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@itssenagain
Censorship is for crybaby wussies whose feelings get hurt and people with ptsd who can be triggered. They should both be aware of the terms of conditions they’re agreeing too by logging onto a platform like this which allows freedom of expression with limited censorship. That way you can watch your diaper porn, you fucking speckling baby fucker. You think I’m stupid? Go watch more of your fetish porn fag, leave people with trauma alone and stop trying to manipulate them to believing your fucking pity cries. Yeah I did fucked up shit, I dated a girl right when she turned 18 and I was 23. Then we broke up almost 4 years later and now she’s doing better and thriving without me and that’s the best I can fucking do for her. If you think I haven’t learned my lesson, think again retard.
Nothing I’ve ever done online was to intentionally hurt people, but PEOPLE have CONSISTENTLY, SINCE THE DAY I STARTED DRAWING JIMMY, FUCKED WITH ME. So fuck you, because I know what I did was wrong, but what you keep CONTINUING to do, and LYING to the fandom and EXAGGERATING EVERY FUCKING THING BECAUSE YOU DONT TAKE YOUR MEDS. FUCK YOU. Just glad some see what you’re doing. Asshole.
Hope everyone has a nice day, except you. I hope you have the day you deserve. Thanks. Sen.
lol wtf? Why is there 209 notes? Someone spamming me? LMFAO, massive hate energy. Fuck you faggot. I. DRAW. WHAT, THE FUCK I WANT. YOU TAKE MY SHIT OFF, ILL MAKE ANOTHER FUCKING PROFILE. TAKE IT OFF AGAIN, ILL MAKE ANOTHER.
But because you’re stupid and can’t control yourself, I already know who it is so I’m chilling lmfao. Got school today, hope everyone takes it easy. Next few pages will probably be in a week or so. Actually really excited to work on them now 😍😘👍🏽
A song that makes me reminisce on the time I spent with my mom on the road. It has this calmness that captures so gently the feeling of overwhelming wonder that comes with driving through mountains, deserts, highways and cities in a big ass truck. Two little ladies (at the time, I didn’t know what I was, but we were small) in a world of big men and strangers and places most people have never been. I’m so proud of my mom for taking that job, I wouldn’t be the person I am without those years on the road. Love you mom.
Looking for a comic platform for my other shit, heard Tapas was alright but idk, not a fan of the WT format.
RUSHING, ONE MORE!
Watched China IL a few years ago. I don’t remember any of it because I was really stoned (I smoke weed OHAWHIEMYGOIDDD) but from I was doing dabs back then and all I remember was a weird episode and this fucking song. It’s so good out of context, emo. I’ve only shared this with a few people. Wanna watch the show again. AHH GATTA GO.
Last post before zzzz. (Drawing tomorrow?.?)I HAVE LIKE NO INTERNET SEVICE. It’s like almost 40/60. It’s not too bad, forces me to relax. Kind of.
Although I think it’s frowned uponed for some reason, I just realized I can share yt clips and talk about why I like them.
This is perhaps my favorite tune of all time. I saw it first with the episode because squidbillies is fucking hilarious but the creativity that goes into every aspect of their simplistic backgrounds are wonderful. They always have banger tunes and great openings. This one was just my favorite beside the og.
at planned parenthood and they're playing regular show
"dude if you don't get this abortion benson is gonna fire us"
Had a moment, I forgot to say. I finally enrolled to get my GED, I’m really proud of myself for this. I wonder…
I just wonder now.
I don’t really know how to explain the repetition cycle that happens in my head. I feel as though my brain is physically deteriorating year by year(probably from smoking and bashing it against walls) and it’s come to a point where it is VERY obvious I cannot be without medication or I am subjected to severe delusions/disassociation/psychosis. This last time really opened my eyes as to how far the mind is willing to convince me things that are not real, are real. My irl family was begging me to get help because I believed they were conspiring against me. Now I see, I just keep falling for the same trap.
I want to feel happy, my brain thinks medication takes away my happiness. Really it doesn’t, it takes away the imaginary fog I drown myself in, where it’s okay to do and say horrible things because the fog says consequences are for fakes, normies and shitbags. I’m pretty sure I’ll end up in jail next time because I no longer square my rage up in little fandoms or comics. It’s fully bled into every aspect of my reality and I’ve lost so many good jobs and friends, simply from not taking my meds or utilizing healthy coping skills. What’s worse is I get them completely free right now and I STILL have to make myself take them. The 2-3 weeks of extreme euphoria is just not worth losing the months of consistent stability I keep rebuilding over and over again.
This last time I was out of it, I didn’t have internet or any devices (still don’t have a phone/have to use hotspot) and I just started reading JtHM again. Armageddon is more than just a fan comic to me. I keep coming back to it because I can fundamentally see the connection to this story and my past trauma. I still want to finish it one day, for my childhood self- who created it in turmoil. It is for no one else but me and I keep restarting it because the fandom causes me to fly off the rails with new ideas/concepts, which is nobody’s fault and really fun sometimes, but it always changes what the story is actually about.
I don’t fully intend to continue it right now, but I have condensed it to a much more realistic timeline/story and I wanted to do some pages to see if I can finally capture the feeling I want so badly to see. This page is very close, but there’s quite a few flaws I’ve already spotted. I’m working on a different page right now, hopefully this one is even closer. If I’m satisfied, I’ll just keep making them. There’s only 10 pages for each issue now and I’m still writing the script but I’m not rushing and just going at my own pace and also writing for my other comics. This is technically page one, again I’m not totally satisfied with it but it’ll do I think.
I don’t want to bother anyone with my presence in the tags again so I’ll just post this one page and the rest will be on my blog under #jthmaau. Thanks for readin’
we can all tell you just love chasing the self destructive high those pharmaceutical pills give you. you sound like a fucking raving lunatic in your recent posts. you just use this shit to make people think you’re improving as a person for getting “help” but you can’t fool the people who see you for what you are. you’re a fucked up person using it to run away from yourself, and you’re just a self-justified tweaker. keep doing these drug binges and purges and it’s a matter of time before you end up in a ditch from somehow doing something more stupid than the shit you’ve already done as a result of your ruined brain chemistry.
Dude, whatever. You’re not God lol, I do what I want.
Also why should I care about anybody who has any fucked up opinion about me? I have no idea who you are. You could be a floating hairy asscheek spewing farts and diarrhea for all I know. I don’t care about the fandom, that’s why I said I was going to post on my blog, retard. Call me whatever you want, obviously im not the only one who needs help. Sorry Mr.GodofJtHM. Didn’t know I was talking to JV himself.
I don’t really know how to explain the repetition cycle that happens in my head. I feel as though my brain is physically deteriorating year by year(probably from smoking and bashing it against walls) and it’s come to a point where it is VERY obvious I cannot be without medication or I am subjected to severe delusions/disassociation/psychosis. This last time really opened my eyes as to how far the mind is willing to convince me things that are not real, are real. My irl family was begging me to get help because I believed they were conspiring against me. Now I see, I just keep falling for the same trap.
I want to feel happy, my brain thinks medication takes away my happiness. Really it doesn’t, it takes away the imaginary fog I drown myself in, where it’s okay to do and say horrible things because the fog says consequences are for fakes, normies and shitbags. I’m pretty sure I’ll end up in jail next time because I no longer square my rage up in little fandoms or comics. It’s fully bled into every aspect of my reality and I’ve lost so many good jobs and friends, simply from not taking my meds or utilizing healthy coping skills. What’s worse is I get them completely free right now and I STILL have to make myself take them. The 2-3 weeks of extreme euphoria is just not worth losing the months of consistent stability I keep rebuilding over and over again.
This last time I was out of it, I didn’t have internet or any devices (still don’t have a phone/have to use hotspot) and I just started reading JtHM again. Armageddon is more than just a fan comic to me. I keep coming back to it because I can fundamentally see the connection to this story and my past trauma. I still want to finish it one day, for my childhood self- who created it in turmoil. It is for no one else but me and I keep restarting it because the fandom causes me to fly off the rails with new ideas/concepts, which is nobody’s fault and really fun sometimes, but it always changes what the story is actually about.
I don’t fully intend to continue it right now, but I have condensed it to a much more realistic timeline/story and I wanted to do some pages to see if I can finally capture the feeling I want so badly to see. This page is very close, but there’s quite a few flaws I’ve already spotted. I’m working on a different page right now, hopefully this one is even closer. If I’m satisfied, I’ll just keep making them. There’s only 10 pages for each issue now and I’m still writing the script but I’m not rushing and just going at my own pace and also writing for my other comics. This is technically page one, again I’m not totally satisfied with it but it’ll do I think.
I don’t want to bother anyone with my presence in the tags again so I’ll just post this one page and the rest will be on my blog under #jthmaau. Thanks for readin’
If you were communicating with me 2 weeks ago, I am SO sorry. I had a MASSIVE psychotic break from reality after my birthday, thought I was being controlled by app developers and the hospital system through facial recognition/tracking/cameras. I also thought a cult was trying to kill me and my dog Sam. THEN I went screaming about it around town and thought JV and Eminem (plus other stars like Nicki Minaj) were talking to me through my lamp/watch/jthm poster. I walked around town without sleeping for maybe like 7-8 days, one of their rules was that I couldn’t sleep or take my meds. Go figure.
Anyways, I’m medicated again, I smashed my phone and gave away my iPad and headphones to a pawnshop but thank god they saved them for me and I just got them back today. IDK IT WAS ALL VERY FUCKING WEIRD. I’m barely coming out of the fog. I will reach out to anyone I was speaking with soon, I’m so fucking sorry. I actually thought I was communicating with God, Satan, Death and La Muerte and they were saving my soul.
Suddenly remembered aachi & ssipak and how grotesque it was despite having such fire fucking art and animation. Debating another watch but I do remember being mildly bored by the end so idk. Too much nonsensical makes me want to rip my hair out.
