Kept In The Dark

heyy I'm Katelyn. Katie. Kate. Kitti or what ever works for you lol. I'm 29 and I absolutely love art music and books. I'm a complete nerd at heart. if you want to know anything else don't be afraid to ask me (: i also have another blog where i post all of my writings herheartdreamsoflove.tumb lr.com

[levourdalak]

[skyybridge]

[kriestewart]

kristen stewart on the tonight show with jimmy fallon

[skinny-capricorn]

my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

[meatpris0n]

Holy

[wishful-skinny]

Basically

[allsadnshit]

being alive is like a whole fucking thing dude ive only been here 23 years and can only really remember like 10 of those years at most and yet im literally immobilized by fear and anxiety i have no clue what i want and yet i am mad at myself for not moving fast enough? like towards what? for who? who is even going to hand me a medal for living correctly? like what would happen if i was just content but like no one knew and i told no one. would that still count? i think it would

[ilovepeppers-deactivated2019122]

[lustful-babydoll]

Thoughts

I’m no ones love or someone special and it sucks sometimes… it sucks all the time but sometimes you forget temporarily…. until I’m reminded again… how no one notices anything little about me that they enjoy or something that I do that they love… it hurts my heart but I’ll be ok.

[quotemadness]

“You’re the only person I’ve ever met who seems to have the faintest conception of what I mean when I say a thing.”

— Virginia Woolf

[lovelysuggestions]

Dont be afraid to be a cliche. Go for long walks on the beach. Buy heart shaped chocolates for Valentine’s Day. Stay up late and theorize about aliens. If you think it’s sweet, do it. cliches exist for a reason.

[wecameascumshots]

stressed, depressed and need sex

[leatherlacedbass]

Tell me I'm yours with your hand on my throat

[lustful-babydoll]

Mhmmmm please

[cwote]

In case nobody’s told you today, you’re worthy. You’re valid. I’m glad you exist

[lustful-babydoll]

Confession

I love the feeling after a shower especially after you’ve ‘cleaned everything up’ lol and you’re like wow I’m so soft, please kiss me, touch me and maybe fuck me… I deserve it after all the tedious work :(

[lustful-babydoll]

Confession

I love the feeling after a shower especially after you’ve ‘cleaned everything up’ lol and you’re like wow I’m so soft, please kiss me, touch me and maybe fuck me… I deserve it after all the tedious work :(

[officialrung-deactivated2020010]

you should never date someone for the sake of dating someone. you should be good friends, if not best friends with your partner. if you cant go to your partner for personal advice, if youre afraid to call your partner out on something, if you cant laugh and have fun with your partner, or if your conversations are only ever performative affection, you don’t have a good relationship

[understands]

[fucklikeagod]

[thirdevee]

Get you a girl

Who you can take to Disney World and she gets all excited for the magic

But also gags on your dick in her Minnie Mouse ears back at the resort.

[w-ow-lovely]

i’ve reblogged this once before and i’m reblogging again because honestly this is my dream

[thirdevee]

I see this is still going strong