Passion Pain & Pleasure

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[j0urney-t0-myself]

Kinda scared that the people in my head might win

[j0urney-t0-myself]

what happened ?!

There was a time when making friends came so naturally. I didn't mind making the first move. Walking up to a person and introducing myself. I'd actually get excited to be in a room full of people. Now... My brain begs me to find the nearest corner and blend in with the furniture..

What happened ?

[j0urney-t0-myself]

I promise to read more books!

[stability]

[silo-sphere]

Shifting affirmations 🪐

↳ affirmations that you can say outloud, record or in your head

I'm fully in control of my reality

Every breath I inhale gives me belief and power over shifting

My consciousness is constantly expanding

Nothing is holding me back from shifting

I give myself permission to shift

I allow myself to shift whenever I desire

I am a master shifter

I am deserving of shifting

I am proud of all the progress I have made

Everything I do brings me closer to my Desired Reality

I acquire what I desire

My body is already in my Desired Reality

I am shifting my awareness to my Desired Reality

Shifting is easy to me

I have power over shifting

My subconscious knows what is in my script

My reality is exactly how I want it to be

Reality bends to my will

My subconscious is all I need to shift

Nothing is keeping me from shifting

My subconscious knows what I want

Shifting is as easy as breathing

Shifting is natural to me

I am powerful enough to shift realities

I am shifting

© silo-sphere 2021

[j0urney-t0-myself]

DEEP SIGH

[j0urney-t0-myself]

fighting to keep afloat

[j0urney-t0-myself]

How come nobody has ever come up with some sort of pill or injection that you can take to forget a certain memory and just... start over?

[j0urney-t0-myself]

Just Emotions

Do you ever miss pain/heartache?

Because it was always there for you? The only emotion you allowed yourself to truly feel? Happiness/excitement comes once in a blue moon. Disappointment, sadness and heartache will always be there...

[j0urney-t0-myself]

f e a r

Lord knows i am scared.

Anxiety. Insomnia. Crippling fear of inadequacy. Depression. Failure

[j0urney-t0-myself]

I am trying my best, okay!

[j0urney-t0-myself]

"...Thinkin' how could I be so reckless"

[j0urney-t0-myself]

"Are we ever going to heal?" a question I find myself asking myself, all the time.

[j0urney-t0-myself]

My Diary

Kinda forgot about this here app. I used to pour my heart out using it as a diary. 

[j0urney-t0-myself]

Amy Mabala

Life & Times of Amy Mabala. Make-Up |Fashion | Hacks | Style

[catchymemes]

IG: Uniquesora

[theindependentconservative]

cosplay level AWESOME!

[zykova]

[onthatslither]

I didn’t even know that was the same girl the whole time

[j0urney-t0-myself]

mind blown. didnt even notice its the same girl in all pics

[j0urney-t0-myself]

Heart

Stupid little piece of shit

The things that you make me do

The sleepless nights you put me through

Rejection got me craving for more

Choking on my tears and words unspoken

All because this organ.

[j0urney-t0-myself]

So what should I do? You like me but you can't be with me.. Are you fucking kidding me? How does that even make sense? You keep texting me, and you don't know how hard I fight not to reply. My heart betrays me. So foolish because when your name pops up my screen, the smile on my face is insane. I need you to let me go. Because I tried and I failed.