♱⋅── about: Rafayel is a creature worthy of worship. Something born from the deep sea, something incomprehensible, something that should scare you. And yet his siren song only lulls you in closer, and you fear it may be too late to even think about running away. (deep sea monster!rafayel)
art credit to @/hcneyvae on x, dividers by @cafekitsune
psst, if you want more monster!raf read this next
What does it mean, to drown in something?
To watch the surface break above you, disrupted by the last bubbles of oxygen leaving your lungs, like a lover’s final kiss. To feel the vicious urge to fight, to struggle, to scream even as you feel your final dregs of strength escape, leaving you cold and gnawing and alone. To not feel fear, because even as your vision goes dark the melody is still there, the voice still singing, cradling you gently as you draw blood. To know, perhaps, that drowning was the only way this story could have ended.
What does it mean, when I kiss you and finally feel like I can breathe again, even if you were the reason I sank in the first place?
Rafayel has been nothing if not the perfect boyfriend. Clingy, annoying, hopelessly devoted, but perfect for you nonetheless.
Three months into your relationship, and you’ve begun to notice things that are only just slightly… Off.
For one, Rafayel runs terrifyingly cold, and the baths he gives himself twice a day are even colder than he is, and when he teasingly splashes you with it you scream, complaining he’s soaking in the arctic or the depths of the ocean’s abyss.
But the approach of summer means more baths, more moisturizers, and more of poor Rafayel always complaining about how it’s too hot, too dry. His skin gets bumpy, rough, textured patches growing on the sides of his neck, his arms, down his ribs too. Like something coming to the surface, something cracking through the flesh.
The list of anomalies goes on.
His joints bend just a little too much, his fingers curving at unnatural angles when he moves quickly or reaches for something. His spine rolls more like an eel or a shark than a human’s, like a creature still adjusting to having bones, something he brushes off as old habits from dance or ice skating. Whenever you take flash photos his eyes come out hollow, even the faintest glimmer makes them shimmer like something not meant for the surface.
It’s becoming more common to catch Rafayel slipping now, uncanny moments where he fumbles and slows down, repeating certain movements or habits, as though remembering them. Reminding himself of them.
You’re lounging on the couch in his studio, your legs kicked up onto his lap as Rafayel holds a book in one hand, the other caressing your ankle with the gentle rub of his thumb. Something prickles against the back of your neck and you look up over your phone, expecting to see Rafayel still engrossed in his reading. Instead, he’s staring down at you. Watching you, unblinking, for so long that your skin begins to crawl.
At first, you don’t really mind— willingly lost in the warmth of his gaze, the way it seems to hold so much unspoken devotion, the way his pupils dilate viciously when you finally meet his gaze. But then minutes pass. He doesn’t shift, doesn’t fidget, doesn’t break eye contact.
"Raf," you say, laughing a little, trying to shake the unease creeping up your spine. "You're staring."
His lips quirk, just slightly. "Am I? Can’t help it, cutie."
You hum, expecting him to look away. He doesn’t. Instead, he tilts his head, something you’ve always considered adorable, the way his full lips pout and innocent doe eyes seem to plead up into yours, studying you with an intensity that makes your chest tighten.
Then you realize what’s wrong.
"Blink," you whisper, suddenly uncertain if he's forgotten how.
He does, slow and deliberate, like he’s remembering only because you told him. And when his eyes open again, they shine, hollow and flat, reflecting the dim light of the room like something that doesn’t belong in the light.
“Shit!”
This is the last time you cut steak with a dull knife.
It’s nothing severe, but you must have nicked a vein in your thumb, because the damn countertop is splattered with blood, a thick stream of it nearly at your wrist as you run for a paper towel.
Rafayel was supposed to be by the stove, tending to the vegetables busy sauteing, but when you move to rip a sheet from the dowel, you find yourself bumping into him headfirst. How did he manage to cross the kitchen so fast?
His gaze flicks to your hand, brows furrowed. You follow it, noticing the vibrant red already soaking through all the layers of makeshift gauze. Maybe you cut yourself deeper than you though.
"It’s nothing, Rafayel," you say, knowing how worked-up he can get when you injure yourself, fully expecting a dramatic lecture later.
Turning, you step to throw away the bloody napkins when his fingers close around your wrist too fast. Too tight. Rafayel’s pupils dilate, nearly turning his entire eye black as his body physically follows the trail of blood down your wrist, lips parting just slightly as if—
As if he’s tasting the scent of your blood on his tongue.
"Rafayel," you call to him again, voice shaking. Why is your voice shaking?
He blinks, slow, as if waking from something deep. His grip loosens, but his fingers linger, his thumb dragging just barely across your pulse against the inside of your wrist before he exhales a quiet, low sound from deep in his chest. Something between a sigh and a growl.
“You really should be more careful, miss hunter. You could get hurt next time.”
Neither of you notice the slight acrid smell of something burning in the background.
The next time it happens late at night.
After spending the weekend lazing in each other's company, the two of you decided to end the day with a movie, drifting from various positions on the couch to curling up against Rafayel’s chest, the soft glow of the TV flickering across the room. The credits are rolling, low music humming beneath the sound of his steady, rhythmic breathing. He’s cold, almost unnaturally so, compared to the sticky, sweltering summer night air, but you can only be thankful for that fact as his chill and the gentle rise and fall of his chest lull you into something hazy, that liminal space where thoughts slip too easily from your grasp.
When suddenly, it just stops. Rafayel’s body goes still beneath your touch.
No breath. No movement.
Just complete and utter stillness.
It doesn’t register at first, not fully. Still feigning sleep, you fight to keep your own exhales even, purposefully holding your breath to get your heart to calm from its erratic skip, the hairs on your arms prickling, some primal part of you sensing it before your mind catches up. Wrong.
You shift slightly, pretending to be lost in a dream, just enough to press closer to his chest, to feel the gentle rhythm of where his lungs should be. Wrong.
But nothing comes. Rafayel’s chest does not rise, his heartbeat does not echo against your cheek. The only movement is the gentle circling of his fingers against the tender flesh of your ribs, tracing the curve of bone. Other than that, he is completely, utterly motionless beneath you, the kind of eerie stillness that isn’t possible for a human. A stillness reserved for hunters, for predators. Wrong.
Something is wrong.
Your pulse kicks, a sharp, violent thud-thud-thud against your ribs, under the tips of Rafayel’s fingers, and in that instant—
Rafayel breathes again.
A slow, deep inhale as if rousing from sleep. His arm tightens around your waist, fingers slipping under your shirt as he shifts beneath you, stretching out his long limbs with an exaggerated yawn like nothing happened at all.
“You still awake?” His voice is drowsy, laced with warmth, so natural you almost believe it.
You nod, pressing closer, trying to shake the creeping chill settling in your bones. Maybe you imagined it. Maybe you were too tired, caught somewhere between dreaming and waking, your mind playing tricks on you. You were simply tired from the long week. Simply haunted by nightmares that no longer exist.
But you feel it. The way Rafayel’s fingers idly stroke over your side, slow and soothing, almost seeking out your own heartbeat as close as he could get to it. The way he breathes too deliberately now, a flawless imitation of what he thinks you expect to hear. A rhythm that’s just a little too shallow, a little too perfect.
Then, there’s something prodding and coaxing into your brain, and instantly, the feeling of calm returns. But your pulse does not slow, because the thought has already settled in the back of your mind, something cold and certain.
He didn’t start breathing again for his sake.
He did it for yours.
Rafayel must have been sculpted by divine hands. A Greek statue given breath, something carved from impossibly white marble and polished by time itself.
His is a kind of beauty that isn’t soft or gentle, but arresting, almost violently so. One that makes your breath hitch every time he turns to face you, all sharp cheekbones and full lips, somewhere devastatingly between beautiful and handsome, possessing every muscled curve of a swimmer’s body honed by centuries in the depths. It isn’t just his face, his form, his effortless strength. It’s the way he moves. Angelic and otherworldly— graceful, powerful, always with the effortless magnificence of the ocean itself.
And, of course, his voice.
He hums under his breath sometimes, a habit he seems to be letting slip the longer the two of you are together, barely audible in the quiet hours when you’re cooking or painting or lounging together. At first you mistook it for an old record or the echoing sound of the ocean from the open balcony doors, and when you ask him about if Rafayel simply laughs it off, the sound addicting enough that soon you’re laughing too.
But on late nights after sex you hear him humming again, something absentminded and indulgent, like the sound exists only for his own amusement. And for yours.
Oh, but when Rafayel sings, it’s something else entirely. It’s after an opera the first time you heard it, and any memory of the show prior is dissolved into a monotonous drivel at the music Rafayel makes. You swear you felt it in your ribs, melody settling beneath your skin, an ancient song that spoke to your soul in ways that left you dizzy and aching and yearning for something you couldn’t name.
It left you hungry.
And still, Rafayel’s paintings hurt the most.
Each one nearly brought to life with each brushstroke, enough that you swear you can hear the crash of waves or the sharp sting of sea-salt, each one that brings a deep, unknowable sorrow and guilt to your core. Each one hurts to look at a little more than the last.
There’s one painting in particular that hangs in his studio, larger than the rest. A towering, floor-to-ceiling masterpiece of muted blues and violent reds, brushstrokes slashing across the canvas with all the power of a storm at sea.
At first, you think it’s simply a shipwreck.
Then you’re lured in closer.
Bodies tangled in the waves, limbs limp and reaching. Some still clutching weapons, some are already swallowed by the dark. But every single figure seems perfectly content, relaxed, embracing death as they are lulled—just like you just like you—to the sirens below.
They are not the innocent beauties of fairy tales. They are terrible, glorious, vicious beings. Something between human and god, their bodies half-submerged, lips parted in a song you cannot hear but can still feel, something clawing at your heart, begging you to listen. Begging you to come closer.
And Rafayel is among them.
It takes you a moment to recognize him, but once you do, you cannot unsee it. The slant of his jaw, the sharp curve of his cheekbone, his lips curled not in hunger, not in rage, but in something unreadable. Something almost mournful.
"Do you like it, cutie?" His voice startles you.
You turn, pulse jumping, but Rafayel’s only watching you with that same lopsided smile, arms crossed loosely over his chest. He looks like part of a masterpiece himself, bare shoulders kissed by the low light, the soft glow catching on his collarbones, his throat, his hands.
"They were hunted." Not a question.
A laugh. Short, humorless. "Of course they were, don’t you know Lemurians cry pearls?"
Your fingers tighten at your sides, but nothing you could think of saying seemed appropriate. After all, what did you possibly have to offer a mourning god?
You look back at the painting. "And worshipped?"
Rafayel’s gaze lingers on the canvas for a long moment before sliding back to you, eyes failing to reflect the light of the sun as he tucks himself into your embrace, pulling you close. You swallow hard, body naturally yielding to relax into his embrace. You’re not prey, and yet, something in you screams at you to run.
"Is there a difference?"
You don’t answer.
You think of the way he moves, the way he sings, the way your breath catches every time he looks at you, the way you could drown in the depths of his eyes, the cloudless blue like the ocean at dawn, stained with a red more vibrant than blood. Like a shipwreck. Like a massacre.
“Would you worship me, cutie?” Rafayel purrs against the shell of your ear, nipping the tender flesh. Your knees buckle, and you’re already kneeling before him, looking up at those same eyes as he smiles at your answer.
You already do.
You’ve been noticing gaps in your memory.
Not big ones. Nothing you can really say for certain, just little things, things you used to chalk up to your goldfish memory. Forgetting why you stood up. Losing track of time mid-conversation. Finding yourself already doing something before you even register why.
And it always—always—happens when Rafayel is speaking to you.
It’s never forceful. Never obvious. But there’s always a soft hum in his voice, a subtle pull in the melody beneath his words.
You don’t even remember when he began doing it, and that might be what frightens you most.
You’ve always been weak for Rafayel, giving in as soon as he pouts and complains about how he might die of neglect, how he just needs you so badly, and how, oh, won’t you do this for him? There’s no command. No sharp pull at your mind, no unnatural force prying into your thoughts. Just his voice, smooth and honeyed, curling around your resolve like the tide creeping onto the shore. Gentle. Patient. And before you even notice, you're waist-deep, sinking into something you can’t quite name.
"Let’s go to the beach," Rafayel suggests, fingers lazily tracing patterns against your thigh.
You frown down at him, in the midst of filling out a hunter’s report when he snatches your computer away, replacing it with his own head plopping down in your lap.
You glance at the clock, it’s already six pm. Late, not to mention the drive is an hour away. And you have a mission early in the morning.
"I can’t," you say.
He hums, thoughtful. "Mm. No, of course not." He turns his head, pulling your sleep shirt up just enough to kiss your stomach, lips cool against your skin, grazing your hip as he speaks. "But," a pause. A slow, indulgent breath. "Wouldn’t it be nice? Just us. Moonlight on the waves. I could take you out past the shallows, show you things no other human has ever seen."
You close your eyes. You can picture it too easily. The salt in the air, the sound of the tide pulling you both forward. His hands on you, weightless in the water, his voice a hum against your throat. A melody entering your brain.
"It’s a Tuesday," you murmur, weaker now.
Rafayel begins sitting up, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. "So what?" Another to your jaw, "Work is so boring, you don’t need it anymore. Not when you’re with me." You feel him smile, sucking a mark right against your pulse. "It’ll be worth it, promise."
You should say no.
You should.
You should shut out the idea of indulging him, of the welcoming feel of sand beneath your toes and the gentle curl of the tide. And how nice the fading sunlight feels on your skin. Because you’re already standing at the shoreline, waves licking at your ankles, the city far, far behind you. Rafayel’s fingers laced with yours, his smile easy, teasing as he pulls you forward.
You don’t remember driving here.
Your pulse stutters. "Rafayel."
He turns to you, eyes dark, unreadable, his mouth curving into a wide smile, a sweet gummy one that has too many teeth. Rows upon rows, like a shark’s, gone by the time you blink. "Yes, my muse?"
You swallow hard. The words tangle on your tongue, and you forget, just for a moment, why you were about to say them.
But the worst is when he begs.
Because it doesn’t feel unnatural, it doesn’t feel wrong.
Because it feels good.
You don’t realize how much you’re giving him until your body won't stop trembling, until you’re wrecked and obedient, until he’s cooing praise against your skin like you’re something precious.
“Can’t–” you sob, barely getting the word out. “Can’t cum again. Please, Raf, Raf, please don’t.”
Your hands scramble for his head, still buried between your thighs, tugging violently against those sweat-slick strands of hair as you all but scream as he whines into your cunt in protest.
You’ve lost track of how many times he’s made you come, lost track of how long you’ve been beneath him, beneath his touch, beneath the spell of his voice. Time means nothing, just a rhythm of sensation and need.
All that you can feel is the hot layer of sweat making the sheets stick to the sharp arch in your back, the painful overstimulation of your clit as Rafayel moves to suckle against it once more, lapping greedily as you kick and push at his shoulders with a cry. You can’t take it, not again, not when you’re already raw and aching and falling apart.
"Just one more time, cutie," he begs, relenting just long enough to kiss your marked-up thigh. "Please? Look s’cute like this, taste even sweeter."
Rafayel’s pale skin glows faintly where his lips brush yours, a ripple of bioluminescence that pulses in time with your heartbeat. The dull blue light blooming along his veins, casting soft, eerie shadows across the sheets, a reminder of the alien beauty woven into his flesh and blood.
You’re sobbing, shaking your head as the entire room spins around you even without the extra stimulation. But Rafayel simply unlaces your poor trembling hands from his hair, unfurling your fists and kissing your palm before intertwining your fingers together, pinning them to the bed as he leans in closer. His hands are cold, an icy restraint to your feverish skin, and you shiver, goosebumps prickling along your arms.
"Last time, promise."
You don’t believe him. You shouldn’t.
But Rafayel’s voice is addictive, liquid gold, sinking into your skin, forcing you to relax against him just enough for his mouth to reacquaint itself with your swollen clit, immediately making you scream again as your hips mindlessly buck, writhing to get away, to find mercy from his touch as you fight to hold onto the last scraps of your fraying resolve.
“Don’t.” His voice is a purr, a low warning against your flesh as his hand tightens, pressing your wrists together, bruising. “Don’t run from me. Don’t make me chase you.”
Your body stills, responding to his command before you can even process what he's said. Surrendering as he hooks your ankles around his neck, forcing you up onto your shoulders as his tongue delves back into your cunt, curling inside you, savoring every spasm, every quiver. It’s a slow, indulgent kiss, his tongue is colder than his lips, drooling and messy as he brings you closer and closer to the edge for the nth time.
"You’d never leave me right?" His voice once again sings like a promise against your skin. "You can’t. You wouldn’t, she’s too sweet for that—" His nose grinds against your clit and you moan, seizing. "Always so needy, always taking me so well. Practically made to worship me."
You're babbling nonsense now, incoherent. Rafayel coos, kissing you through it, one hand never letting go of yours as the other greedily gropes up the plush of your ass, your breasts, and he watches with rapt fascination as you arch for him. He rolls your nipple between his fingers, and wonders absentmindedly how it is you humans produce milk. How he could get you to do that for him.
A deep trill vibrates through him at the thought, more felt than heard, a sound that curls around your ribs and settles there.
“You know that you’re mine, don’t you?” he breathes, voice dipping lower, “Mine. Made for me. Nothing else in this world could satisfy you like I do. You’ll never need another god.”
Rafayel’s words slip into you, twisting through your mind, settling like truth in your core. And just like that you shudder, body tensing, and you’re cumming again, hard.
Squirting across Rafayel’s awaiting mouth and jaw as you scream his name like a prayer, cum dripping down his heaving chest. Rafayel moans, lapping at the mess, and you feel his devotion in the way his entire body trembles as he consumes you, as he claims you, his offering, his sacrifice. His beloved bride.
His fingers subconsciously trace your empty ring finger. Worshiping it, memorizing it.
You don’t even realize you’re still nodding as his fingers loosen their grip on your thighs, finally setting you back down on the bed as a pleased little sound spills from his lips. His tongue drags up your limp body, lazy and lingering, kissing every inch of you, bringing your hand up to kiss your ring finger as well.
Nuzzling his face between your breasts, Rafayel looks up at you, eyes glowing, too bright, too colorful, too gorgeously inhuman.
When sensation finally returns to your legs, the haze of pleasure fading and your breath evening out, you’re revolted by the feeling of something releasing its hold on your mind. Shuddering, you press a hand to your temple, trying to shake off the eerie feeling of something slipping out of your head.
Rafayel watches you, tilting his head, his fingers brushing lightly down your arm as he pushes himself up on his elbows. Grabbing your chin, he swallows any questions you might have asked, kissing you with the same reverence he did your clit and every inch of your body before, the taste of you still on his tongue. When he pulls away, his expression is soft, almost tender, even as his hand curls back around your ankle, a possessive shackle.
“You’ll never need another god,” he repeats, the words sinking into your bones, echoing in your mind. His fingers tighten, just enough to make your breath hitch. “Because you’re mine.”
And yet, you’re the one who can’t seem to breathe without him.
You suppose it should scare you, knowing Rafayel isn’t human. Even if you have yet to understand what a Lemurian really is or wants, what Rafayel’s true form really looks like, what or who truly resides in him.
You suppose it should scare you that despite not knowing any of this, you listen to his every whim regardless.
The ocean is calm tonight, with the full moon hanging directly overhead and her silver providing the only light over rolling waves. You’re floating on your back, eyes closed, weightless in the gentle pull of the tide, safe knowing Rafayel couldn’t be far away. He never is.
At least, you can only assume that’s still the case. Since the ocean itself is dark enough that it blends in with the horizon, dark enough that you wouldn’t be able to see your own toes should you stop floating, the only sounds are the gentle crashing of waves on the distant shore.
Rafayel was untraceable in the water, his powerful twenty-foot-something Lemurian form outpacing yours as soon as he hit the water, cutting through the black waves with a grace that should be impossible for a creature of that size. That was nearly an hour ago, and only an occasional singing that seemed to both surround you and come from deep within the ocean served as reminders that your lover was never far away.
There it is again, that distant sorrowful song, and you try and hum along, not realizing how far from shore you’ve drifted.
Something brushes your ankle.
Jolting upright, you spit out a bit of salt water from your scare, scanning the horizon as you tread water. Rafayel is nowhere in sight.
Of course you don't even realize he's been circling you, tail cutting above the waves before twisting around your kicking legs. Laughter echoes into the night, sweet and addicting, enough to have your body relax involuntarily into the cold rock of the waves. Enough to send every other sea creature swimming away in terror.
Then, warmth. Hands, familiar and steady, slide up your bare ribs. There wasn’t even so much as a splash as Rafayel swims closer, arms pulling you in tight, nuzzling deep into the crook of your neck as you feel the entire length of his tail tighten like a coil around your body. He could drown you before you'd even remember to scream.
Rafayel kisses up your neck, savoring the taste of sea salt, arousal, and fear against the broad, cold length of his tongue. It feels rougher than usual.
“Need you, cutie.” A trill, something deep and low, vibrating in his chest as his entire body tightens its grip around you. Grinding up against you. “Need you s’bad.”
His voice is a low, syrupy murmur, words dripping into your ear with the same fluid grace as his body winding around yours. You shudder, pulse thrumming as the coil of his tail tightens, the powerful muscle shifting against your skin, keeping you perfectly in place. The realization should terrify you. Perhaps it should terrify you more that it doesn’t.
But Rafayel’s still nipping at the delicate skin of your neck and jaw as that soft, mournful hum resonates from his chest. The sound vibrates through your bones, familiar and soothing, seeping into your mind as easily as seawater through the crevices of a sinking ship.
You shiver, the sensation of his touch and the water deliciously cold against the heat pooling in your belly.
“Missed you,” he murmurs, turning you so you straddle only a fraction of his enormous tail, clinging to his shoulders and the scales that now rest there. “Hate that you can’t swim with me, can’t see my home.” There’s a teasing lilt to his voice, the same playful lightness you’ve heard a thousand times. But beneath it lies a deep, aching hunger that has his clawed fingers pressing into your ribs, hard enough to draw blood.
“I-It’s not exactly possible,” you stammer, voice shaking, breathless, the world narrowing to the feel of his enormous body wrapped around yours, the prodding of something slimy and thick between your legs, the soft vibration of his hum still echoing inside your head. “I can’t breathe underwater like you, Rafayel.”
He pouts at that, tail flexing, shifting, and you feel two other appendages begin to caress your thighs, gently snaking around them. Not that you could see what exactly they were, not with how impossibly dark the ocean is, left completely to his mercy.
“Poor little human,” Rafayel coos, feigning sympathy as his hands begin to wander, cupping and squeezing roughly at your breasts. A constant fascination he excuses for the fact that fish don’t produce milk and thus have no need for such… interesting appendages. “Your silly human body isn’t much fun. Too fragile. I can fix that.”
His words send a chill through you, something prickling at your spine—but then his lips are on yours, firm and insistent, stealing the breath from your lungs as his fingers tangle in your hair. His inhumanly long tongue invades your mouth, rough and tasting of salt and sea, and you melt, hands clawing into his shoulders as he swallows your moan, fucking his tongue down your throat.
His tail shifts again, something sharp nicking your inner thigh as you gasp into the kiss, only allowing Rafayel to press in closer, deeper, grinding against your core.
Your body reacts on instinct, earning another low trill, hips rolling to meet the pressure, Rafayel’s hands still busy pleasuring your chest as something else forces your legs wider, guiding his cock to grind against you once, twice, fighting the tense ring of muscle as you quiver.
“Please, cutie. Please let me in, my sweet darling. Please, please,” he’s rambling, begging so sweetly into your lips as you feel the jagged cut of his teeth trace down your neck, collarbone, grazing your nipple, licking up the drops of blood as your flesh splits as easily as rotten fruit on the edge of a knife. “So good to me. Always so good to me.”
You barely recognize the moan that leaves your throat—something needy, desperate. And at that sound Rafayel shudders, something else writhing against your pussy as it suddenly pushes in, thrusting and sucking gently at your entrance before following a rhythm he knows will make you fall apart.
“Rafayel, wait, cold. It’s cold—”
“Shh, you’ll warm it up.”
You can only moan in response, clinging onto Rafayel like a lifeline as the ocean surges around the both of you, your limbs trembling and useless as one of Rafayel’s hands goes to circle your clit, matching the tempo of his thrusts as you come undone with a silent scream.
“Say it again for me,” he whispers, reverence dripping from every syllable. His eyes—too blue, too bright—burn into yours, possessive, adoring, hungry. And when he looks at you like that, how could you ever refuse? “You’re mine, aren’t you?”
Your heart stutters. There’s a pull, something deep and heavy, sinking into your chest. The hum returns, curling around your thoughts, coaxing you to say the words, to give him what he wants. What you both want.
“Yes,” you whisper, the word slipping past your lips before you even realize it. “Yours.”
Rafayel’s pupils narrow into slits, and his mouth crashes against yours, hungry and savage. His tail tightens, grinding against you with purpose now, every slow roll of his hips sending another shockwave of pleasure through you, something else beginning to press up against you as well as the first intrusion begins to retreat from your poor overstimulated pussy.
“Do you trust me?” he asks, teeth scraping against your pulse, marking delicate skin of your throat. Something under the water coils tighter, pulling you closer, keeping you where you belong.
No.
“Yes.”
His laughter is the last thing you hear, soft and sweet, washing away every other thought before the roar of the ocean swallows you whole.
The cold is instant, biting, sinking into your bones as the saltwater tears into your nose and mouth. Panic claws up your throat as your chest seizes, lungs heaving uselessly, instinctively, drawing in nothing but seawater.
Instinct demands you thrash, but Rafayel is there, hugging around you like a devoted lover, like a predator with his kill. He drags you down deeper, enraptured, scales scraping against your skin as his body locks you against him, pressing you against the seafloor as the two of you hit the bottom, soft sand floating under your back.
How easy would it be, to leave you full of his brood and writhing, before dragging you to some island far, far away.
He’s dazed at the thought, still inside you, still thrusting, still playing with your body as if you aren’t suffocating, as if the way you kick and claw at his back, nails tearing into flesh and fins, is only a sign of pleasure. You feel him shudder, and it isn’t just from the tight, helpless way you squeeze around him.
It’s your eyes that Rafayel can’t seem to look away from. They’re wide, wild, locked on his face with desperate, pleading terror. Adoration. Fear. Love.
So human, so fragile, and all you can focus on is him, the rest of the ocean blurring into a black abyss.
Rafayel adores it, finally being the epicenter of your attention.
A low, pleased rumble vibrates through his chest, pupils blown wide, swallowing the blue of his eyes until they’re black and endless, reflecting your horrified face right back at you.
All the screaming has left you dizzy, and Rafayel moans, pushing deeper, grinding his enormous tail against your overstimulated clit as your throat convulses around a silent moan as you watch the bubbles leave your throat.
Smiling, Rafayel’s lips curl, exposing sharp, jagged teeth, feeling each shudder, each pitiful, heaving spasm as your lungs beg for oxygen. He wonders how they must feel, those delicate sacks of air tightening, twisting inside you.
Pressing his palm against your chest, right over your heart, Rafayel feels the stuttering beat as it races then begins to falter, slowing to a delicate pulse under his touch.
He could watch you like this forever.
Your nails rake down his arms, leaving raw, bloody scratches as the world begins to go dark. He shudders, his cock twitching inside you at the sting, the way you keep fighting even as your movements grow sluggish, your limbs growing heavy. Your chest heaves one last time, and then your eyes leave Rafayel’s, rolling back as your lips part in a silent prayer.
No. No, don't look away from him.
It makes Rafayel frown, wanting your gaze focused on him alone, wanting your attention back. He wants it forever. His tail coils, possessive, hugging you tight with all the devotion of a human lover as he finally, finally leans in, pressing his mouth to yours.
His hands come down to caress your jaw, fangs nicking your lips as he forces them apart, kissing air back into your lungs.
And you breathe in again, sobbing into the kiss, body trembling, clinging to Rafayel like he’s your lifeline. You do what he knew you would. You kiss him back. Desperate, dazed, pushing closer as though you don't realize there's no where else you could go, the deep, endless dark of the ocean yawning hungrily above you both.
He's close, so close now. Body nearly aglow with that eerie, deep-sea light, casting shadows onto your body as you welcome him even now, desperate for warmth, for safety, for him.
“Mine,” Rafayel sings against your lips in a language you cannot understand. Savoring the way you still arch up to kiss him again and again, desperate for his air and his touch despite it all. Despite knowing what he is. Despite knowing what he wants. “My mate.”
When he finally cums he feels it breach your womb, he feels you swell with it, feels it stick with how eagerly your body welcomes him, his perfect little human.
And for the first time, you truly wonder if you were meant to survive loving something like him.
Tell something you have in common with your favorite (s) LI(s) then tag someone else
Me and Zayne are both lightweight. Y'all I can't drink alchohol to save my lips 🤚💀 without ending up tipsy just a glass of wine is enough to make my head spin .
Me and Rafayel are both dramatic but only with people we care about , I like to get on my friends and family's nerve (that how I show my love 😔)
Also giggling rn bc yall are about to read about all five guys since I like them all.
- Rafayel and I are both pisces and we are also the type to purposely act like we’re upset at you when we’re not, even after you apologize for something silly or beg us. So when you suddenly stop giving us attention, we’re like “!? 😦😧😟😔heyyy😕😣waittt😖 :( continue..”
- Xavier and I are both INFP personality & we love sleep so much that if someone moved us to a bed on top of the ocean, we probably wouldn’t even realize. We also love meat & look innocent but we can be freaky~ 👅. (HELP IM KIDDING) (no) (YES I AM💔) (not) (I AM😭) (..)
- Zayne and I are both in the med field as I’m a pre-med student 🥹and we have a sweet tooth hehe
- Caleb & I both own (or in my case would like to own) a Lamborghini. PLSS that was so random but I just thought it was so hot that he drove a lambo since it’s my fav car brand. And look, people will call this delusion but… I call it a sign that my caleb is out there & one day we would swallow each other in his lamboWHO SAID THATT. (sorry)
- Lastly, Sylus and 6-7 year old me could not rhythmically dance to the beat of a song AT ALL. It was so bad that my mom still has vids of me dancing faster than the speed of light at parties until I ended up randomly waking up one day to realize i didn’t need to be doing all that…
BUT YEAH LMAOOO THATS THE LITTLE SIMILARITES I COULD THINK OF AND I HOPE IT MADE U SMILE AND KNOW ME BETTER
tagging: @enyaliuswrites @grabby-smitten @meudolls @m00nchildwrites @iraot + any cutie reading this
Tagging: @reilemon @always-just-red @ittybittyfanblog @dem0batz @hellinistical no pressure! + 🫵🏻 yes you! (I mean, anyone who wants to)
Sylus || we both don’t like the sun. Yes, I live in darkness (my eyes and skin are very sensitive to light. Like his) so that’s why my sleep schedule is always messed up (like his😂). We buy sunscreen, vitamin D and K in bulk.
Rafayel || I suppose it’s the duality? I am very happy go lucky, relaxed(?) most of the time. But when I get upset like really seriously upset which almost never happens, I’ve been told that I’m very scary irl. (ME? Ball of anxiety me? *insert surprised pikachu face* I would like to disagree.)
Caleb || we both are the typical Asian older sibling that had to play parent, then left the house to study with pain in our hearts because our younger siblings and/or grandma were left back home. The way Asian families literally tie an emotional knot on the eldest child. (Hugging younger Caleb bc I know the weight on that poor child’s shoulders).
This was so fun but also really hard! Some comparisons are more surface-level while others are more intricate.
Thank you for the tag, Omi! I always love doing these 🥰
Tagging some LADS mutuals + anyone who wants to play! @feelymeely @megandg @venomaniyah @deepspacenova @comatosebunny09
Caleb
Eldest sibling syndrome. We both hide our pain behind humor and often put other's needs (specifically emotional needs) before our own. As a result we have a very difficult time opening up and expressing our negative emotions with other people because we don't want to be responsible for bringing down the vibe or putting our emotional baggage onto others even though we constantly feel like we're drowning.
Rafayel
Kind of bratty and easily annoyed. We both want instant gratification but must suffer under the expectation of patience. I've also had a soft-spot for mermaids for as long as I can remember, so there's a connection there as well.
Sylus
Wants to appear like Big Bad Scary Confident Baddie on the outside but it's a defense mechanism because we're actually Soft Self-conscious Cinnamon Roll Babies on the inside. We want our favorite people to thrive and be the versions of themselves that they will be the most proud of.
Xavier
We never want to leave our house because staying home with take out and our favorite (books, movies, games) is the place we feel most comfortable and like ourselves. We hate being perceived.
Zayne
I also have a sweet tooth that can't be satisfied. Sugar will be our downfall, I fear. That's really it though. I think the thing I love most about Zayne is that he is the complete opposite of me as a person. We would balance one another.
Thank you Hun 💜 @a-maru-writesback @his-ocean-emissary @lilacsyel
🩷Caleb - despite being the younger of two, I learnt to cook at the age of 9 and bascially took over most of house chores, mostly out of sense of duty. Also 🤍Xavier because I'm possesive. First few months of my current relationship were a bit tough because we had to work through my insecurities.
💙Zayne & ❤️ Sylus - I'm the mom friend, the mama bear. I give my friends rides whenever they need it, bring them food, pay for stuff or lend them money, also I keep nagging them to check their health. People want me to adopt them. I encouraged succesfully three people to do therapy. Whenever something is happening, people call me first, because they know that I always pick up my phone, be it 1 in the morning. I get things done with brutal efficiency if needed because Im good within my field (lo and behold, administrative type of work).
💜Rafayel - I will whine and make jokes, to the point of people splling their drinks and choking on their food, but apparently its not fun to be around me when I get angry. Which is rare. I love ocean and mermaids, Im the calmest when in deep water. If I could switch from eating meat just to fish and seafood I would but unfortunately, geography isnt on my side in this one. I loved national parks in Krka and Plitvice in Croatia because of crystal clear water and almost fantasy setting. I recently came back to colouring books because hey, maybe I cant draw but at least I can use those crayons and pastels.
Caleb -> this is a tough one... but I guess I'm very attentive as well?? Like, if ur my friend and tell me something about urself I'll remember it forever hihi
Rafayel -> easy... love art, love ocean, sometimes lazy af...
Sylus -> my pretty boy *sighs dreamily* well, we both aries... so... yep, lots in common, the intense energy, some people think I'm pissed at everything when i'm just chilling, bc instead of resting poker face I got a resting frown; loves music, but can't sing for shit (even though I took classes :P), likes cooking... I could keep going
Zaynie -> oof, probably the least... he is so diligent, and I'm more of "gets into the zone when feels like it, and then gets a lot done" kind of person; but I gotta admit, his line in the kitty café "I can finally zone out" deeply resonates with me
Xavi -> sweet boi Xavi <3 love for food def, TERRIBLE sense of direction, eepy...
guess that was all, i summon @unluckywisher, @ladyparamount, @deepspacenova (sorry if u guys were already tagged) byeee
Zayne -> Autism gang. Green eyes, want to improve people's health with our jobs. Love eating sweets. Love cats. My hands are often cold, does that count XD Very bad at expressing myself.
Rafayel -> Lots of creativity. Sass 100% (though online I'm usually not sassy bc it could get misinterpreted, I'm very sassy irl). Hates social events.
Xavier -> Oversleeping issues, quick to jealousy (the difference is that I've worked on it and he hasn't LMAO), big eater, hates exercising, lowkey a freak...
Sylus -> Oh dear. There's a reason why they say opposites attract. Uhhh, we both do boxing, we both like birbs. And we both have weird relationships with physical contact.
Caleb -> We like to be relied on, feeling we're doing something important for someone. We both love cooking and we're great at it, we love reminiscing about the past.
tagging @solifloris @xavissky @lucidoasis idk if y'all have been tagged yet <3
Zayne -> I have the biggest sweet tooth I'll literally eat almost any kind of sweet, but we're truly opposites in every single other way (can you hear me crying)
Rafayel -> Singing (professionally trained), musician, artist (I have an art degree), love the beach, collects seashells, photography, likes sand, like abstract art and traditional art equally, hate heights, not a fan of plane travel, hate bicycles, prefers good communication, teasing as a form of affection
Xavier -> BAD at cooking (has burned many things and can't cook super well I've even burned water - IT EVAPORATED ON THE STOVE AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT OK), I have a Chinese calligraphy set that I'm attempting to learn this year, sleep schedule is a mess, hates waking up early, loves physical touch
Sylus -> overuse of nicknames
Caleb -> loves apples
Tagging: @nobodys-saviour, @letsgauxplay, @ourlittleuluru, @miss-rori, @evol-my-heart-to-the-core (whatever your personal blog is love), @zaynessnowjasmine, @pomegranatepip, @nmvord
Hi @evol-my-heart-to-the-core mun here. I rarely use my personal blog, cuz tumblr is more of a rp space for me but here you are lol
Sylus: I am definitely a night owl. When I had my night overnight job I was at peek. Only thing that sucked was not being able to hang out with friends.
Rafayel: Very dramatic, and very sarcastic at times. I can’t help it.
Xavier: I can sleep anywhere. No problem. If I deem myself tired then sleep shall come. Also I love sleep. Though because of the fact that like mentioned before I’m a bit of a night owl, people don’t think I do? Like what’s up with that.
Zayne: Hm…I mean I am in the medical field but only because I work at the front desk of a doctor’s office. I did want to be one at one point though. A pediatrician. But I changed my mind.
Caleb: I can cook pretty well. Though I mostly have to be in the mood for it. But when I do? It’s pretty good.
@star-in-deepspace, hi I’m tagging you cuz your all I can tag on this account right now. Kay thanks bye
“I started out as a writer and a director. I started acting because I wanted to know how to relate to the actors. When people ask me what I do, I don’t really say that I’m an actor, because actors often wait for someone to give them roles.”
I’m so excited to reveal this piece inspired by the Raven Cycle. I loved the character interactions in this so much and it was super fun to hide the ‘easter eggs’ as superficial stylistic emblems in the trees. Each item is a little nods to events, objects and symbols of each character (there are about 15 in total). If you look closely the trees outline a leyline shape around the group. This appeared as the latest Litjoy Crate puzzle in the May 2020 box!
♦Diabolik Lovers Birthday Game (Full Moon Night - NSFW)♦
You know how wild the Diaboys get on a full moon night. So, I thought it would be fun to post this Birthday Game I made! This is very NSFW, oh well… Find what happened to you on that night and reblog with your result! ( ◞･౪･)
🍬1: Rips your clothes off
🍬2: Grabs your wrist painfully
🍬3: Forces you to wear a maid dress
🍬4: Touches you down there
🍬5: Barges in when you’re taking a shower
🍬6: Bites you harshly
🍬7: Gives you expensive lingerie and makes you wear it
🍬8: Forcefully kisses you
🍬9: Cuts you with a knife
🍬10: Handcuffs you
🍬11: Enters your room through the window
🍬12: Shoves you against the wall
🍬13: Makes you show him your panties
🍬14: Strangles you
🍬15: Forces his thumb inside your mouth
🍬16: Puts his head between your legs
🍬17: He forces you to enter his room
🍬18: Kidnaps you
🍬19: Bites your lips teasingly
🍬20: Ties you up to his bed
🍬21: Licks your ear
🍬22: Strips and makes you watch
🍬23: Gropes you
🍬24: Yanks your hair
🍬25: Gets you on your knees
🍬26: Grabs you into a dark alley
🍬27: Stares at you with a lustfully gaze
🍬28: Slaps your butt
🍬29: Tells you he wants you right now
🍬30: Does Kabe-don on you
🍬31: Blindfolds you
🌺Favorite color🌺
🍬Pink: And then he makes you ride him.
🍬Purple: And then he shoves two fingers deep inside you.
🍬Blue: And then he sucks your blood until you faint.
🍬Turquoise: And then he whips you bloody.
🍬Green: And then he forces you to masturbate in front of him.
🍬Yellow: And then forces himself down your throat.
🍬Gold: And then he imprisons you and makes you his slave.
🍬Orange: And then he fucks you like an animal, leaving your body bruised.
🍬Red: And then he puts your panties in your mouth.
🍬White: And then he starts jacking off and cums on your face. (lol sorry)
🍬Black: And fucks you hard against the wall, biting you at the same time.
🍬Grey: And then he eats you out until you scream in pleasure.
🍬Other color: And then he coates your breasts with whipped cream and licks it off.
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