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#j1tter. an independent & sporadic portrayal of sofia ‘jitter’ yong from marvel comics. hc + study inspired, not spoiler free. by sara, 27 + she / her. quick guidelines beneath the cut!

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001. be normal! usual etiquette applies. don't rush me, don't poke & prod, try to keep unhelpful godmodding to a minimum, etc. i don't really care for drama + callouts. if i think somebody is acting unwise, i'll likely just block and move on. however, some things do call for awareness and those will be reblogged — very rare as i curate my space for my comfort, but these will always be tagged appropriately ( drama cw /, callout cw /). 002. interaction is welcome so long as we're mutuals ( i follow you, you follow me). inbox prompts are always open & unprompted starters / asks are totally fine! these are usually the best way to start interactions with me & you're always welcome to continue them into threads! replies to threads are usually slower than other forms of interaction but just be patient, they'll come! 003. i'm a bit of a rambler and that carries into my replies which means they tend to get long ( 2-3 paragraphs minimum). with that being said: i never expect my partner to match length or format. write whatever you're happy with, i'll never take it as a slight. i use small + large text with some colored text. if you need anything at all changed for readability let me know! 004. i do practice mains/exclusives/affiliates (*indicating affiliates, ♡ indicating ship exclusive ). mains are people that'll likely get priority in reply speed, exclusives are the only version of that muse i'll interact with, and affiliates are muses that are heavily tied into my portrayal of sofia. 005. this blog will deal with themes already present in the comics! anything triggering will be tagged appropriately using the format 'trigger cw /'. if there's something specific you need tagged just drop a message in & i'll account for it! 006. sporadic activity means sporadic activity; i have a full-time job + family obligations. sometimes i have muse and sometimes i don't. there may be days, weeks, months of inactivity but rest assured i will be back at some point. i'm a notorious hoarder i've replied to things that've been in an inbox for three years before life is just like that. if that's not your vibe you're welcome to softblock 👍 007. i don't mind duplicates!! i think they're fun and i'm just chilling. i believe that people can draw the same conclusions from reading the same content, but if i get a weird vibe like it's a little more than that going on, i'll just sb and move on. on spoilers. the current uncanny run is still ongoing — i'll tag spoilers on this blog (uncanny spoilers cw/) for a week or two of the most recent issue coming out and then stop until the next. if you still want spoilers tagged past that point, im me! i'll tag them forever, it's not a bother, i just won't if i don't have to.

#sara + 27 + she/her #*pinned.

roidesvoleurs

[sms: ⌚️🫨] Uh uh uh child that's 1 of my secrets yk [sms: ⌚️🫨] & tite u about 2 make my phone explode w/ all them txts in a row like that [sms: ⌚️🫨] But naw *hypothetically* Gambit wld not b mad [sms: ⌚️🫨] Ud have 2 answ 2 the Missus tho [sms: ⌚️🫨] So place ur bets on ur survival

j1tter

[ text → remy ratatouille ] you weren't responding i got nervous [ text → remy ratatouille ] but now i know it's just because you're almost forty mb!! do you know about 67 [ text → remy ratatouille ] okay well it's just that i learned all this already? [ text → remy ratatouille ] in singapore [ text → remy ratatouille ] it's so boring and i can't focus [ text → remy ratatouille ] and i don't really know about 67 either it's just a number? just don't get it but now it's in my brain like a worm that won't stop do you get that [ text → remy ratatouille ] and i only have one class with becca [ text → remy ratatouille ] i don't want to disappoint rogue like i said everything is fine!! i'll go

#roidesvoleurs #that's her father / safe space to toe the line of honestly venting 🥰 he did hatch her.

[ text → remy ratatouille ] no!! i mean not really. well sorta [ text → remy ratatouille ] ??? [ text → remy ratatouille ] def not two times [ text → remy ratatouille ] you're not that old. unless? [ text → remy ratatouille ] i CAN'T tell you [ text → remy ratatouille ] don't be mad [ text → remy ratatouille ] everything is fine!! [ text → remy ratatouille ] you're not mad right [ text → remy ratatouille ] but hypothetically if i skipped school a day or two WOULD you be mad

— @roidesvoleurs , from here.

#shows up a month late like it's nothing #with sofia 'eighty texts a minute' yong + sofia 'silence gets her every time' yong 🙄#roidesvoleurs

’i made them beg. i made them bleed.’ is always on my mind as a defining sofia quote bc i think it well and truly encapsulates her character as one who is tolerant until they’re not and when they reach that breaking point they act entirely out or character and lash out over the top. sofia presents as very kind and caring but at the limits of her tolerance she’s violent and obsessive and i just think that is very inch resting .

#she’s just got a lot of pent up rage over injustices committed she’ll be fine <3 #but i do think since reaching that point once she is easier to come up to it now #how to put a monster back into its cage once it’s tasted freedom etc etc yall get it

anyway these are my daughters i hope nothing bad ever happens to them <3

#uncanny spoilers /#sofia sleeping in socks .. one of my people 🙂‍↕️#back 2 the concept of sofia not being keen on anger since the incident but still very clearly feeling it though 🥰

anyway home now just a little blabbing abt one thing i am too tired for the rest rn but i am in the lab i am circulating so many thoughts in my little pea brain .

the amount of things i could say about these two panels alone in regards to sofia & the likelihood that she has a exaggerated view of becca (and maybe just ... anybody) just because becca loves her, like just because that's something so out of the ordinary for her? yeah. Yeah. the way they've got jitter imagining her in glorified, powerful states but reality showing us she's just dressed normal? mhm. that's an inflated view baby that's sickness that's a direct reaction to a kind hand in a world proving time and again to be cruel. it's also the duality between the way mutants are painted demonic by the public (in that becca is letting loose on a human and during which jitter envisions her in a demonic manner) and that it's the opposite which jitter praises in becca (those being that she's kind, and loves her, and is. i hate to say pure but. Pure. and so jitter envisions her bright and holy because she's offering help not harm)??? insane work.

#uncanny spoilers /#i think jitter is unwell guys i think she's sick i think she's so devoted to anyone that shows her love it's going to kill her </3

if jitter turns out to have something a little more going on on account of her suit being so starkly and honestly weirdly ‘hero’ compared to the rest of the outliers and also on account of us having a pretty good idea of why all the others left their parents / don’t have them ( sorry hotoru <3 ) but sofia’s mentions of her parents is non-existent then that’s ok i do not think she does but this is just me getting ahead of it :)

#me looking at a very sweet character. I hope she’s fucked up 🤭

your honor? she is so entirely baby.

#*out.#she gives me cute aggression i want to CRUSH her (affectionate. doting)

j1tter

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#thinking about it again u can look a little unnatural <3 for fun <333 #*e.

sofia 'always ends up at the foot of the bed / diagonal / half off the bed / Blanket-less ' yong.

#me 🤝 sofia Ending up fuckass sideways in bed and waking up like Where am I ....#do NOT let her sleep on a couch her ass is not going to stay on there #anyway same as on jubes i will be around but idk about writing we'll see what demons possess me <3 #*out.

mcflymemes

"I'M KIND BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO BE" PROMPTS * assorted dialogue for remaining good despite it all, adjust as necessary

they've suffered enough.

i have seen the worst that humanity has to offer... and yet i'm still standing.

the world can keep knocking me down, but i'll get back up.

i don't give up.

i just want to live a peaceful life.

i don't want conflict.

there were nicer ways to ask that, you know.

i don't want to hurt anybody.

i still don't hate you.

i want peace at all costs.

if you would only try and see the world from my point of view.

i don't want to fight with you.

things always get better.

this isn't the end.

you have to stand tall.

the world is cruel, but i won't be.

i believe in you. i always have.

my morals are firm.

there's no harm in a little kindness.

just be gentle with them.

i mean well.

there's too much pain in this world. i don't intend to add to it.

i don't want to fight anyone.

don't you believe in yourself?

i'm not leaving them.

there is enough hate in this world.

i try to lead with love.

it's the right thing to do.

this doesn't have to end in violence.

why don't we talk this through?

maybe he's having a bad day.

i'm going to try again.

there has to be another way to do this.

this isn't the time to quit.

i've seen too many things go wrong. this has to go right.

i'm not giving up just yet.

kindness is not weakness.

you can do better than that.

i try to see the good in everyone.

you can't just give up!

you're a special person.

i deserve better than this.

you deserve happiness.

it costs nothing to be kind.

there's no need to be so mean.

if only you could see yourself the way i see you.

it's still a beautiful day.

there's always tomorrow.

are you asking me to quit?

tomorrow will be better.

you didn't mean that, did you?

maybe we should talk this out.

i will always choose to be kind.

despite everything, i just want to be good.

i do my best to see the good in everyone, no matter what.

you didn't have to do that.

that wasn't very nice.

do you have to be so rude?

a nice word goes a long way.

try smiling at them. see what happens.

you could try being nicer.

i deserve a happy ending.

don't beat yourself up.

don't talk about yourself like that.

i see the goodness in you.

life is truly beautiful.

#*inbox.#deuces 👋

been chewing on some sofia backstory aspects that i think make sense such as 'her parents already made a lot of adjustments for the stutter + tremors + adhd and so sofia beating that girl to the extent of paralysis was sort of their last straw' and 'sofia never really had friends because all the girls in her class thought she was a freak and beat her on the daily but she didn't tell her parents because she knew they were already going way out of their way to make accommodations for her & she didn't want to give them one more thing to deal with so the beating that girl thing to them just seemed like out of nowhere lashing out and like something is really wrong with their daughter' and the 'i couldn't look them in the eye and they couldn't look me in the eye so i left and they didn't stop me' of it all. she's just sweet and doesn't like feeling like a burden because she's always, sort of, been one compared to how easy other parents had it with their kids and a lot of this really just boils down to culture which i'll get into properly Sometime.

i think she's also inherently smart in regards to school, and that she didn't NEED her powers to finish that exam. but i think that she would (maybe not in lousiana — she thinks that would probably be frowned upon and it's what lead ultimately to the fight that went Very Wrong) use her powers for exams + tests because locking in and being still for three hours is like a death sentence for her. she obviously can't do it all the time; her powers are one minute, then cooldown for hours. it's not feasible that she uses them for every aspect of her education so on a general day-to-day i believe she raw dogs school and is pretty baller at it. singaporean schools compared to american schools give her a little bit of an edge — a lot of what she's learning now is probably actually stuff she's relearning, save for the history aspects ( she does not know why she needs to know united states history </3 its her least favorite )

#honestly though when she said 'i made them beg. i made them bleed' i said pop off. like EVERY day? should've been allowed a little murder <3 #i'll put a fat #ask to tag /#on this idk #her not having friends though is why i think she is SO ride or die with the outliers they are simply everything to her

proud mother of 5 actually they're all so (crushes them)

#this goes straight in my 'sofia + valentin spokespeople for the outliers' agenda but the 'they all collectively make the decisions' followup #there IS no leader they all look out for each other i think that sofia is just the most socially inclined + adjusted #( and even still. not so much around peers just adults but that's a whole other thing <3 )#anyway i love valentin and sofia that's her brother fr like get those guys !!! beat 'em up!!!!#*out.

"can you just... stay a little longer?" :(

IN A LATE NIGHT HUMIDITY THAT SOFIA IS MORE THAN USED TO CHATTER REIGNS — or did, at the very least. the humidity in singapore was heavier than this, a mild night to her, and the late hour, well — she's never slept well or long anyhow. the chatter, though, of which she can't recall most details through light-headedness and pattering heart? that's different. not so used to having company. period, she guesses, but bitter memory doesn't make an impact when becca, to her, is sweeter than cendol. she'd stay all-night, listening, dancing ( just for a minute though, just the one, where she's good enough to be her partner ), anything — but it's only her that doesn't really need sleep, and so focused in as she's been — hard not to be drawn in, strands of blonde that've knocked loose, fingers of each hand held tight to one another in efforts to not overstep — she's caught a yawn or two.

so it's not for her, certainly not when following actions are against the want to stop sinking heart. which is silly, probably, because they'll see each other in the morning, but that's the morning, and until then … well. something more familiar in nights like this one: the quiet, time that just drags on and on and on; sofia's learned that minutes only go on long when you don't need them to. they're out of them now, she thinks, and so when sofia pushes herself up from the dirt floor, knocking off stray straw it's with a smile for the other, farewells on the tip of her tongue to follow — would've followed. one-hundred percent, absolutely would've. if it weren't for becca asking her to stay. how can she say no?

any intent to leave dies out like it was never even there, readily given up with a maybe too eager nod, an answer given without hesitation, ❝ i can sstay. ❞ sofia returns to her spot on the ground so quickly as she'd stood from it, resuming her previous position of knees to her chest and arms folded around them. this time, however, heart beating hard with something like courage, she does push a boundary — a little scoot closer to becca, arm a barely there brush against the other. the offer, too, is ambitious, but she wants her to stay, right? she thinks so. she said so. sofia wants to, if nothing else just to make sure she's okay. so maybe, then …? maybe. she tries, quieter now than any time previously this night, ❝ um. u-until you fall asssleep. i don't miind. ❞

@embersteed , where it hurts.

#embersteed #suspiciously jitterco shaped object in my stomach. hi carcass <3

just heaved the heaviest sigh actually sofia u are so special to me sorry my brain loops back to angst always .

#imagine being useful for one (1) minute at a time then being entirely useless for a handful of hours <33 #compared to ur friends who have their abilities accessible essentially 24/7 <333 #we've seen sofia as sb who pushes overly hard when she feels like she's not living up to expectations ( her own or otherwise )#and i think this has roots in education + her parents + the environment she grew up in #but i genuinely cannot get into that right now i'm so sleepy gb #*out.

recordmemes

༘⋆｡ where it hurts starters.

caretaker.

i'll stay until you fall asleep.

you're not a burden. not to me.

you don't have to act tough with me.

let me help.

if you need to cry, i'll look the other way.

you don't have to talk.

let me handle it, just for a minute.

rest, i'll watch over you.

i don't care if you think you're fine. i'm staying.

deep breaths.

just lean on me.

you're safe now, okay? just breathe.

i know it hurts. i'll sit here as long as it takes.

i'm not leaving until i know you're okay.

you don't need to hide.

let me take care of you this time.

shh. i'm right here.

you don't have to put on a smile for me.

i don't think less of you.

i'll be here when you wake up.

you're allowed to lean on me. that's what i'm here for.

you don't have to be okay.

scoot over, i'm not letting you sleep alone.

your hair's a mess. let me brush it.

don't apologize.

cared for.

i'm tired, that's all.

please don't go.

i don't know what i need.

you didn't need to come.

you shouldn't have to see me like this.

i hate feeling like this.

i was trying to push through. i think i made it worse.

this is so embarrassing.

can you just... stay a little longer?

i didn't think anyone would notice...

i'm not safe in my own head right now.

why are you being so gentle with me?

i don't want you to fix me.

today's just... one of the harder days.

i didn't know i needed to hear that.

can you stay? after i fall asleep?

sorry. i didn't mean to flinch.

i don't always know what's going to help.

this is the nicest anyone’s been to me all week.

i'm sorry. i know i'm a lot.

i don't even know why i'm crying...

i think i'm broken.

you didn't have to do all this for me.

i don't want to be a burden.

i didn't think anyone would stay.

#*inbox.#blows a trillion little kisses. my mom is taking over the horrors for the daytime hours #i will be back later for big sofia hours <3

get her ass!!!!!!!

#i swear im actually writing <3 #i'm just also giggling and kicking my feet #she said I am Five Feet Tall (maybe) and i Am Coming in Hot .#thats my daughter love ur gusto ma'am.#*out.

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