100 Days of Productivity Day 15 : This picture was taken at this super cute coffee shop in KC. I just love the vibes in this photo. I had much fun in Missouri with my family. They are truly a blessing. I love them dearly. I just wanted to clarify for anyone who crosses my profile and says “I wonder if these are her views everyday.” :) Usually, I will make note. Any who, my day was spent yet again being very “unproductive” you would say. I made myself some bacon and eggs. I played some video games. Later on I spent some time video chatting a few friends. There is a little diner right at the bottom of the hill where I live, so I ordered food to go and walked down to pick it up. I guess I did a decent amount of things. Just gets lonesome and boring inside, especially around the holidays, and you have no car. I am supposed to go to my moms gravesite this weekend and decorate for Christmas. Currently, I am still trying to arrange plans for that, but I am excited to make it up there. Before bed I am going to stretch and meditate some. I need just a huge release of tension from my body, everywhere. I am tired but also not. A change in environment is what my soul needs. Out of this state. New scenery, new people, new things, and new places. After fracturing my knees, coming home from medical discharge from USAF, I was really lost on what I want to do next. I started college as an English major and I do enjoy it, but I want to seek a new place. I am still figuring out “what I want to do with my life.” Does anyone know what they want to do with their lives? Is their a handbook to living a successful life other than enjoying and absorbing it to your fullest? Uhhhh, tough questions and no answers to them really, everyone has a different quest you could say. I am slowly figuring it out, and have been for a long time. I talked to my sister today on the phone, it was lovely to hear her voice. I miss her a lot sometimes. We aren’t obviously as close as we used to be while living together but we manage it the best that we can. Adulting takes up so much time anymore, it is so hard to keep contact full time with all your loved ones. I have people I talk to every day, some every week, some very month, etc. A simple “Hey I miss you, just thinking of you, hope all is well.” goes such a long way, people don’t realize! Pick up your phone and make that call! Send that text, risky or not! Leave that voicemail. Send that long annoying email. You get the point. I am going to wrap this up with a big thank you for reading the update. This blog right now is just my personal virtual journal to express whatever randomness fills my mind these days. Drink your water, write your journal entries, eat an avocado, moisturize your face, and do 10 pushups. No real reason to do so other than to change up your routine maybe, and 100% make you feel better. Before you go, think of 1 positive thing that happened to you today. You don’t have to tell me, just wanted you to have a uplifting moment to look back on today. Tomorrow is a new day. Get your beauty rest. I love you all.
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