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SW: 146.7 CW:120.8 GW1: 116 GW2: 108

[iwantedtorecover]

I can’t stop shitting

[iwantedtorecover]

god i hate my mom so fucking much

[iwantedtorecover]

i think my mom is catching onto me

[icedcoffeees]

do you want to be able to look hot on halloween or not?

[gr0tesquef3mcel]

I live these little Sanrio diets their so cute

[fairycosmos]

whats the deal with the stigma around giving up anyway. yeah this is hard so i do not want to do it anymore. we don’t keep our hand inside a burning flame just to feel like a martyr. i’m off to get a milkshake 

[iwantedtorecover]

BROS I THOUGHT MY ACC GOT T WORDED AND I ONLY FOUND OUT BC I OPENED TUMBLR ON MY IPAD

[iwantedtorecover]

real talk

i tried to recover because i was so damn tired of restricting myself, especially because I had a championship swim meet coming up and I wanted energy for that.

But looking back, I gained 6 pounds and feel great, but I look like shit. I gained 6 pounds and look no better than I did before.

So i'm back 😘✌️

no but for real, can anyone leave tips, low calorie food, anything down below or DM me? I need to lose this weight and fast.

[busket]

mutuals if i like your negative posts please just imagine me patting u on the back comforting you, not like i actually like that you’re hurt

[unbotheredmuse]

[hazystars]

you forgot the best part tho

(via @butchmuppet)

[chilewithcarnage]

no lie, the second half of this post really helped me put a different perspective on my life and greatly the decreased the anxiety i have about my life to come

[nikeypapi]

how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed

[iwantedtorecover]

I HATE THAT I CAN FUCKING FEEL THE FOOD SITTING IN MY STOMACH LIKE

I FEEL HEAVY AND GROSS AND I CANT SHIT AND IN JUST SO ANGRY ALL THE TIME AND I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS FALLING APART EVERY FIVE SECONDS

GOD DAMN IT-

[iwantedtorecover]

i've spent the last week and a half binging and i'm at the point where idc about gaining weight but i do at the same time. Like, i'm so over restricting and counting and stressing but then i still eat anyway and feel guilty. Then i'm bloated, can't shit for the life of me, and getting acne. I hate food. I hate myself. I hate everything.

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

[funnytwittertweets]

[pathologising]

[iwantedtorecover]

saw that someone else did these and they're kinda fun so... here's mine

[iwantedtorecover]

what c4l0rie tracker do u use?

I found it under the calorie tracker tag-

here you go!