Letters to...

This little corner of the internet is a place where every emotional thought goes. You will cry. You will laugh. You will be offended. I want you to say what ever you need to say. I want you to yell at me if you have to. Scream while you type every ounce of energy left in your body... But at the end of this... I want you to know everything is okay. You are breathing! You are alive! Is that not just amazing! Look at you! I love you so much! Now pick up your things and go on your way...

[iwidhtwt]

Im not worth your time.

Please tell me I am not a priority in your life.  I waste your time.  I wish you would just say this will never work out.  Am i just walking this earth with no hope and I just don’t want to admit it. 

[iwidhtwt]

Dance with me one more time.

Dancing with you felt like I could live again.  I don’t want to let go of that... Please hold me again.  I wish I didn’t have to write these. 

[iwidhtwt]

I wish I could say i love you.  But you don’t love me. 

I wish you would open up.

Thank you for still staying with me and talking. 

I wish i could kiss the lips that made me fly.

[iwidhtwt]

When you died I did not care.

I wish i at-least had the heart to shed a tear. Why do I not feel anymore.

[iwidhtwt]

You stress me out

Then let go and break my heart. 

[iwidhtwt]

It should have been me.

I hope your marriage fails.  Cause I thought I would be your one.

I hope your marriage is beautiful.

Really wish I didn’t care about you anymore.

but I do.

[iwidhtwt]

I wish you looked at me the same way you did when you loved me.

[iwidhtwt]

The liquor that hits my lips....

Every sip of this liquor makes me miss your lips more and more... I hate drinking so I guess I will just keep drinking some more so I can forget your face.

[iwidhtwt]

I miss your smile

I miss when you saw my face you would smile from ear to ear. Now we don’t talk anymore. I don’t know what happened, but I miss that. 

[iwidhtwt]

I think your marriage is fake.

[iwidhtwt]

That day.

I dread the day that he proposes and you say yes.

I'm the one that is supposed to propose to you.

[iwidhtwt]

Happy Marriage

I am so glad you and your Husband are happy together. 

Even though you cheated on me with him before you broke up with me. 

[iwidhtwt]

I hope you are happy.... I hope you are never as happy as you felt when you were with me. 

[iwidhtwt]

The last time we ever made love was the only time I really believed you loved me. I wish we never knew each other in the end.

[iwidhtwt]

I wish I could hate you

[iwidhtwt]

it sort of bothers me that I do not care and that I am not surprised that you screwed your life up.

I wish I actually cared.

[iwidhtwt]

I hate everyone in this sick forsaken city. 

Yet, I love every single person I know here.