Active August ♡

♡ 15 | 168cm | GW: 50kg ♡ Backup Account: iwantobeskinnyyybackup

[xxsnowprincexx]

sighhhh all i want are cute bby abs w viable ribs and hip bones :(((((

[sashenkalalolishka]

[justfvckintyler-deactivated2023]

i wanted to feel loved without feeling like i was begging for it

[lightshinesbright777]

all the hot girls use tumblr & pinterest idc

[artofthecatt]

You better fuckin believe it [x]

[campfire-whisky]

Exactly how I like my affirmations, vaguely threatening

[cptsdradio]

[iwantobeskinnyyy]

Collarbones are so pretty

[anorxea]

me: i wont purge this time around! (:

me: *binges*

me: 🚽👀

[tropicalfield-deactivated202602]

ed-things nobody talks about

(some things I experienced when my ed was really bad when I was 16-17. It’s not all fun and it’s not like the cute thinspo-posts you see here everyday)

hiding food in your pockets, shoes, socks… while eating with others

forgetting that you were hiding the food in these places (oh the smell)

friends, family … finding the food you were hiding

trowing away the food someone you loved gave you

making people cry and constantly worry about you

being upset when people give you the bigger portion (do they think you eat that much????)

being upset when people give you the smaller portion (do they think you are fat and that you should eat less????)

drinking to much water before a doctors weight in so you feel like you are peeing your pants

the pain after the laxatives kick in

being afraid to put chapstick on (because you know, it’s made out of fat lol)

not going out with frieds, because there is food everywhere (you will regret it later, because everyone went clubbing and now that you are healthy they are not into that anymore, aka missing out your youth)

freezing when people around you wear a bikini

not being able to get pregnant, although you recovered

heartproblems, although recovered

struggling with hormone-production, although you recovered

having bad teeth, although you recovered

having problems with your bones, although you recovered

having problems with your nails and hair, although recovered

the need to take medication your whole life because of a few years of having an ed

loosing your sexdrive

being afraid to fall asleep and never wake up again

not being able to stop, even if you want to

[l0v3rb0ii]

Some of my fav thinsp0s

Oh I wish to have legs like that

[sk1nnymilf]

the worst part about being anorexic is not looking like one.

[iwantobeskinnyyy]

Wow. This is deep yet horribly relatable

[sk1nnymilf]

the worst part about being anorexic is not looking like one.

[buzzyfuzzybee]

I don’t think enough people talk about the social hierarchy of eating disorders.

So, this is simply a reminder that Bulimia is NOT “failed anorexia.” Binge-Eating Disorder is NOT laziness and voluntary lack of self control. OSFED is NOT any less valid that anorexia. And, Anorexia is NOT cute or desirable.

These are all horrible and deadly disorders, and there is no way to “fail” at having a mental illness. We are all suffering is different ways and that is always valid and deserving of help.

[whatswithyourfood]

I wish I knew a person with eating disorder irl so we can go out and only eat our safe food in small bites and share all the Ed memes and thinspos

Best of all , neither of us have to fake anything when eating

[iwantobeskinnyyy]

Anyone happen to live in England, Kent?

[whatswithyourfood]

I wish I knew a person with eating disorder irl so we can go out and only eat our safe food in small bites and share all the Ed memes and thinspos

Best of all , neither of us have to fake anything when eating

[iwantobeskinnyyy]

A friend at school said i looked skinny today, it made me happy because ive gained weight recently. But body dysmporhia is fucking with me and im in tears over my body and i want to kms

[iwantobeskinnyyy]

Crying over your body is a different type of pain