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•a girl w/ a personality of a dude•

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The struggle of being an "uwian"

Commuting from Laguna to Ortigas and vice versa is really a daunting task; kailangan mo talagang habaan ang pasensya mo at diskartehan ang pagcommute mo lalo na kung traffic. Bus? Jeep? UV? Trike? Habal habal? MRT? LRT? Beh I have tried and mastered them all. 💯

Sa daming hours na ginugol ko sa pagccommute, buses eventually became my second home. Travelling through buses will make you experience this strange feeling of solitude; you will have a substantial amount of time to do reflections, lalo na kung nakaupo ka. Lalo na pag window seat ka, mapapa-muni muni ka na lang talaga sa sarili mo while you’ll see strange road happenings. When commuting to work from a faraway place, you have to forego a lot of things. Come to think about it, I could have totally been a different person if nag-dorm ako. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Pagod na ako, pero wala pa din ako sa bahay,

“Bayad ho, Ortigas.”

Evaluating those 2 years of commute from Laguna to Ortigas and vice versa, kung tutuusin nasanay na ako eh, naging sistema na ng katawan ko ang magprepare at pumasok 4-5 hours before ng duty. Kahit mag out ka ng saktong 6:30pm (end of shift) wala pa ding silbi dahil wala ka ng masasakyan na bus non pa Balibago at punuan, or if mag UV naman, you would have to wait for at least 2-4hrs sa sobrang haba ng pila because of limited UV's. So ako na gusto ko ng makauwi dahil pagod na din talaga, I would take different route, mapa-byaheng Alabang man yan o Pacita, or MRT tas baba ng Ayala para lang malampasan ang traffic sa kahabaan ng EDSA, then from there abang ng bus, tapos magbabayan bayan na lang. At the end of the day, 1am or 2am pa din ako makakauwi then alis na ulit by 4am. Kahit na 30minutes pa

lang yung tulog ko lagi, go pa din. Pag inabutan ka ng 5:30am sa terminal tapos nakapila ka pa din? Trust me kahit 8am pa yung time mo at kahit inagahan mo na ng alis sa inyo, malelate at malelate ka pa din.

But despite of all that hassle and inconvenience na naranasan ko for being an uwian for 2 years, wala akong pinagsisisihan. Kahit na muntik muntikan na kong manakawan lagi pero thank God dahil takot ata sakin yung mga magnanakaw 🤣 and kahit na masiraan pa ng ilang beses sa gitna ng SLEX, and kahit na ilang beses na muntik mabangga yung sinasakyan ko sa kahabaan ng SLEX dahil pagod at antok na din si manong driver, at syempre isama na din natin ang mga pasimple na manyak na makakatabi mo sa bus and UV's 🙄😡, still, no regrets, at all. Being an uwian made me tougher as I ply the hellish thoroughfares of urban Manila. Maybe I CAN SAY THAT FINALLY I AM IMMORTAL! 💀🤣💪; I have achieved travel nirvana and have transcended beyond the urban turmoil of Manila.

I guess 2 years of commute can make one strong enough to endure any traffic congestion Greater Manila has to offer, and other uwian people can concur with what I have said.

So, I would like to thank Jam and Jac Liner for being my third home HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! 🤣😂🤣😂

Saanman dalhin ng mga paa,

Puso’y babalik at babalik pa din sa Laguna. 💙

Cheers to the two unforgettable years!

#TeamSouth

#BatakSaCommute💪

[jaaaaaneee-blog]

Father

It's not time to make a change,

Just relax, take it easy.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to know.

Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,

To be calm when you've found something going on.

But take your time, think a lot,

Why, think of everything you've got.

For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son

How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.

It's always been the same, same old story.

From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.

Father

It's not time to make a change,

Just sit down, take it slowly.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to go through.

Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

(Son-- Away Away Away, I know I have to

Make this decision alone - no)

Son

All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,

It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.

If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them They know not me.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.

(Father-- Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and

Make this decision alone?)

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[jaaaaaneee-blog]

"Most people overestimate what they can do in one year and underestimate what they can do in 10 years. Always play the long term game and dream BIG." ©

— Slater Young

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Solid

Doon tayo sa friendship na di perfect pero alam mong solid.

Nagkakatampuhan kapag puro drawing mga plano o kapag umaattitude yung tropa pero hindi iniipon yung inis hanggang masira pagkakaibigan.

Doon tayo sa mga kaibigan na handang maging mature (at minsan immature) kasama mo 😉

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Consistency

Being "TAKEN" doesn't mean being "TAKEN FOR GRANTED". You are in a relationship to have someone who will motivate you and will add value to your life. Hindi mo deserve yung binabalewala ka at lalong hindi mo deserve ang iparamdam na special ka then the next day wala na.

Doon ka sa taong consistent ang effort at respeto since the day na nililigawan ka pa lang niya. Doon ka sa taong naghahanap ng paraan na mapasaya ka at maparamdam na mahalaga ka kahit na sinagot mo na.

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Dahil sa huli, mas close pa sila

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Quality Time vs Time

You deserve a man who won't keep on looking at his phone every three minutes.

A kind of man who understands that you deserve his attention more than his phone does.

A kind of man who will make you his entire universe for that certain period of time.

I mean, wala siyang ibang focus kung hindi pasayahin ka. Alagaan ka. Make sure you're safe and secure every time kasama mo siya.

Hindi yung tipong mas masaya pa siyang naglalaro ng Rules of Survival o AOV o kahit anong laro pa yan kaysa makausap ka. Hindi yung tipong uunahin pa ang paglalaro kaysa iparamdam sa'yo na mahalaga ka sa buhay nya. Sa tanong na DOTA o ako, alam na nya kung ano ang dapat.

Truth is, not all the time magkasama kayo. We have some work to do. Pero, kahit ilang oras lang kayong magkasama sa isang linggo, kahit mas mahaba pa ang biyahe kaysa sa pagsasama nyo, kahit pamasahe lang dala mo kasi sa sabado pa ang sweldo... you'll make time for her.

You'll make her feel special in any ways possible. Hindi naman lahat ng oras mo hinihingi nya, konting effort lang at attention mo... konting show off lang while saying "Thank God, I'm with my girl." Masaya na yon.

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[jaaaaaneee-blog]

One of the sweetest message that I've received from him 💖

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Dying inside

It's turning out just another day / I took a shower and I went on my way / I stopped there as usual had a coffee and pie / When I turned to leave, I couldn't believe my eyes / Standing there I didn't know what to say, Without one touch we stood there face to face

And I was dying inside to hold you / I couldn't believe what I felt for you / Dying inside, I was dying inside / But I couldn't bring myself to touch you

You said hello then you asked my name / I didn't know if I should go all the way / Inside I felt my life have really changed / I knew that it would never be the same / Standing there I didn't know what to say / First time looked away when I whispered your name / One hello changed my life / I didn't believe in love at first sight / But you've shown me what is life / And now I know my love (I know it's coming right)

[stargazerinmoksha]

the bruises on your skin

like the scars that emit a phantom pain, no longer there but you can still feel it. you didn’t want to walk away from everything, but you did anyway— you promised yourself that there will no longer be better days, but the better days arrived anyway. so when you talk in your sleep, so when you dig a little deeper, you’re just trying to remember when the nights weren’t so long, a smile doesn’t write the words you want to say, so you feel trapped again. the bruises on your skin match the bruises on apples, the parts that most people don’t want to eat, would anyone care to kiss the wounds away? late night walks, your midnight serenade. late night walks, you keep your worries to yourself. late night walks, your only remedy to the silence. sometimes when i can’t sleep, i think of you. sometimes when i’m not happy, i think of you. and things have changed since then— paper hearts leaning toward like and trying to hear a beat. your soul is on fire and maybe this is just your way of feeling alive.

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‪And now, I value you more than anything. 💙‬

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021418. Now that I knew the real meanings of the bouquet that you gave to me, bukod sa second time kong makatanggap ng bouquet from you at humaba na naman yung hair ko (🙈😂), mas naging special pa para sakin yung araw na 'to. 💚 Thank you for making me your Queen na sobrang spoiled sa 'yong pagmamahal. Just like the chocolates na binigay mo sakin, isa ka sa pinakasweet at thoughtful na tao na nakilala ko. Thank you sa pagttyaga since day one. I know we are not in the perfect kind of fairytale dahil there is no such thing as perfect pagdating sa pag-ibig pero the one that we have now, for me, is beyond perfect. Thank you for waiting. Years from now, maybe soon, I know darating din tayo sa isa pang right time na hinihintay natin, same as the right time when I decide to make our relationship official almost exactly a year ago. Kung papipiliin ako ng makakasama in another life, ikaw at ikaw pa rin yung pipiliin ko. Sobrang blessed at thankful ako na ikaw yung binigay nya sakin. You're worth the wait & you're worth the fight. ilysm bby ✨

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021418. WHITE AND GREEN 💐✨ In the "language of the flowers" the meaning of white roses is "I am worthy of you." The color white has always been synonymous with purity and virtue. It also convince that your affections are straight from the heart and are as pure as a virgin snow. The white rose glorifies a love that is unaware of the temptations of the flesh and resides only in the soul. Sometimes called "the flower of light", one of the meanings of white roses is everlasting love - love stronger than death, an eternal love, undying and all sustaining. White rose speaks of a love that is sustained more by loyalty, reverence and humility than by red-blooded passion. So, in its capacity to worship someone till death, the meaning of a white rose is unchanging loyalty that endures beyond all else. In the language of the color wheel, Green says that he is waiting. Wait is the most romantic thing that could ever happen to a person. The waiting phase will be interesting with the eager to see her face at least once a day and waiting for them to accept his proposal (someday, in the right time) will make your days more memorable with all cute and romantic happenings you will experience with. 💚