The Intruder

Side blog, do not expect to be followed back. Was originally @th3-p01s0n but I re-themed to The Intruder/Six from TMC

[iwilltakeyourkids]

INTRO POST ^^

JIRAI ACC - BLOCK NOT REPORT ANTI-ENDO + ADULTS DNI

HAIIII we rethemed again!!! This time we are The Intruder/Six from TMC!!! So now we redo the intro too bc I want to!! :3 This is a side blog, and our main blog is @th3f4ll3ns0ld13r

Basic Info -

Call us Elias, Sam, Intruder, Six, or other names you see fit :3

The owner of this acc is a MINOR anywhere from 14-16!

We are an endogenic system [system formed for other reasons besides trauma].

Diagnosed ASD, Depression, Anxiety, and have possible NPD.

BFI -

Topics such as SH, ED, Self-hate, past grooming, GORE and other topics viewers may fine disturbing.

DNI -

Anti-Endo, T.R.A.S.H., radqueers, and other problematic groups along with a basic DNI. ADULTS. gtfo 🫩🫩

BLOCK BUTTON IS USED FREELY

Just for shiggles -

Sexuality_&_Pronouns - Omni w fem pref, Cassgender, He/They/it, we also do use third person interchangeably :3

IRL_Friends : REMUS my goat 😼😼😼

Music_Artists : Rammstein, Ghost, Will Wood, Mitski, and I can’t think of any others 😬😬

Favourite_Songs : Me and Mr. Wolf, My Love Mine All Mine, Zwitter, Sonne, Mary On A Cross, etc etc yknow the drill atp 👹👹👹

Main_Fandoms : Dr. Nowhere as a whole, The Mandela Catalogue, Vita Carnis, MHA, COD, and FNaF.

Favourite_Characters : THE BOILED ONE 🤤🤤🤤😛😛😛😛😛😛🤤🤤😛🤤😛, Guilt, Ankalager, The Locust, Jeppy - ADAM MURRAY 👹👹👹, The Intruder, Gabriel, Ceaser, THATCHER MY BBG - Mimics - Bakugo, Kirishima, Mic, Midnight, Iida, Todoroki, Shigaraki, Tamaki, Monoma - Roach, Soap, Ghost, König, Nikolai, Price, Farah and Krueger - MEGA FOXY FAN, MEGA DCA FAN, MEGA MONTY FAN, Nightmare, Mangle, n Chica will ALWAYS have a place in my heart 🫀

Sign_offs - 🧪🦢, 💉🫀, 📺🐈 <—— That one is mine 😋😋😋

[ohnobymarina]

Narcissistic personality disorder is so funny like yes I find everyone absolutely disgusting and vile and unworthy but that’s actually a projection of how I am aware I am the most disgusting, vile, and unworthy of them all. Except that isn’t actually true and I am the shining beacon of hard work and worthiness that all human beings should strive for except I lied again I really am as foul as I described before but oh gotcha again I’m actually perfect and

[iwilltakeyourkids]

MEOWWWWWWWWUH

[iwilltakeyourkids]

Dude why tf is my mother trying to make me feel bad for not doing dishes and laundry when I have LITERALLY done all of it and felt like a dog for the past week. Like I’m sorry I’m in a bad (slightly better then before but still horrible) mental state and I feel as if all my words come out garbled and no one can hear my screaming for help because I have no functioning throat to scream with. I mean… at least I have my hallucinations and ghosts to talk to and cry to. They’ve seen me cry more than my best friend has. And I don’t even think my best friend likes me. Or at least not all my alters. And I just want them to tell me who they like best so I can have them out more often than the ones they don’t like during shared classes. I fucking hate it. I just want someone to like me. To like US. All of us. Even Phen. No one likes Phen besides… well… me. He’s so isolated because everyone is scared. I especially want someone to like Phen. Since he’s usually the one that’s gonna be out for School. He and Toby. And it’s gonna ruin me. I already am so exhausted because I’m pretty much the main host. The heart of the system, and I just…. Hate it. I hate it. All of it. But I can do most of the things at school. Toby barely knows how to play, Phen is better then Toby at playing and marching, Toby is really good at Math and English and Science. Phen is better at physical stuff because he’s literally a WWII veteran. I don’t even know what I’m getting at anymore. I’m sorry.

[iwilltakeyourkids]

I don’t know why I feel like this. I never did anything to warrant feeling like this. I just want people to tell me what they like about me so I can shape myself into a form that’s perfect for them. I want them to tell me what they hate about me so I can cut that part away. Make myself perfect. I don’t know what I’d do if I wasn’t perfect. I don’t care if I become a soft spoken doll. I just want to be perfect. I want friends. I want people to like me. Hell, I don’t even have a personality. I just made alters to be defining traits and with the addition of some fiction alters.

Sam is just anger and patheticness, a master manipulator. He doesn’t even know if people want to be around him, he doesn’t care. He makes them stay because he’s so desperate for human contact he can’t tell the difference between his feelings because they all merge into desperation.

Toby is bitter and detached, but she always just pretends to be Sam when he can’t be himself. When he can’t be around. When Sam can’t be Sam.

Xeeval is just- just the more confident one that hides layers of insecurity and narcissism, the one that hates everyone because being close to people means having to be confronted when your wrong, and they don’t like being wrong.

And those are just the main three.

I’m so fucking tired. I don’t think I’m gonna make it three years if I’m being honest. I feel dead. I don’t feel human. The facade keeps slipping and I can’t get it back up. I don’t think my one friend will even like me anymore because I can’t hold it up anymore. I cant loose them too. I hate this. I hate myself. No matter what I do I’ll always hate myself. But if I just change myself for them with their honest opinions on me I would. I don’t care if I have to tiptoe around their anger, or even my own. I will gladly do so. Because maybe then, their approval will make my hatred for myself less. I need to get my facade back on at school or else I will be down to the school counsellor a LOT this year… gah whatever. I hate this.

I’m not man enough for this. And I don’t mean that in the male way. I mean that in the human way.

[aria-on-the-planets]

been feeling a whole lot of nothing lately

[iwilltakeyourkids]

I’m lowkey pissed if from last night bc I told my sister if I went into any branch, I’d go into the airforce and she said, The Airforce ain’t even the real military. …. Like GIRL… the airforce is just as important as any other branch.

They secure the skies and prevent ground troops and other assents from getting attacked by enemy aircraft.

They provide direct air support which protects friendly forces from unfriendly forces by taking out their vehicles and such.

They do bombing missions deep in enemy territory (the first thing that came to my mind was Pearl Harbor)

They gather intelligence by using aircraft and drones to provide crucial information about enemy movements and such.

They transport troops and the things the troops need.

They do search and rescue missions for downed airmen or isolated personnel in dangerous territory.

And likely so much more. So the fact she’s dogging on the airforce is pissing me off. They too risked their lives for their country and are just as important as say the Army.

Sorry I was thoroughly pissed off by that.

[iwilltakeyourkids]

Chewing my nails off again ✌️🫩

It’s been months and now they’re all gone. On the couch next to me, they look like crescent moons. Especially my pinky fingernails.

I’ve always been a nail chewer. And now I tweak out whenever I’m stressed and idk why. So over this shit. Cause I’ve been chewing my lips again too.

Siiiiiigh it’s whatever.

[iwilltakeyourkids]

TW - Canniba/ism n mass mvrdar

Sometimes I dream about canniba/ism and mass mvrdar. It’d be fun to eat them lowkey.

Though I think I’d mainly go after bad people. Not innocents. I’d research my victims to see if they’re worth it. My first victim would be my father. Obviously I wouldn’t eat him. I don’t want to digest that. But after that I’d probably go after my ex-girlfriend. Then I’d probably eat her. Not her organs though. Probably her thighs or areas like that. Since I like pork.

But I don’t think I’d be able to go after people unless it’s a purge and legal. I don’t want to break the law. I don’t want a record :/

It’d also be fun to just unleash endless rounds into them. So idk. I think I’ll stick to shooting fridges. I also don’t trust myself around gvns. And now I’m bored. So uhhhh I gtg shower :/

[iwilltakeyourkids]

Guys… Phen and Jasper do NOT get along at all… lowkey kinda scareddddd

THIS AINT FAIR

I wanna crack Phen but I don’t wanna crack Phen. WAWAWAWAWA

HES NOT REAAAAAAL HES IN MY BRAIIN BUT NOT IN IRL

All jokes aside if I saw Phen in irl I’d probably drop dead on the spot-

ANYWAYSAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts Don’t think bad thoughts

DONT THINK BAD THOUGHTS SAM

[iwilltakeyourkids]

TW - Cvtting and self experimentation +others I may not realise :/

Lowkey I’m boutta experiment on myself to see if cvtting makes me any less violent because I CANNOT with how angry I am. Like, no one knows the extend of it. No one. Because I explode at home— no, I can’t even call it an explosion at this point— I don’t know what it is because it’s constant cruelty towards my siblings only. Mainly my little brother, and I don’t even know WHY I’m angry. He doesn’t deserve it. He doesn’t deserve any of this, no one does. I used to cvt out of anger and I may start doing so again because I can’t do this anymore. It’s killing me. And hell, I may do option one b4 my graduation even comes!!!!

God I hate masking and all this shit in general. I literally formed a system because I couldn’t form a personality. Because I never had one in the first place.

My dad said that I used to be such a sweet girl. Well I’m not either of those things. So fuck you. And he can’t even wrap his head around that all MY anger is HIS FAULT.

I haven’t freely expressed myself in years. And I don’t think I’ll ever be able to. I might just start doing all that on here. I don’t care who sees it. I don’t give a flying fuck anymore. I give up. I don’t even know what I’m here for anymore. Lowkey just gonna end my shit. And uhhhh anyone know a painless way to do it?? Because my original plan was OD. I’d take a whole bunch of Tylenol and Ibuprofen then go to sleep and die in my sleep. Or I’d just chug a whole bottle of niquill [or however it’s spelt] and die the night before my graduation.

But if I can’t do that I’m joining the Airforce or Army. Idk which one yet :/ whatever one is less physically straining because my hip CANNOT with that shit 🥹🥹🥹

Might post a h0m!ci!d4l fantasy later tho. Sounds fun. I js need to get it off my chest. I lowkey don’t like censoring words either but I ain’t boutta get reported ✌️🥹

[iwilltakeyourkids]

Does anyone else get so paranoid that they feel like there’s thousands of eyes watching them??? Then all the sudden it’s like they’re being blocked out by invisible sentient barriers so that you can sleep as a mix of warm and cold wash over you creating the perfect temperature so you don’t get too hot in your blanket? Then you swear you feel familiar hands on your back but when you look back you don’t see anything directly? But then a little bit later they lean into your sight and it’s a weird deformed monster thing that’s pale and coated in blood and yeah? But you’re not scared because it’s not here to harm you?? And then you know where are more of them because you can feel more then one presence now?? And now you’re singing to no one in particular at night??? Just so they feel soothed and comforted??? Because you feel like it’s become necessary??? And that was the best sleep you’ve ever got in your life?????

No? Just me? Okay.

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

Im making a notes game as im omw to my therapist(ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

At 500 notes I'll stop with $h completely for as long as I can, i dont cvt anymore(because my parents would question) but i sh in other ways that i wont list here because i dont want to give any of you ideas

Yes im aware 500 notes is a high fucking goal. Can you tell i dont even really wanna recover

Spam not rlly allowed gomenasorry

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

Im making a notes game as im omw to my therapist(ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

At 500 notes I'll stop with $h completely for as long as I can, i dont cvt anymore(because my parents would question) but i sh in other ways that i wont list here because i dont want to give any of you ideas

Yes im aware 500 notes is a high fucking goal. Can you tell i dont even really wanna recover

Spam not rlly allowed gomenasorry

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

Im making a notes game as im omw to my therapist(ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

At 500 notes I'll stop with $h completely for as long as I can, i dont cvt anymore(because my parents would question) but i sh in other ways that i wont list here because i dont want to give any of you ideas

Yes im aware 500 notes is a high fucking goal. Can you tell i dont even really wanna recover

Spam not rlly allowed gomenasorry

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

Im making a notes game as im omw to my therapist(ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

At 500 notes I'll stop with $h completely for as long as I can, i dont cvt anymore(because my parents would question) but i sh in other ways that i wont list here because i dont want to give any of you ideas

Yes im aware 500 notes is a high fucking goal. Can you tell i dont even really wanna recover

Spam not rlly allowed gomenasorry

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

Im making a notes game as im omw to my therapist(ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶)

At 500 notes I'll stop with $h completely for as long as I can, i dont cvt anymore(because my parents would question) but i sh in other ways that i wont list here because i dont want to give any of you ideas

Yes im aware 500 notes is a high fucking goal. Can you tell i dont even really wanna recover

Spam not rlly allowed gomenasorry