Im Here So See Me For Who I Really Am

Just an 18 year old trying to figure out his place here

[itsrainingreign]

Ive been having a crush on this girl for more than a a couple months now

We’ve became good friends and all but heres the thing. I just cant wrap my head around what she’s thinking or feeling

Everytime i get the feeling that she’s showing any type of affection towards me it just fades away like nothing ever happened.

And now i hear that im her type and everything so now i want to try and make this go somewhere

But im terrified of being hurt again. I just cant take that feeling of being tortured for my love and time.

But i also dont want to let this pass by and find out later on that it turns out that she did like me all along and i just couldn’t see it.

Im stuck…

[itsrainingreign]

I really want to be able to spend time with her before we go off to different colleges but i just dont know if anything is mutual…