2015, oh my… you made me realize a lot of things. I started my year with my loved one, friends, family and hope. I finish it without the person I love, without 3 of my longtime friends, but, I’m still grateful, for every loss and every gain. I was in pieces more than half of 2015, but I am working on that. Girls, you don’t need a man to make you complete and happy, you have to be complete and happy before you start a relationship. Boys, that goes for you too. Start spending more time with yourself, alone. It will be scary, tough, you will feel depressed and bored ( let’s cut the crap and face it, we seek social interaction, we’re not used to being alone and get to know ourselves) but, it will be a moment when you’ll get past that. I tried reading and read over 4 books in 2 weeks. I did something selfish, I did something for myself. Stop saying what other people want or expect you to say. Just stop. I used to go out with friends when I wasn’t feeling like it. I used to do things that I had no interest in. I used to lose a lot of my time on people that I didn’t like, doing things that I hated. Start thinking: do I wanna do that, or do I want to stay in bed/ stay home/ anything else? Do I have the energy to do that? Do I have the money to do that? Do I wanna spend the money to do that? Is it gonna make me feel good? Some questions that I now ask myself before I do anything. Stop judging others. It’s their life. Stop trying to change other people. It’s their life. If you’re in a bad mood/ sad/ depressed, call someone. Start talking about it. Then, when you feel like you’re up to it, start asking yourself why do you feel like that, what’s the cause and how can you stop it, or cope with the problem. Not every problem has a solution. Understand that. Try to let it go and better things will come to you. The problem won’t go away, but you will see it from a different angle. There comes a time when you’ll realize you have issues with people, from the past. It’s better to let them stay in the past. It’s no use to bringing them back in your future. By all means, ackowledge them for yourself and see how they affect you now, in the present.
I can’t tell you that 2016 will be a good year, or that it will be good to us. I am gonna tell you that I want to learn even more than in 2015, even if this means hard times.
Happy new year, followers and thank you for reading! :*
