Day 208/365: He called me today... but I missed it
I was swimming and I need to perfect my back stroke. I don't know what's going on, but now, I just stay floating in the water, I can't move! Ugh! I don't know what I've done/did that makes me do that, but here we are.
Yesterday my ass was tired. I love men adoring and worshipping my body, I cannot lie. Kissing Summer Fling with his chapped as lips was annoying, but the way he was trying to feel my pussy, trying to take off my panties, LITERALLY kissing my ass, sucking on my titties (HE'S THE BEST OMG) and then doing that while touching myself... Yeah, I love all of this. I enjoy that, I have to be honest.
He is very bold and upfront though which... can be very... surprising. Him telling me that by now he should have fucked me for example. He's right, but yo... it is honestly and truly NEVER going to happen. But also, he feeling comfortable telling me that. And him telling me that I'm the highlight of his summer. He feels literal sparks and electric when he's around me. That our encounters stay on his mind, even when he's out of my presence.
But let's get to the matter at hand: Tiny. I felt like on Saturday he was like... a bit more reserved in certain ways... But that's not true. The way he'd lead me through the crowd, putting his hands on my waist and directing me where I should go, buying food, sharing his drink with me, tapping my butt every now and then... Those were such beautiful things that I think someone who is enjoying someone's company would do.
I... need to stop being SHOCKING with him. I think that's the lesson I need to learn with him. There's no need to shock him, just be yourself. You know that there's some industries that you wouldn't work with. But you said you'd work with anyone as long as the money is green... which truly isn't true. But for the SHOCK factor, you said it.
During the movie we went to, it was also really cool seeing how he interacts with people and his culture. He is STUPID SMART. Like, he does math puzzles FOR. FUN. like people do Duolingo? He worked at a stock exchange as his first real life role. He's worked at one of the big four. LIKE?! So talented, so smart, so sexy, HE'S BUFFFFFFFF LIKEEEEEE THE BICEPS BE BICEPING which is like... PHEW! Honestly, hottest man I've been with by far. He gives Nene, a run for his money!
But yeah, all that to say, we didn't speak yesterday as he was in Hamilton visiting family but he called me like a lil before 9am and I think it was to check in with me and I deeply appreciate that.
AHAHA! The real issue at hand for me is how he DOESN'T FUCKING SAY THANK YOU! Bro, I just bought you gelato. No thank you. He just like walked off with it. THE PICNIC, he barely ate anything nor did he drink much of the alcohol. I brought mostly everything back AND HAD A PICNIC WITH MY FRIEND THE NEXT DAY! I was so so hurt. The only time he said thank you was as he was leaving. He said, "Thank you". For what, I have no fucking clue, IMMA BE REAL. I guess spending time with him? I don't know. I'm going to ask the love languages question because I can't seem to figure him out.
One thing I will say is that when it comes to communication and time spent together, he is the one that is ramping that up, not me. And I'm happy about that. I guess that means he likes me :)