not to be abrasive but iâd just like to repeat im single, iâm desperate, i have virtually no expectations, i am emotionally damaged, and above all, im terrible at intimacy !!! itâs the full package baby!!!!!

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not to be abrasive but iâd just like to repeat im single, iâm desperate, i have virtually no expectations, i am emotionally damaged, and above all, im terrible at intimacy !!! itâs the full package baby!!!!!
âI want to die more often than I want to live because things are getting hard again.â
push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.
push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.
get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.
stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.
buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.
buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.
strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.
organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you donât want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.
have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.
push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dogâs behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.
message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you donât follow through. push yourself to follow through.
think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.
become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.
lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasnât a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
âAnd kid, youâve got to love yourself. Youâve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. Youâve got to sit next to the man at the train station whoâs reading your favorite book and start a conversation. Youâve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then youâve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. Youâve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. Youâve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. Youâve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that wonât matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. Youâve got to stop worrying about what youâre going to tell her when she finds out. Youâve got to stop over thinking why he stopped caring about you over six months ago. Youâve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. Youâve got to love yourself.â
â (via ellie-sigh)
Such a pity when you breakdown and cant run to anyone for comfort.
2 years na ako single. Baka ready naman naman na ulit ako? Baka naman?
Been sad these past few days idk why
1. Itâs funny because youâre not here and Iâm not there and weâre not together anymore. And you donât love me anymore but Iâm thinking that we should go give each other a second chance because fuck popoy and basha for making me hope we deserve a second chance. Because we donât, donât we? 2. My chest hurts when I saw you found a new one to replace me. . Am I jealous because youâre so proud to have him? Am I guilty because you already found someone else? Am I mad because you get to enjoy life and Iâm here stuck where you left me? I donât know. When will I ever learn? 3. I still leave a space for you in my bed for times like this, when its cold outside and all I could wish is to cuddle with you and sleep and watch movies and sleep. 4.I didnt know the phrase âyouâre the only person I could love so hard like thisâ also means âyouâre the only person i could love so hard like this until i can find someone, a better one than you.â 5. I thought our break up was worth it, until you broke your promise.
â Things I tell myself before falling asleep
Do you ever feel like youâre not cut out for anyone, or anything? Being a teenager and all, seeing that guy who has slept with all the girls in the university, or that girl who has travelled all across the globe with her parents learning every culture a country has to offer. And youâre you, someone who wakes up around noon, stays in bed until 4pm, spends his whole day on the internet playing mediocre video games, when will I be better?Â
From all the books and movies Iâve seen, one could say âha those were only movies, life is differentâ but how come these people, these younglings are having the adventure of their life, like the ones Iâve read and watched. And Iâm stuck here in the four corners of my bedroom. Rotting. Slowly vanishing as time slips away from my hands. I dream of becoming someone Iâm not, I want to explore the vast oceans, traverse new lands, be someone who can inspire others.Â
I long for that great adventure that everyone calls âlifeâ but I dont know if Iâm cut out for it. All I see is myself, getting older with nothing to show off but myself. I know I shouldnt be sad about it because being myself is enough. But I want to be a hero someone deserves, even if I stay on the ground and everyone is flying. I just want to experience everything.
hassle magkafeelings
I wonder if you ever talk about missing me to anyone.
Because I talk to everyone about missing you (via nudely)
Iâm not just falling in love with you. Iâm falling into you. Youâre an ocean, and Iâm falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, itâs scary in a way, but itâs also the most amazing thing Iâve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing Iâve ever experienced.
Jasinda Wilder, Falling Into You (via floriental)
Someone told me that I'm too narcissistic daw and no one would love me anymore kung my attitude would be ganito still. And I'm starting to realize na maybe this person was tama about who I really am. Yo medjo masakit yun bro as I always though that I am the mapagbigay and considerate one. But eh idk i need attention im so pagod rn