Fade to Black

Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday

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Fading to black...

I have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give... Deathly lost this can't be real, can't stand the hell I feel...

Feeling left alone, abandoned, no one's there for you. Thinking if this is worth living, or thinking about not living at all. Feeling like you're standing all alone, you don't know where to roam. You've got to find out yourself, because there's no one to help. Having a smile on your face, people who are thinking that that smile isn't to replace. Expressing happiness for the people around you, but inside... inside it's all dead. Everyone thinks they know you better than you do yourself, but they don't know you half as much as they think they know you. Trying to end life, to exit a new light, so bright. It might be better this way, but don't forget what you left when you went away. Is this how you'll cope with existence or won't you exist at all? Do you feel a heart beating and feel the warm blood pumping through your veins? Or do you feel like you can take it all way? Nothing's gonna keep you down even when it's killing you, because you... just you know the truth.