he asks me this over the phone and i freeze.
i was just complaining to him about how sore my cunt was. of course, my fingers were still lazily circling my clit, eliciting a mix of whimpers and whines. i know he really likes when i’m hurting for him, but a whisk???
immediately i say no, its too much, its too humiliating, i’m already so sore, please don’t make me, especially without cuddles after (we are long distance). he says i don’t have to, and i (try to) move on.
i feel myself reaching the edge, despite my overworked clit aching. i’ve been so insatiable lately. i start begging to cum—
“no.”
i beg again; i really am so close, even just a ruin would be so nice, please, the ache, daddy, please make the ache stop just a little.
“no.”
my mind…goes back to the whisk. it would hurt so bad…it would hurt so bad. i couldn’t possibly even fit it inside me…right?
“if i fuck myself with the whisk…could i have a ruin…?”
it’s almost embarrassing how easily it slides into me. at this point i’m soaked. my cunt is velvet with need and the thin smooth wires are offering me a new kind of fullness. i accidentally bear down and cry out, an amusing sight for him. oh, he’s watching all this on the security cameras he installed in my apartment. he wouldn’t miss a second of my debasement.
“well go on, fuck yourself with it.”
slowly, i pull the whisk out about an inch and slide it back in. this movement starts to feel sharp against my hole, but i can tell it’s not enough entertainment for him. i start to pull the bulbed end of the whisk out of me, crying out at the widest point and gasping for air when it finally pops out of me. with a pained whimper, i shove it back in, returning to feeling stretched open yet hollow.
“oh, do that again.”
my pleas for it to end spill out of me but i keep being good porn of course. i fuck my oversensitive cunt with the whisk, treating the widest part as a knot thats breaking me open. i keep going until the soreness is too much to take, leaving the whisk inside me and letting my greedy cunt clench and pull it deeper inside me. i feel so incredibly low, and so incredibly horny.
“you’re gonna have to ruin with that thing inside you.”
it takes me less than a minute to reach the edge after breaking my cunt open with the whisk. i barely had to touch my swollen clit to get close. the pain and soreness and humiliation and fullness all overwhelmed me and my ears rang as i begged to be allowed to ruin.
when i got permission, i pulled away my hand and let the sharp sensations of the whisk push me over the edge. i cried out as the pleasure waved over me; all my orgasms hurt nowadays. as i lay there, panting and sniffling and mumbling thank you’s, he praises me.
“you’re such a good porn star for me. now pull it out.”
I enjoy the look on her face as I place the last clothes pin on her pussy lips, making it clear that that is not the hole I will be fucking.
Dom who introduces me to his friends not as a person but as an object
The first time I meet them, I'm naked, blindfolded and cuffed. I can't see them, only hear the filthy things they say about me. One of them comments that I'm even cuter than the photos my dom showed them. (Not just any photos, of course. His friends only know pictures of me wearing outrageously skimpy outfits and an embarrassed expression on my face. Pictures of my sweaty body collapsed on the bed, leaking my doms load)
Next, I'm familiarized with their hands. Dozens of greedy, shameless hands crawling across my body. Rubbing my chest, fondling my ass. Fingers probing into my mouth. Several people chuckling at how quickly the attention makes me moan. Before I can notice how hot my face is turning, the hands conspire to pin me down. Their grip tightening as my limbs are splayed out.
My heart is pounding. Fingers enter my body yet again, this time between my legs. Whose? It doesn't matter. I don't know any of them, and I don't get to ask questions tonight. Someone points out how wet my cunt is getting. I can hear the grin in their voice. I can hear the squelching of digits twisting inside me. Another hand begins flicking and stroking my tdick. Does it belong to the same person? There's no way of telling. I yelp and throw my head back in pleasure. Quiet laughter courses through the group.
Suddenly, a familiar voice. I realize my dom must be standing right beside my head. "We're gonna show everyone what a good boy you are tonight" he mutters softly, petting my hair. I whimper in agreement as the first cock lines up with my hole. "That's it, you can take it" my dom reassures me while a stranger sinks themselves into my cunt. The stretch isn't easy, luckily they're taking it slow. I feel them grabbing my hips to steady themselves, before they begin thrusting. Still restrained by the rest of the group, I get to do nothing but take it. The stranger groans and picks up the pace. "That pussy is so fucking tight"
Everybody gets a turn. Maybe some get multiple. I try to keep track of how many people have been inside me, but I can't tell them all apart with certainty. The only constant is my doms soothing voice, his warm hand clasping my own. At one point, when my legs are quivering, when I can feel a puddle of cum pooling below me, I ask him how many more rounds they're going to go. "Now sweetheart, toys don't get to wonder when they're done being played with" he chides me gently. Then, seemingly turning to the friend currently fucking me, he adds: "Reprimand him a little for me, will you?" The strangers flat palm meets my face. A light slap, a warning. But enough to make me clench around their cock.
By the time the group is done with me, I've lost all sense of time. I am panting, my body aches. Finally, the collective grasp on my limbs dissipates. Many a hand begins approvingly caressing the spot it had just been locked around. Compliments rain down on me, and I'm unable to make out each individual one. Someone calls me an adorable fucktoy, another praises my obedience (perhaps talking more to my dom than to me). Multiple people support my body when I lift myself up on my wobbly legs, but by the time the blindfold is removed, only my dom and I are left in the room. "Did you like meeting my friends?" he asks with a smirk while helping me get cleaned up. "I think we had a lot of fun tonight, but maybe you could get to know them even better next time"
I’m so obsessed with the idea of someone deliberately trying to make sex painful & uncomfortable for me. Not letting me touch myself. Putting me in positions that cause the most discomfort. Reminding me that it’s supposed to hurt, that it makes them feel good to hurt me, and don’t I want to make them feel good? I want to thank them through my tears for letting me suffer for them, thank them for hurting me, and watch them cum inside my broken, bruised body.
want to be sat down on a large bed post and made to take it all up my cunt while they pinch and hurt my nipples and clit.
I want a bed frame with big thick bed posts perfect for being roughly raped until I'm broken and then lifted up and stored on a bed post so I'm good and stretched for next time
I've been having some violent fantasies that I need to get out of my head.
Tw: violence, blood, idk just kinda extreme
My owner and some of his buddies want to play darts. So they tie my legs apart and tape open my cunt. Crying out every time one of them gets a dart in my clit or hole
My owner thinks I'm too selfish with my clit and pleasure. One of my favorite things is getting blowjobs. He has one of the other slaves eat me out, I'm lost in pleasure and don't notice when he give them a signal and the slave bites my dick off. I'll never be too selfish with my own pleasure now
You want to cum? You want me to let you finish? Alright puppy but your gonna have to do this all by yourself, I'll just tie your hands behind your back and help you a little bit fingering you and using a vibrator on your boy clit and as soon as your almost about to cum I'll just let you roam around the room and watch you hump your wet sensitive cunt against different objects like a cute feral bitch in heat, I wanna watch you hump the thing closest to you while I just laugh , such a naughty little bitch puppy, would do anything to finally cum
You want to cum? You want me to let you finish? Alright puppy but your gonna have to do this all by yourself, I'll just tie your hands behind your back and help you a little bit fingering you and using a vibrator on your boy clit and as soon as your almost about to cum I'll just let you roam around the room and watch you hump your wet sensitive cunt against different objects like a cute feral bitch in heat, I wanna watch you hump the thing closest to you while I just laugh , such a naughty little bitch puppy, would do anything to finally cum
Want someone to force a dildo that is way too big inside my ass but in a soothing yet sadistic way.
They softly cooing at me, telling me that it's alright and that I can take it. Hugging me and giving me breaks when I start crying that it's too big and it won't fit. But at the same time they don't stop, they're there for me and comforting me but I'm not in control, they want it in and it's going in no matter how long it takes.
Want to be helpless, needy and a mess for them.
"yes baby, it's going to hurt but you can take it"
"deep breaths puppy, let's wait a moment before I keep pushing"
"no no no puppy, you can take, you will take"
"relax your body darling, relax and let me push it in"
"shh shh, good boy, you want a break or I can keep pushing? No no, we won't be taking it out, it's going inside boy, you want a break or not?"
i'll film you while i violate your little asshole for the first time. position the camera so I can see your face as you try and be brave, but i'm being so rough with your poor little hole. barely any prep, i just shoved you down and spread your legs, roughly spreading your thighs to reveal your tightest hole. you look terrified as i line my cock up and then fear and pain wash over your face as you cry out and try to thrash away as i penetrate your asshole. the rest of the footage is you crying and begging. daddy stop, please, go slower! it hurts!
playing back the footage for you to watch one day while i'm pounding into your now very well-used asshole, mocking you for what a whore you've become.
Journal Entry #22
I want to spend an entire day devoted to my pussy.
I’d wake up and shower first thing and spend a good long time shaving my pussy so it would be clean and hairless and sensitive. I’d edge in the shower, then put the sucker on my clit so it would be nice and swollen while I went about the rest of my shower.
After I got out, I would use my hairbrush to spank my pussy and get it nice and tender. I’d spank it just until it’s pink and slightly sore, and then I’d get ready for the rest of my day. I’d put on one of my fancy pairs of crotchless panties with the string of pearls strung between my lips so I’m constantly thinking about the ache between my legs. After breakfast, I’d edge again, and then apply the arousal gel to my clit. Then, it’s no touch allowed for at least two hours.
When no touch is up, I would edge my needy pussy one more time. Then, it’s time for some overstimulation. I’d take something rough, but not too rough, maybe a nail file or a sponge, and rub it all over my pussy, taking plenty of time to rub my outer lips, then my inner lips, then my hole, and finally my clit. I’d spend a long time on my clit, polishing it until it shines. When I’m sore and pink again, then it’s back on no touch until after lunch.
After lunch, it’s one more edge and then time for clothespins. I’d put at least three pins on each lip and use duct tape to tape myself open. I’d use a soft paintbrush to gently tease my pussy, and then a wooden spoon to spank it, making sure to hit my exposed clit as much as possible. With the clothespins still on, I’d go back on no touch, feeling the pearls of my panties slide against my spread open pussy every time I moved. If I needed to, and I’m sure I would, I’d edge again throughout the afternoon. If my pussy needed to calm down, I’d use an ice cube against my clit to cool it off. If I found myself humping whatever I was sitting on, I’d pause and give my clit five snaps with a rubber band for being so naughty.
At dinner time, I would put the sucker back on my clit until it’s swollen and sensitive, then place a listerine breath strip on it before I eat. After dinner, it’s time for another edge, then a nice coating of icy hot or biofreeze and no touch again for at least an hour.
Before bedtime, it’s time for the finale. I’d start with one more edge to get ready. Then I would take the wooden spoon to my pussy. I would give myself 100 strokes on the outside as a warm up, then 100 strokes on my inner lips, nice and slow so that they swell. I’d slip in one of my glass dildos, one that presses against my g-spot, and give myself 50 strokes directly onto my clit. If I missed one, I would start over until I can get through all 50 without missing once. I’d take the dildo out and then use the pussy flogger, giving myself another 100 strokes to my tender, aching pussy, and then another 50 to my poor clit. I’d pause and edge again, and then coat my fingers in arousal gel until they’re so slippery that I can barely get enough friction on my clit to be satisfying, and I’d ride the edge until I physically couldn’t any longer.
Then, I would ask Daddy for permission to cum. I’d only be allowed to ask once, and I’d have to ask as nicely as possible. I would leave it completely up to him whether I’d worked hard enough the entire day to earn it or not, and regardless of his answer, I would thank him for letting me waste an entire day torturing my greedy, needy pussy. If allowed to cum, I would have to do it by pressing my vibrator directly against my clit with the hood pulled all the way back and the speed on its highest setting, and I wouldn’t be allowed to move it for a full minute after I’ve cum. If not, I would sit and hold my aching pussy spread wide open for him for ten full minutes before not being allowed to touch for the rest of the night.
I want to live stream how I slowly train your ass to stretch until you look broken.
Starting with you being tight enough to feel my thumb move in your hole to taking my balled up fist at a rapid speed. Slowly show people how your asshole grows bigger and sloppy, show them how a true anal slut comes to be.
Every time I move up to a larger plug they get to see your hole try to resist it before greedily swallowing the whole thing up and hear your soft protests transition into nonsense moans of being so full.
Using my hands, buttplugs, dildos, pumps, beads and all kinds of other toys to relentlessly fuck and tease your sensetive rim. Have you tied up and completly untouched except for the full attention I'm giving your ass. Making sure to keep you on the edge and away from any real orgasm since all you need to be happy is anal stimulation.
The first time you take my cock and lose your anal virginity will be seen by a bunch of strangers that know you'll take much more before I'm done with you. You knowing it too and squeezing my cock harder at the thought while I pound you deep and your arousal spreads through your whole body.
Making sure I give you my fist before you stretch too much so it's still a challange for you and I get to hear your grunts and cries mixed in with all the lustful groans. Then spending a full hour with just my fist in your hole, getting you used to having something constantly filling you up. Slowly moving it around in your guts, teasing your rim to it's limits with the widest part unforgivingly holding you open, going fast and then frustratingly slow or just staying still until you can't help but rock your body back onto me to feel something move.
Give you a hefty enema of lube and oil so you're prepared for the inflatable dildoplug I intend on keeping inside you until you can take the biggest size. Telling you to try and push it out with every few pumps only to hold it in place so it can never truly slip out. Loving the way you struggle to force your hole to stretch wider until the inflated toy is so big you have to pant and strain to get it past your tired hole and then finally let you fully expell it. Your hole will have been forced into a fucked out gaping mess of the tight little thing it once was and to finish it off I'd fist punch you until the overstimulation of it all makes you pass out.
Ending the live stream on a close up shot of your wrecked hole leaking lube.
Really into object insertion today. Imagining someone finding progressively bigger and bigger objects to stick inside their partner. Imagining them doing so with clinical efficiency, entirely fixated on how much can you take and how big can you go. Saying Just a little more, don’t move now. Shushing their partner when they whimper or try to move or squirm away from the huge wine bottle entering them. Or the sanded-smooth chair leg. Or the baseball bat. The sick fascination on their face as they watch it sink in, in, in into that once-tight hole. Leaving it stuck inside, groaning and starting to get themselves off right then and there at the sight of it, at the little noises and gasps their partner is making at being so utterly, utterly filled. So deep they can see the bulge in their stomach, can press one hand against it from the outside and revel in the aborted jerk it earns them. And then doing it again the next night, except with something even bigger. You know what I mean?
CW: pain/impact play, genital torture, anal only, light puppy play, mean dom shit, he/him pronouns used
It would be so sweet to gently train an anal only puppy. To pet his cunt and play with his dick while I fuck his ass so softly, easing it in and making him feel so good while I fill him up. Edging his little cunt all day and finally letting him cum with my cock in his ass, leaving him plugged and wanting until he begs for it.
It would be so, so sweet. But that’s not what I’m going to do.
When I decide I’m only going to use his ass from now on, I’ll start by pumping his dick til it fills the entire cup, swollen and red above his soaking cunt. After a while, the cup comes off, his desperate little cock throbbing and begging for touch, and I’ll start with a leather paddle. Beating his entire cunt raw, with special attention paid to his poor dick while he screams and squirms. Once all of him is red and puffy, I’ll switch to the wooden ruler. Flat side first, just on his dick. If he’s not crying by the time I start, he will be when I finish.
By then, maybe he’ll wise up. He knows I love when he begs, so he’ll plead with me. Beg me to stop touching him, beg me to deny him if it means I won’t hurt him anymore, say he wants me to use his mouth, tell me everything he thinks I want to hear when he isn’t too busy sobbing after I switch to the narrow side of the ruler, hurting him so badly he’s sure there’s blood. (There isn’t. Not this time.)
Then, after all of that, once he’s limp on the bed and choking on his own tears, I’ll finally show a little mercy. My puppy is a filthy little masochist, so by now he’ll have leaked so much from his little cunt that it’s coating his ass, which means I won’t bother with lube. However badly my cock hurts him going into his unprepped ass won’t be nearly as bad as what I’ve already done to his cunt, anyway.
It won’t matter how hard I fuck him, how mean I am, how uncomfortable it is, my puppy will thank me for using his ass. He’ll be beside himself with relief now that I’m no longer hurting his poor little dick.
The next night, I won’t even get the pump on his dick before he starts begging me for my cock in his ass, telling me he doesn’t want anything else ever again. 🥰
[T4T shit, don’t be weird if you’re cis. Top is using a strap.]
imagine getting fisted every single night until your hole won't close anymore. not that you need it to; any time it's not getting fucked, there's a plug keeping your ass open. it's beyond gaped, just completely useless. any human cock could hardly get pleasure from it, no matter how much you try to clench down. if your dom wants to fuck you, he has to shove a fleshlight up your ass and fuck that instead. you can't feel him rutting into you, but you feel him holding your hips and the stretch of the toy and you're just grateful to be used