Not hardworking enough ㅋ :3

Please allow me to dream!I have passion. A little bit..About me >

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You’re somebody else

Shuffle music tag - I used to love doing tons of this little game age ago as it is like a fun prediction for myself. As a random encounter, I got to read one old post and just thought it might be funny to try it again. Surprisingly, the result feels... so right to me lol. So voila, here we go!

1. Quay trở lại trường cấp 3 và điều đầu tiên nghĩ đến la:

You get what you give - New Radicals

It’s like a ‘karma’ you know? Whatever you gave in the past has now return you to this reality.

2. Một việc quan trọng

Who do you love - The chainsmokers

Hehe, hehe, I don’t know. Maybe that’s why I sometimes feel jealous towards people who is passionate and can clarify their love always.

3. Đời bạn hiện tại?

New girl - Finnea

Renew myself everymonth

4. Bạn hiện tại?

Bad liar - Imagine Dragons

Oopsy..

5. Bạn cảm thấy rất rất là?

Sexual vibe - Stephen Puth

Hard to admit, but yeah, as you become an adult, you actually, have that NL feel.. :)) Duh, I’m just a normal healthy ‘woman’ nghiện nhưng mà ngại ahaah.

6. Bạn gây ấn tượng mạnh cho người khác với (tài năng chẳng hạn)?

Lớn rồi còn khóc nhè - Trúc Nhân

Haha, kiểu mãi chưa chịu lớn ý...

7. Chủ Nhật bạn thường?

Cool - Jonas Brothers

8. Vẻ ngoài của bạn khiến cho người khác cảm thấy?

comethru - Jeremy Zucker

whyyy, does that seen like a.. PASS

9. Bạn bị ám ảnh bởi?

Falling slowly - Once

True...time after time, altho I hope I will improve and grow as an adult, I find myself crumbing apart, slowly. I know to be an adult I have to accept my flaws, but then, what if this flaw grew bigger and bigger?

10. Trước khi đi ngủ bạn nghĩ đến?

One - Lewis Capaldi

“How could you let something so good, go to waste and bleed the colors out? He gave you love but it wasn’t enough, you had your mind set out on other things.

Can’t sleep at night, now you’re paying the price...

You broke your heart down with ease”

11. Bố mẹ bạn là?

Answerphone - Banx & Ranx

One of the hard things in life is when you feel your dream life is not that vivid and lively as you thought.

12. Cuộc sống với gia đình bạn?

Drugs& The internet - Lauv

Lol... I’m just missing the drugs right now, but you know, nostalgia can be a kind of drug.

13. Trong mắt bạn mọi người thường là?

Don’t leave me lonely - Mark Ronson

Hmm, practically everyone is actually seem to scream out the lonely word.

14. Bạn cảm thấy bản thân bạn?

Genius - LSD :”>

high self-ego bitch

15. Nghĩ đến một người bạn thân. Người đó?

Main girl - Charlotte Cardin

I’m thinking of Chuê lol.

16. Bạn tổ chức 1 bữa tiệc. Chủ đề là?

Handclap - Fitz and the tantrums

If you happy and you know it, clap your hands.

17. Bạn của bạn có điểm chung là?

Now you’re gone - Tom Walkson

Ouch.. sad.. but most of my close relationship is fading day by day now, damn.

18. Giáo viên của bạn hiện nay?

Shallow - Lady Gaga

Coz I have no teacher now.. my teacher is my own self...

19. Bạn đang bước trên thảm đỏ. Những người khác sẽ nghĩ?

Fresh Roses - Juke Ross

20. Trong đám cưới của bạn bạn sẽ bật bài hát?

Nervous - Shawn Mendes

Yessss. I’m fuckin’ grinning for this one to pop up.. Such a cute song and cute mood, I stan <3

21. Bạn li hôn. Lí do là?

Save yourself - Chainsmokers

22. Bạn cho rằng tình yêu là?

Let me down slowly - Alec Benjamin

True story

23. Bạn cho rằng hận thù là?

Anxiety - Julia Michael

24. Mỗi khi buồn bực bạn thường?

Talk - Khalid

25. Ngay bây giờ bạn muốn?

Excuses - Olly Murs

I wanna run away from the reality

26. Bạn thấy một người đẹp lộng lẫy đi ngang qua, bạn sẽ?

Ay Caramba - Stay flee get lizzy

Ayyyyyyyyy

27. Bạn muốn được ôm. Lí do là?

Littlest things - Lily Allen

Yes, I love hugs. It’s the little thing that counts.

28. Khi rất bực bội

Honey - Johnny Balik

Honeyyy, where are you, lemme punch youuu

29. Bạn gái / trai cũ nghĩ rằng bạn rất?

Nothing breaks like a heart - Mark Ronson

Duh, thanks, hahaha, now getting all my karmaaa

30. Bạn nghĩ bạn gái/ trai cũ?

bad guy - billie eilish

hahaha, right, mark my word

31. Vẻ đẹp của bạn được sánh với?

You own me - Chainsmokers

You don’t know me, but you own me.

32. Bạn nhảy như là?

No different - Epik high (lmao old answer was a song called Same)

I suck at dancing damn!

33. Đột nhiên buổi sáng bạn tỉnh dậy, thấy người trong mộng nằm bên cạnh, bạn nhìn sâu vào mắt người đó và nói?

i’m so tired.... - Lauv

LOL, is that the best I could do?

34. Nghĩ đến một mẫu người có ảnh hưởng đến bạn (bố mẹ, thần tượng chẳng hạn...) người đó?

Gotta be a reason - Alec Benjamin

I love you, unconditionally. Gotta be a reason I’m here on Earth.

35. Bạn chết. Bài hát này sẽ được bật?

Nervous (The ooh song) - Gavin James

Now now, this is the answer that cracks me up heaps. Just now the result for my wedding song has the same name, so what do we have here for my funeral song? Haha, hilarious, like hell, get nervous all the time. This one has a softer tone tho, like the book of life, this is closing chapter.

Ooh, who take you home now, when I’m gone?

36. Bạn gặp Chúa. Người khiển trách những tội lỗi của bạn. Bạn sẽ nói điều này với sự tự tin để bảo vệ bản thân?

I am falling in Love - Isak Danielson

Well, it is a legit reason, right? Tbh, I always thought of love as the ultimate weapon/ savior for human to be falling apart :)  

37. Tên note sẽ là ?

You’re somebody else - Flora Cash

Very true, I did this same tag almost 10 years ago (2010).. People change, that’s the only constant thing.

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1. Năm mới, bạn ước gì cho bản thân?

You should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish

That’s one true new year resolution! A Leo girl won’t let herself down after all, right?

...

11. Hành động điên nhất của năm nay của bạn sẽ là gì?

Break my heart again - Finneas

I’m so looking forward for that :))

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I’m a big big girl, in a big big world!

Hanoi, won’t you let me set my footprints here? 

Tôi như người trên trời, ngẩn ngơ ngó quá khứ, rón rén ngẫm tương lai, bơ vơ chạy trốn hiện tại. Không ổn, không hề ổn :).

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I don’t want to become bitter.

Not at all. I was believing in the romance sparkled on me for awhile. 

Not anymore. I cried for its lost. I cried for its fading state. I cried for my fucking sake. What can I do...

 Once again, it is so cold.

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At some points of life, I want to question myself what I am doing with this path I’m walking real bad.

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Sometimes the world seems colourless to you. It is indeed beautiful, somehow.

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Mmm..

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080815

The moment we decided to stop being self-destruct and tried to list the good things about ourselves, we were struggle.

I don’t want to list good things about myself, either I can hardly tell or I don’t want to be conceited. But I find it very bad that it clearly took me a while to list my friends’ better points. We are too similar or I just be so careless about/or even underestimate friends? We, in the end, took ourselves into the average categories, nothing so special, and might as well, lame.

We are the young generation growing into adulthood, we seek serious commitment at career and relationships, yet we live in such shallow level of the sea of life. As the consequences, we feel lost, and we feel hopeless.

- I wish I had broaden my friends circle.

- I wish to have experienced a few relationship instead of being this closet girl.

- I wish.. I were younger.

Tick tack, tick tack, the world still goes on. I just hope, the next time we see each other, we have the proud thing to brag about you, my friends, and see ourselves in clearer vision. 

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As for me, when I went back to Hanoi for a short break, I tried to catch up with everyone I hold dearly. Yet, when I finally met them, sometimes it felt odd. Oddly, they might see the same thing. It takes time to bring the hearts together closely, again. We have slipped the fun of being together for so long, we moved on with our new life, everyone has their own circumstance and they changed... I still do care, yet in the most subtle way. I might live my life in two faces, but ain’t people need as many masks as they can to survive this cold lonely world?

“When you grow old, your heart dies.”

It is unavoidable. 

Many, and many time, stay tough, heart.

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Me in square 2014

I believe I learnt to “carpe diem”

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I will always miss you.

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It was the wind drifting through my mind blowing in my heart raising the waves of my emotion one by one

the wave of excitement the wave of hope the wave of anxiety the wave of imagination the wave of temptation the wave of confusion the wave of wanderlust the wave of sinking the wave of cracking the wave of jealousy the wave of losening the wave of confession the wave of bittersweet

in the end the wind was just passing by slipping through my hair making a mess though leaving fresh airbreeze growing the seeds of my soul pit-a-pat-pit-a-pat the wind is a free soul don’t get stuck so long the last time I saw  it was going to that field in far far away land.

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I'm just sitting here, embracing my screaming-inner-self.

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Will you find me, in this darkness?

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First, let me take a selfie.

...then draw it out.

au revoir, my dear friend.

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Me in my autumn heaven garden.

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There are stuffs I could come back and forth to them. 

I should save them up, then I should push myself to take them to somewhere :).

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Yep, embrace the change.

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Don't stop dreaming.

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