Yikes

|| Julia || SoCal || || 24 ||

[illegalmath]

me when a hot person smiles at me

[cptsdraw]

[sixpenceeeaesthetic]

[eliminated]

[amargedom]

[theovrxposd-deactivated20170321]

[minuty]

[j3wleeuhhh]

My whole life, everyone left. I just don’t think I’ll ever get used to people leaving. Because why was I always so easy to leave? How do I get used to not being good enough? But now I feel like I expect it almost, I do expect people to leave, but I’m not used to it, it’s hard to explain. But I’m older now, and I feel the need to beg and plead and beg for someone to stay, to have patience with me, to see that I have potential but I’m still learning.. because I’m so sick, of everyone leaving.

[leightum]

[destroymylife]

[destroymylife]

[unreadable]

why do people stay longer in my head than they do in my life

[sixpenceeeaesthetic]

[illegalmath]

me when a hot person smiles at me

[ddxiixggxii]

“I always have this fear that one day you are going to discover that I’m not as great as you once thought I was.”

— (via alkoholimblut)

[sappy-little-trees]

Yeah um I already played out this confrontation like 10 times in my head so if you could stick to the script I imagined for you, that’d be great, thanks.

[hallucin8]

I have SO much love in my dumb stupid bitch ass body