Hey Mal,
It's Monday. The past weekend was rad. I came back from detox on Friday. Friday and Saturday spent a lot of time together on Saturd & Sunday, We even had sex! haha. It was a little sloppy and kinda drunk and I came superfast cause it's been like... a minute. lol. To be honest I wasn't quite sure if I even wanted to. I'm trying to keep my guard up a little for when two weeks from now we're back where you don't really want to touch me. And I'm going to be ok with that... Not because I'm ok letting you run the levels of physical & emotional engagement in our relationship but because I'm learning that our relationship turns and twists like that. I just want to give you the space to do whatever you think feels best for you at the time. I wanna be flexible and not put a ton of expectation on you... or me. That usually ends up feeling way closer, more authentic, and well it keeps it fresh too! Like a reset every couple of months. I'm excited to see where the next few months take us. Might be a wild ride. But I'm feeliy pretty good about it! ♡