You were never someone that I ever thought of putting before myself. Maybe I just wanted to have someone that actually cared about me like you did... I want to believe that one day I’ll be happy the same way you made me. But, even with all the people in my life that I should be grateful for, I still don’t feel that same happiness. Through all the crap that we’ve been through, I still always wish you the best despite what terms we’re in, because I feel like you deserve that at least. I can never hate you but sometimes I try to convince myself that I do, so the thought of you doesn’t hurt as much... These people don’t care for me as much as you did, and it’s draining. I’m always up, replaying the words you told me in my head. I miss the person you were, and who you will never be again. But I can never stop loving you, even if I’m supposed to. But, one day I hope that I do.