it.SPARKS

A place where creativity and honesty can coexist

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Lost

Part of me feels

Lost

Concerned

Unwanted

Misunderstood but understood

It’s like I let these new people in my life

LIFE

But is life just as simple as we think

Why I am constantly thinking

About life

If I wasn’t here

If my nanny was still here

See

I smile and laugh

But every smile is an upside down frown

Every laugh is just a confused cry

I want to get away

Show the world how I really feel

Be lost

But found on a level of spirituality

The one where you can connect with one’s soul

Not just any soul

A soul that no longer belongs to a body

Be free to be where it’s welcome

Along side the very soul no longer attached to anything

Physical

So what do I have to do

If I want to no longer be lost, but found

I have to no longer be here

But somewhere she can find my soul

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P.P.F.

Inspired by The radiance of my future Remembering that Where I am today Is because yesterday I found my tomorrow It's just that My past and future almost look the same It's the present that determines How I make the alter Because I don't want my future to repeat my past I am not my own ancestor Understanding that I am my own future I wont forget who I was Because she created who I am And I will be her in the future Do you get what I'm say What she is saying Nothing that I said involved you You are not the reason behind all this It is me I am my past, present, and future But thank you for what you've done for my past, present, and future...

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Weekly Romance

Boost my ego so I can raise your adrenaline Dont be afraid if this escalates to quickly Just make sure you know how to slow it down Change the tempo You know I like it when you do that Damn wait a minute Slow down Maybe this is all moving to quickly No rushing into things that might not be I want you to be real with me Tell me if we not just here for the ride And when we get off we go our separate ways Reminiscing on how fun it was No matter if it only last for an hour Baby it felt like two Going and going Reaching the highs and lows of life Baby I lived But now I’m sitting here on the edge of this bed While you puttin ya clothes on Telling me this was great Swear if Being Mary Jane was real My life would be just that Because I’m sure he ain’t gone be the only one in my bed this week

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Unseen

She moves when it's dark Just before the sun goes down and the moon comes up She moves in your shadows Right when the suns hits your body and you change directions She makes you feel like someone is watching your every move You can almost feel her Damn Space doesn't mean anything to her But with her, space is so damn far fetched You can't even bring her back without feeling like a piece of you was left in the creases of the bite marks left by her worst enemy You You made her mad by leaving her So she continued to keep her distance closer than the hairs on your skin She was so invested in you she made sure that no matter how far you went You would be close enough to feel her presence even when you were states away She made it clear that just because you let her go doesn't mean she can't move in the darkness or between you and the sun She was your shadow So close you don't even notice her anymore

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Unspoken

Some things are better off unspoken Muted Silenced Nonverbal So that things can be nonviolent And if I spoke to soon I might have spoken to much You gave me every reason to be that silent bomb The ticking time bomb you didn't hear coming But when I exploded you felt every need to be shocked And it was to late To late for words To late for you to call for a responder No one is coming to your rescue No one is coming to help you No one can help you It takes open ears to hear what is unspoken Open eyes to see what is unspoken Yet you were too caught up in turning the volume down so you could hear But when you needed to hear you closed your eyes Thought it might sound louder if you couldn't see it Some things are better left unspoken Hopefully you might open your eyes to see what you can't seem to hear Or maybe for you things are better left unseen as well Part 2 of the Silent Shade Series

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Shaded Screens

Every time I see your name my skin crawls My mind starts to wonder how many ways can I be shady without sounding shady So I sit here behind the screen reading your messages Typing and some how finding the maturity to erase my sentences Damn you got me in the mood Just to be a little more shadier than the day you met me Throwing shots left and right Hitting me with your best shot Swear you always in a chat full of people who indirectly feel how direct your statements are So I fall back I send that separate text like “yo did you see that?” “Yo did you read that shit?” Man oh man why didn’t I fire back at that Swear if I wasn’t the person I am today Hell that shit don’t matter cause I’m definitely a different person than yesterday and I’ll be just as different tomorrow Let that shit sink in Bitch you gone get it Keep at it You ain’t never seen a screen so shady You must have thought your screen got dimmer Check the lighting cuz the shade just got darker

Part 1 of the Silent Shade Series

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COMING SOON

#SilentShadeSeries

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Fathom

I can't even begin I don't know how to think How to allow my heart to open and speak for itself I'm not sure if I should come to you Verses holding it in Do I type it even if I can't It's like putting things into words Only show up if you have invisible ink And the only way to see it is through a special light Like if I told you then subtitles would be necessary It's almost as if my thoughts are in a foreign language And a translator is inevitable I just can't fathom my thoughts enough to explain it You might as well just let it go Just don't even worry about it

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My Poetry

Everything that I post on this page was written by me! Everything has also been copy written and that's why I am ok with posting those that I am ready for the public to read. I share when necessary not when wanted! I hope you enjoy everything.

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Netflix and Chill

You asked if you could come home with me. But only if you’re my rider beside me Down for whatever Let’s go to the movies and eat a fancy dinner after. I don’t want a nextflix and chill romance. I want college educated and house sitting on a hill romance. The type that makes you feel like every morning is better when I wake up next to you. Not bae can you press pause and cut off the lights. It’s about to get real type thing. Real as in getting on one knee and say baby I’m giving you this promise ring. Not baby can you make sure it’s the real butter popcorn this time. Netflix and chill I thought we were on this same page. But you’d rather watch a movie than talk about our next chapter. Because your book ended the morning after. And my book is left with a page that said this is the end of this chapter With you, so chill. Next time I go out with someone if I hear those three words, you’ll get four back. “Netflix and Chill” “I don’t want you” “Baby what happen” “Netflix and Chill” January 4, 2016

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I Left

If I left today How would you feel Or would you feel anything If I left today How much would you care Or would you care at all If I left today And you didn't know Would you care to find out I mean I can go on and on But none of you would tell the truth You'd say what you want me to hear But will you be real with me Or will you talk about not caring Not feeling sad Or whatever the case may be Behind my back To many people talk about what they would've done Not what the should've done Or needed to do Just don't be to late When it's time to tell me what I needed to hear Or help me when you know I need you So understand me when I say My days here are numbered Just like yours But I actually figured out my end date And you did nothing to stop me from jumping the gun So I pulled the trigger

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Viper

The name speaks for itself But I chose a snake no one thought about A snake that most people overlook Yet until they attack Snapping at you when you least expect it So you keep your guard up Hissing at you when it has made up its mind See this snake gets around Creating its own enemies You would think it was well known Known like the anaconda The Python Or the cobra I mean many of us have heard of the boa But not many of us think of a viper So go ahead look it up See what this dark nicely patterned snake looks like And keep in mind that it often hides behind the eyes of someone you least expect The fangs of the person whose teeth are sharper than yours The tongue of the one who talks way to much The venom of someone whose words easily burn bridges Be careful Before you are the next on it’s list

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Smoky Room

I lay here Thinking about everything How much people test my patience Thinking about how many times I had to bite my tongue The days when everything was to much The countless times I just wanted to forget about it all But I lay here in this smoky room Remembering everything that pissed me off As I smoke my hookah pen Allowing it to make me relax Feeling the room with each cloud of smoke Containing all my anger All my worries All my emotions That my mind itself could not hold on to So I take in the smoke Just to let out the perfect cloud And this time I said your name This time I remembered why I was angry This time I made sure that the decision I was about to make was the right one And it was So as I blow this last cloud I let the room clear of smoke Turn out the lamp Climb into bed And go to sleep

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Get Rid Of Her

It started with a simple conversation that made me angry I was ready to cleave our connection Let her go I mean I did I stopped talking to her for nearly four and a half months But I decided to give her another chance Thankfully she messed up So being cordial wasn’t an option anymore She killed all of her chances So I kindly put those chances in a sarcophagus The only solution now was to officially burry her six feet under Get Rid Of Her

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The black girl with natural hair who keeps up with her Tumblr

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From the first time that I visited NY (January,2017)