sometimes I donāt like you
my stupid sunshine,
stupid enough to smile at flowers
between greasy sidewalks,
stupid enough to want to adopt
stray cats; i donāt like you
and your dandelion song
humming a quiet intro every waking moment,
between awkward silences
or just when you feel it;
the slightest trace of music.
i donāt like you
and your faerie crown
the fact youāre the daughter of the sunlight
who adores the rain
loves the sky in its glooming grey,
the beauty of blending sorrow and happiness
because you know theyāre inseparable
and somehow thatās beautiful
for you.
i donāt like you,
and your heart of hearths,
the quiet crackling of home you tend in between your arms.
youāre warm,
you know you are,
and you know that warmth can still go far
so next time someone even decides theyāre not worthy of life,
you slap them across the face with your disarming smile
and your tearful eyes,
and let them inside your home for a quiet cup of tea,
or coffee, whichever you like.
Ā I donāt like you,
Because you choose to see beauty
All the fucking time,
And maybe, darling,
Thatās why being you is
Perfectly fine.
-i.y.c.









