carry me home.

♛ | sawyer foster. single. 19 years young with a love for alcohol and music. this is an rp blog.

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OOC.

I'm not dead, I swear.

Hello.

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you and troy should both fuck jon

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You should fuck Jon.

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Who would you most like to go to a theme park with? You can pick 4 people. From the inn.

Joel, Jon, Phoenix and uhh.. I dunno, Meowingtons I guess??

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don't slam the fucking door. | danny+sawyer.

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Danny was walking through the hallways after what he had labeled a ‘raid’ of some kind, which essentially meant he had gone and stolen food from wherever he could find it by breaking into apartments and taking it off the shelves. It was devious, underhanded, and very sneaky but his own supplies were running dangerously low and he wasn’t about to let himself starve to death. With as much as he could shove into his pockets, he hurried down the hallways to avoid being caught.

He froze outside one of the apartments after feeling something that could only be described as extremely bad vibes. His eyes turned to the door and his first instinct was to bolt like lightning. The only thing that made him change his mind was the fact that he heard a voice that he identified as sounding familiar, and in distress. He wasn’t exactly sure who it was, but he felt stupidly compelled to try to help. Tentatively he reached up and knocked on the door. “Hello?” he called. “Is something the matter?”

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Sawyer's whole body was cold although it was around eight degrees inside of his apartment; his blood ran through his veins like ice, and the hair on the back of his neck was raised when he heard the voice tell him to run. Instead of doing as the voice instructed, he started to cry, shaking violently with his head in his hands, knees trembling and threatening to give way any second.

The voice he heard call out sounded vaguely familiar, so he called back with a choked voice, "Hello! I'm in here!" 

Lights started to flicker inside of the room, meaning that the entity was preparing to attack once more, so he called out again, "Please make it stop! I don't know what's going on!"

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ooc. guys i left an open para because i wanted someone to reply to it omg

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don't slam the fucking door. | open.

I've been trapped in here for months. It feels like years. When can I leave? 

Sawyer couldn't take it anymore, first it was talking to ghosts, then it was seeing things, then it was his suicide attempt. Everything was coming down on him like a thunderstorm, he was having panic attacks out of the blue for no reason and growing paranoid every single minute he was trapped in the damn Inn. He had turned into Chester; if socialization wasn't needed, he wouldn't make a sound. 

He had been seeing black shadows fading in and out of the walls, smiling at him and watching him intently but he never payed attention until now.

Sawyer was resting somewhat peacefully on the couch when someone slammed the front door which made him jump and fall off of the bed. "What the fuck!?" He yelled as the door continued to slam and Sawyer covered his ears with a hiss.

"Quit it!" He screamed as the door stopped slamming but now there was an eerie silence. And then a black figure stood behind him, with a deep growl.

"Run."

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hush. | phoenix.

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“I guess it does,” Phoenix smiled, noticing Sawyer struggled with the light. She got up, looking for the matches and began lighting the candles. Elijah didn’t mind her doing so, especially when she was in herself. When they were all lit, she popped herself back on the couch. She had noticed before hand that his eyes had wandered to her stomach, which wasn’t exactly flat, but it wasn’t completely noticable how much it had gotten slightly bigger. Just a tiny, small bump.

“If it’s a boy, we’re calling him Misha. Elijah likes the name and I think it’s nice,” she smiled, looking to her stomach. “No idea about a girl, but we’ll figure something out…”

There was silence for a bit before she began to talk again.

“I’m still the same old Phoenix y’know…”

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Sawyer watched her light all the candles and then sit back down on the couch, his lips twisted in a little smile when she chimed off a name for the child if it was a boy, so he gave his two cents, "If it's a girl, name her Moira. I'll sing her to sleep or something, even though she's not my kid." He leaned his head on her shoulder and nodded gently, "I know you are, I just never expected you to have a kid. I'm not mad at you, I'm happy for you, firebird. I don't know what's wrong with me." He chuckled and looked at her, smiling. "Tell me about Elijah." 

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ooc. full version; because charlie made a comment about my profile icon. edit by lindsey/brooke for me. c:

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hush. | phoenix.

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Phoenix couldn’t contain her laughter when Sawyer fell down on the ground, reaching out and pulling him up. Smiling at his acceptance of the role ‘Disney teacher’, Phoenix hugged Sawyer quickly. The big, goofy smile was back on her face the more she thought about her baby that was coming. Then to Elijah. Oh gosh, there goes her heart again.

“I’ve never been so happy, but scared in all my life,” she laughed, scratching the back of her neck while she guided Sawyer to the couch. “It’s strange…”

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"I can guess so. Kids are scary things. Does this make me uncle Sawyer?" The boy asked once he sat down on the couch and let his brown eyes wander to Phoenix's belly which seemed to barely be showing, but there was a hint of a child in there. Rubbing a hand through his hair, he sucked in a breath and looked down at his shoes, which he could barely see due to the lack of lights. 

"Have you chose any names for the kid?"

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Zedd & Skrillex - Dont Slam The Cinema (Zedd Mashup)

i remember this. <3

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ooc: I HAVE WHAT DANNY'S WRITER HAS

i have the flu

i'll be back when i feel better :c

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hush. | phoenix.

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“Oh, little lost boy!” She exclaimed, wrapping her arms tightly round Sawyer. “I’ve missed you.”

Phoenix looked to him as he stated what was obviously true to her, but nothing but rumours to him. He looked tired, almost sad? She nodded towards her apartment and walked in, closing the door when Sawyer walked in. “Elijah likes to go by candle light so, no y’know, switching the lights on,” she laughed, pulling a little at her dark brown hair. “Look, we kinda match,” Phoenix joked.

Growing up before I do.

For som reason, that hit her. Sighing she nodded, looking to her dear friend. “Yeah. I’m pregnant, wasn’t planned, but yeah. Gonna have a baby boy or girl,” she smiled. “I’ll be expecting you to deal with the Disney teachings,” she joked, trying to set a light tone to their conversation.

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"We do kinda match!" Sawyer chirped, watching her expression fall when he mentioned her pregnancy and gulped, blindly fumbling around due to the candlelight and sat down on what he thought was the couch but ended up being nothing but air. He fell flat on his ass and started to laugh, letting out a little snort and nodded, "Yeah, I'll teach the little one about Disney 'n' shit. If you want." 

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