but when i opened my mouth to speak, I-

found I had only this to say.

[persas]

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

lemon drop

It's not like the sex got boring But there are only So many positions before You have to discuss the Same old position you've been in From before Climbing up roofs without shoes And savoring sirens going by Reminds me of Home, my second one My third one I get Cubans and aloe and Think if there is a push to shove This is a good way to go

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

I keep fucking up lately Hhh

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

Kissed you in her car, It was very 2015 Don't know why it drizzled last night

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

trio and some

I miss how things were. Plotting carpools in the parking lot, no longer by the bus where they yelled at us anyway. We used to get Chinese takeout in foamy white containers and just chill out at someone's house or another. A couple fractures brings the whole house falling down. We used to all be friends. I miss how things were. But tonight I just made around $300 for only a few day's work. I woke up in bed two days ago with someone I adore, and this morning alone. Perfect. I can do laundry and dishes without mouthing off now. Things like freedom taste sweet. I miss how things were. But not enough.

[igorsousa90]

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

Coming out like pepper, The reveals But It's getting better

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

Fickle, patterned. Sleep tangled and always find a way apart by morning. False morning, which is noon, because we fucked until dawn. Again. It's been so hard to think and breathe and feel since that one night, the one that changed things and proved maybe I was something to lose. Last night I nearly disliked you, and that was somehow more important than liking you

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

I hate abstract art, but I believe in the power of an abstract online persona. It's all just a parody me, a play on the insides- the content of my inner character. Made funnier by self awareness.

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

The currents, no matter their flow East or West, West or East, could not have predicted this current state of manner In which we are living.

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

I almost wish You hadn't told me! Ugly fire, the small Consolation: I am One of the first To know

[labella-instagram]

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

suds

You look good letting water trickle down your nape and your mappable, grabbable shoulders. Little pink fingernail marks where I dug in- mostly involuntarily. Showering is sacred. Warm water gives time for contemplation, time for me to rinse my hair and time for me to trace my spine and hope that hot water can, with time, push my herniated discs back into place. I wish. You looked handsome with your hair slicked back, and I sort of liked you all over again stepping in the stall. Soapy clean and built strong but lean. It gets easier to fall asleep every time and so much harder to go every morning. But you let me- and I like that.

[passionate-sharks]

[itwasfunnierinmyhead]

the college’s beach

The funny thing, is we’re not high school sweethearts.

I traveled down an empty path tonight holding my lanyard and two papers printed from the library. Extra hiragana and katakana charts to hang above my bed. I walked down a winding and dark road and the grass and dirt got in-between my sandals. Got in-between my toes. Traveling down an empty path, I went to the beach alone.

Across the bay the dock light is still there. A green, soft glow. Can’t ever kiss anybody else there now.

I think I love you

[skyrim]

[ps1]