the perks of being me

@itssjuustmee

I'm Lyss, 20 and from Germany. I'd be able to tell you that I like anime, cosplay, books, music and that stuff. But it's easier to say that I reblog things I like and I actually like many things. || p.s.: But right now I'm BTS trash and I embrace it. || p.p.s: I love Kim Taehyung so much, I wanna give him all my love, knowing perfectly fine I won't even be able to stand infront of him from person to person, but I'm still here dreaming and crying.

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wordsfillingupmyheart

“Why do I have to run into people like you; that gives me hope, that shows me something different and holds my every dream in their hands and then crushes them like ants under their shoes… Why do I have to meet people like you; that sees me - the real me, that tells me beautiful lies, drops me after a while and watches me drown… Why do I have to fall for people like you; that makes me feel like I’m worth something, that speaks directly to my soul but when I give them one piece of it they run away… Why do I keep to fall for people like you; that plays with my feelings unknowingly and makes me feel so fucking stupid…”

— @celtic-poetry

hereliesmybrokenheart

“I am sorry I just couldn’t stay longer being just your friends.”

— Late night thoughts #65

wherewritersblockcomestodie

“I know we could love each other in another life, under difference circumstances. I know because I see the way you look at me when I talk about things I’m passionate about. And I know you see how my eyes light up when I’m laughing at your jokes. I’ve always noticed the way you kissed the top of my head when you hugged me goodbye. And I know you’ve noticed how I hang on for as long as I can. I can’t ignore the way you look away when I talk about someone else. And I know you can’t miss the insincerity behind my smile when you mention her. I know we could love each other in another life. It’s a shame we only get one.”

— excerpt from an unfinished book #96 // We’re so right for each other, but our lives so aren’t

unusedable

“i don’t know if we can always stay friends forever when i might want more on the way.”

— i’m already wanting more than this.

hereliesmybrokenheart

“He said, “I’m sorry for breaking your heart. I didn’t mean to.” “It’s okay. You’re not at fault. How could I blame you when my expectations were the one who broke my heart?””

— Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #74 // A.W.

spilled-thouqhts

Friendship, it means that someone will stick by your side, it’s someone who you can constantly laugh with, so why would I want to ruin all of that? You’ve been nothing but an amazing friend, yet my heart has something else in mind. Why does my heart have to keep screwing up everything for me? Yet, if you felt the same, I would owe both of us a huge apology for never taking a risk, and playing it safe. I like you, it’s just as simple and complicated as that.