嫌い @izuru-kun - Tumblr Blog

I don't know how long I'll actually be here for, lol. I logged back in on pure impulse. I'd definitely like to maybe start this blog up again, considering my interest in Dangan Ronpa has been re-kindled for the first time in a while, but the odds of me staying around for long are very slim. This tumblr has a lot of memories, it won't really be the same without my friends. ..And also, a lot of rp blogs nowdays are really intimidating, holy shit. Ya'll got your fancy icons and cool text, I have an old dropbox folder from 2013 with a couple of outdated icons. There's no way I could ever match up with that. But hey, whatever happens, happens I guess. Stay frosty.

#out of interest #i followed a couple people bcs i thought they were cute so...#sorry if i disappoint

monitore replied to your post: monitore replied to your post: I… I shouldn’t be...

Hello! How have you been?

Tired. Very much so. ..How about you?

#monitore

monitore replied to your post: I… I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t be awake. I...

KAMUKURA-KUN!

Ishimaru. ..Greetings.

#monitore #it's been years.#..two to be exact.

I... I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be awake.

I shouldn't be alive.

fucksakuramochi replied to your post: “you've gotten soft. you're a lot weaker than you were before, kamukura. how disappointing...”:

[hajime swooning in the distance]

Are you impressed, Hajime?

#fucksakuramochi

you've gotten soft. you're a lot weaker than you were before, kamukura. how disappointing...

Weaker?

..Mn, what an idiotic assumption. I presume you’re referring to my increase in emotion and… affection, as of recent… It’s awfully small minded of you to see it as a weakness..

I suggest you dip into basic human functions and inner-workings for a while, seeing as emotions are almost crucial to a being’s development and attributes. Maybe you could learn a thing or two. From the sound of it, you need to.

…You can see me as nothing more than a neurological posterchild if you wish, many already do. ..But.. Keep in mind.. I’m also human.

#I could also easily snap your neck as an example; but this will suffice.#Anonymous

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You know I don’t believe that… Tell me what’s wrong, Izuru.

izuru-kun

It's.. Something better left unsaid. Don't worry, it's not important.

#fucksakuramochi #I'm just not feeling up to par I suppose.

fucksakuramochi replied to your post: “Hm.”:

..Hm?

..Ah.. Hajime... It's nothing.

#fucksakuramochi

Hm.

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There was something.. off about this whole thing. Spending time with Izuru never came with this air of What was it? It felt.. tense. Did he do something wrong already? He bit his lip a bit, avoiding eye contact with his boyfriend to instead look at the ground. Hajime rubbed his neck and went over tonight’s plans again in his head.

”I.. I was thinking we could start off with dinner. You haven’t eaten anything, right?… Then afterwards we’ll …you’ll see..!”

Why did he feel so nervous? It was Izuru of all people! They’ve done practically everything together these past few weeks and yet this felt different. He could only hope they would easy into it sooner or later.

izuru-kun

This was already slowly starting to go downhill, and they hadn't even left yet.. An awkward silence hung between the two of them, not exactly helping Izuru's nerves. Although Hajime seemed to be having the same dilemma, he was silently scolding himself, trying to calm down. They wouldn't have much fun, otherwise..!

"..Yes, I haven't found the time to eat today... So dinner would be ideal. ..Mn?"

His curiosity was piqued when Hajime had stopped and left him hanging, reaching over and gently taking his hand in his. He figured no matter how many times he'd inquire, his boyfriend would keep the rest of their agenda a secret. Izuru knew him too well.. which made it even more odd for them to act like this. They both knew eachother almost inside and out, and still continued to learn more every day.. And were practically inseparable. (Save for a few breakups over some trifling things.)

As long as they were together, Izuru was happy.. But as they were now, he was sure nothing good would come out of it.

#fucksakuramochi #(i did it. i finally wrote it after a half hour)

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me and my komaeda gf

me: bb ur hand is so cold

komaeda: what hand

#That's kind of.

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A date. It’s been forever since the last time he took someone out on a date.. Did he even know the proper etiquette of these sorts of things? He could have sworn that last time all he did was take someone to a movie. Hajime could still remember just how awkward the entire experience was and it made him involuntarily shiver. He was almost positive it wouldn’t be the same this time.

After all, it was with his boyfriend.

"Are you ready to go..?"

izuru-kun

Izuru had attended his fair share of dates before, having taken Komaeda out on a few here and there in the past, and yet.. He was nervous.

It was just Hajime; there really was no need to be anxious.. They've done so much together already, and were probably more comfortable around eachother than they'd like to admit. Izuru would try to remind himself that constantly as he got ready for their little date, but it only seemed to bring more butterflies to his stomach.

..Maybe because it was their first official date.