เณโโท iโm an 18 year old writer. iโm a sfw account only mainly fluff. but, i do love me a good angst at times. i do answer to requests but i might not get to them fast.
i had to move to writing on notes and not on docs because they keep on saying i canโt edit anything. iโm not fully sure what the problem is yet though !!
i want to clarify. people donโt need to feel empathy for charlie kirk because of what happened. he died by what he stood for. no one should be killed based on their beliefโs but he said himself โpeople should die to protect the 2nd amendment.โ he said himself he doesnโt believe in empathy. you donโt even have to feel empathy for his wife. she knew what kind of man she was laying with, who she married. she chose that and thatโs on her. i feel empathy for their kids. they witnessed their dads death, they shouldnโt have been there for that. theyโll never know till their older why it happened and theyโll have to see that video again when theyโre older. so donโt go after people for how they feel about a man who died defending violence.
i feel like i donโt speak out enough. itโs important for everyone to help out as best as they can. share the information. donate whatever you can to palestine. they need our help more than ever. just because everyone stopped talking abt it doesnโt mean it stopped. i will put some links to donate to palestine in this post if i find any at all.
content: real man - beabadoobee was my inspiration because nanami would be a lovely husband. this story is him being a lovely husband
word count: 1.3k
first memory:
nanami and i first met when suguru geto started that big battle. i was fighting a special grade curse when i almost got crushed. i had passed out and all i remember is waking up being with shoko and nanami. shoko had told me that he was the one who saved me. he explained that a lot of the people were busy so he jumped in to try and save me. he did it and i couldnโt thank him enough. i had asked him on a date to pay him back. he accepted but, told me i didnโt have to pay him back.
on the date i went to a restaurant of his choosing. we talked about a lot. the pros and cons of being a sorcerer. how much everything had changed since we were younger. when the bill came i put my card down. without me noticing he switched it. i only noticed when i had gotten home and seen there was no charge to my card. i had texted him asking him he did that. all he said was saving a life never needs paid back.
second memory:
he proposed to me at the beach in malaysia. his dream vacation spot, a place he wanted to live when he settled down and wasnโt a sorcerer. it was 2 years after we started dating. i didnโt expect him to propose to me since i had planned the vacation. but, he always knows how to surprise me. he took me to a restaurant with a view of the beach. he paid for the whole meal as he always did. we talked about how everything was going. about how weโd been feeling. then, he took me to walk the beach with him. feeling the water and sand beneath my feet as we walked. smelling the ocean air, feeling the nice breeze. it was dead quiet. the sunset was beautiful.
he all of a sudden stopped what he was doing. ran in front of me and got down on one knee. โy/n, when i first saw you before the mission i thought you were the most beautiful person on earth. i was so scared when the special grade almost killed you. i didnโt want to be the cause of your death. when you healed and tried to pay me back, i thought you were insane. who pays someone back for saving their life. that sums up the kind of person you are. youโre the kindest, prettiest, most outspoken person i know. i adore you, i love you. will you marry me ?โ he pulled out the most gorgeous ring. i started to cry, sob even. โyes ken, a thousand percent yes.โ he slid the ring on my finger, and got up holding me. i kissed him, tears falling into the kiss.
third memory:
i remember the day when we got married. getting ready with all my bridesmaids was something that i needed. telling them about all of my worries about marriage. about how i was so anxious to see him in that suit. he is the love of my life. i was so excited for that day. it meant the absolute world to me for this man to marry me. to give our life to each other in such a way is everything to me.
when my father walked me down the isle, i looked at my fathers and kentoโs. they were crying, or trying to hold back those tears. once my father split ways with me i walked up the alter. looked kento in his eyes and held his hands. โyou look stunning darling.โ he says still holding back tears looking me up and down. โyouโre handsomeโ i mumble out so i donโt start sobbing. i was trying my hardest not to ruin the makeup the stylist took forever to do.
his vows were the most beautiful thing i had ever heard in my life. they showed me that someone could appreciate me more than i had ever seen before. โy/n, i love you, not only for your body, or your personality. for your whole entire being. your soul is one of a kind, itโs something i have never seen in anyone else. you get me like no one ever has before. you see through my shit whenever i say iโm just okay. you help me clean up after my missions. you held me whenever i felt like life was becoming too much. i could never thank you enough for that.โ he stopped and started to cry, trying to stop it so he could continue talking. โyouโre little traits you have are what make you the you i fell in love with. the way you react when youโre excited. the way you show me you care about me. youโd do about anything for the people you love. that is something i can admire in a world like this.โ he said and i was crying quietly, softly to not interrupt him. โi can keep going forever. but, she has to say her vows as well. i love and adore you dearly. you mean the whole entire world to me.โ he finished it off with that.
once we had kissed to seal our marriage our after party was wonderful. we had our slow dance that was beautiful. everyone dancing along side us while we were in the middle. we had an emo hour at the party as well. making kento reminisce upon his highschool days. i was singing to every song, getting up in face. we cut our cake. a layered cheesecake which is what we agreed upon. our catering which was some japanese food from our favorite restaurant.
when it ended we went back to the hotel enjoying the peaceful aftermath of our day. i talked to him about how i was feeling. still slightly anxious about that moment, about how everyone would react. but, he reassured me like he always did. reminding me of the reason i married him. he is perfect in every way. he cared for me when no one else ever wanted to. he saved me when i was a sorcerer. i wouldnโt, no. i couldnโt change him. our wedding was the best day of my life. i wouldnโt have that day any other way with anyone else. he is my light, my reason for living. i would kill to always be with him. i hope we are soulmates in every lifetime.
present:
โkentoโ i say right as he answers the phone. โyes, sweetheart.โ he spoke softly. โmy water broke and our little boy is panicking. can you please come home right now?โ i ask out of breath. โiโm on my way.โ i hear him packing his stuff up. โdo you have your hospital bag?โ he says as i hear his car door. โyes, weโre both sitting and waiting. iโm trying to calm him down.โ i respond while rubbing my sons back. โcan you put him on the phone for me?โ i hand my son the phone and i can slightly hear him talking. my son answering in โmhmsโ and โyesโ. my son hands the phone back. โiโm almost there come outside.โ i walk out the door and and hang up. right as i watch his car pull up.
after i give birth kento is sitting next to me. smiling at me. โhow are you feeling now that you have your baby?โ he says rubbing my shoulder. โi feel a little better, still in pain.โ i laugh a bit. โdo you want anything?โ he pulls his keys out. โcan you go get me a seafood boil, it sounds really good.โ i say back to him. โyes, i can. thank you for doing this for us. if i could give birth i would so you wouldnโt be the only one in pain. i love you dearly.โ kento leans down and kisses my head. โi adore youโ. i say back and lean up to kiss him.
content: more corny conversations, seungmin and athena being wonderful roomates
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felixโs pov;
I woke up and checked the time seeing that itโs 10:30am. i try to sleep a little longer but to no avail so, i get up. i go to the kitchen to get something quick to eat before getting ready for the day. โhey lix, youโre awake early for once.โ seungmin says feigning shock. โyeah, yeah good morning seungmin.โ i grab one of the protein bars we have and start eating it while watching whatever seungmin has on. once iโm done i head to the bathroom to start getting ready. I take a shower, brush my teeth. i get dressed then head back to the living room after grabbing belongings. โImma head out min, is there anything you need.โ i ask walking to the front door. โno, not that i can think of, iโll text you.โ he says going back to the tv.
i go walking around town then remember the coffee shop we had gone to. i head there to try a new coffee and to see if that barista is in today. when i walk in i see the barista and i immediately walk up to them to order. โhey y/n, i wanna try something new today. whatโs your favorite coffee.โ i ask them resting myself on the counter. โitโs really sweet i will warn you.โ they say smiling. โthatโs fine, i usually get one thing only so itโs nice to try something new.โ i say back โiโll go take a seat while waiting.โ i start walking away to get a table.
y/nโs pov;
i go to the back to make the coffee. honestly, i wasnโt expecting him to comeback. usually, idols come in one time and then leave so, him coming back a second time surprised me. i take my time making the coffee since itโs only him in the store, since itโs a week day weโre really slow. Once iโm done making the coffee i bring it over to him. i stand there waiting to see if he likes it. โthis is good, what kind is it.โ he asks smiling. โItโs just a french vanilla late. i donโt usually get something too difficult.โ i give him my order, explaining my thought process. โItโs good, thank you so much, iโll be on my way, how much is it ?โ he pulls out his wallet getting his card out. โItโs 7,152 won felix.โ i turn around the pin pad. he pays for the coffee and waves on his way out. โGoodbye.โ i wave back him.
i wait for my coworker to come in so i could leave. once they come in i tell them everything i did, tell them what they need to do. i clock out and head home to relax for a bit. when i walk into the house athenaโs watching something in the living room. she looks up at me waiting for me. โhey, how was work today. you got off pretty early.โ she pauses her show to listen to what i have to say. โit was good, it wasnโt busy at all, but that man came back in again. he wanted to try my order of coffee.โ i say excitedly. โthatโs good, it either means he wants you, or he just really likes the coffee shop.โ she stands up heading to her room. โi have the night shift tonight though so imma start getting ready.โ she says again getting her stuff ready. โokay, call me if you need to. iโm gonna unwind, have a good day at work.โ i say sarcastically, walking off.
felixโs pov;
i go to a couple stores before heading back home. i had gotten some refills on stuff we all needed, as well as some stuff to spoil myself. i got back home and sat on the couch watching whatever was left on the tv. โyouโre finally back, itโs been like four hours.โ seungmin walks into the room. โyeah, i went walking instead of driving, and there were so many cool stores.โ i say back showing him all of my bags. โi ordered food for us though, i know you would want some for whenever you came home.โ he says showing me what he ordered. โokay, thank you, imma go change. iโll be back.โ i walk off to go get changed
to be continuedโฆ
authors note: this story is not gonna be the best because i donโt know how i should rewrite the horrible writing of my wattpad phase
content: arguing, corny conversations, thinking that they already fell in love
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y/nโs pov;
i wake up to the sound of my friend arguing with her boyfriend about something he did wrong again. iโll never understand why they wonโt break up already. i check the time noticing it was the perfect timing, i have to get ready for work soon.โwhy do i have to wake up at 7am to open a coffee shop.โ i say getting out of bed. my friend and i split the bills to make it easier. so i found an easy job to work at to get the bills paid. while iโm getting ready all i hear is them continuing to argue. so, i start playing some music to drown it out. once iโm ready, i sneak out of the house so she doesnโt pull me into the argument.
felixโs pov;
โFELIX GET UP, WEโRE GONNA BE LATE SO HURRY.โ i open my eyes and see minho above me yelling at me. โiโll be ready in a second minho.โ i say getting up heading to the bathroom. โsince you woke up late you gotta pay for coffee this morning.โ i hear changbin call out to me while iโm brushing my teeth. i donโt respond, i just roll my eyes at him. i come out with everything i need. โletโs go before weโre late.โ chris says walking out the door. we pile into two cars to head to the coffee shop before going to the jyp building.
y/nโs pov;
i finish a small order, then see a group of eight walk in laughing and being loud. a man with long blonde hair comes up to me.โhello, iโm kind of in a rush, can i order 8 iced americanos.โ he asks kinda fast. โi understand, is that all sir ?โ i ask while putting the order. โYes..โ he looks down at my name tag โjace.โ he smiles like he accomplished something new. โokay thatโll be 37,602 won.โ i say as he pulls out his card, tapping it on the POS. i walk back making the coffees. โcan you help me erin.โ i ask my coworker. he walks over and reads the order. โwho needs that much coffee ?โ he asks shocked while he gets started making them. โthose eight men over there.โ i point over to the group sitting down talking real loud. โthey said theyโre in a rush so iโm trying to hurry it up, you know ?โ I say getting done with my fourth one. erin grabs out the cup holders putting four in one and my four in the other. then he walks back to what he was doing. โgroup of eightโ i call out and they look over. standing up to come and get their coffees. they come up to me getting their coffees. before they leave the man with long blonde hair comes up to me. โmy name is felix by the way and these are my bandmates.โ he says smiling. โnice to meet you and your loud friends.โ i laugh back. he waves and leaves.
my shift finally ends so i clean up the shop making sure everything is ready for tomorrow. i pack all of my stuff to head back home. first i make a stop to get something to eat since all iโve had today is pastries and coffee. i go into a convienence store to get some ramen and a drink. i head to checkout seeing the group of eight come in to the store. i get a little anxious since i had seen them earlier maybe they would think iโm stalking them. which wouldnโt make any sense since i got here first. i hurry up to leave so they donโt see me.
felixโs pov;
we finish up practice and head to the corner store to get some snacks before we head home. when we walk in i see the barista from this morning. but, she rushes out before i could walk up to her. she seemed kinda anxious fidgeting and looking down before she left. i ignore it continuing to grab what i wanted before we head to checkout. afterwards we head home i run to the bathroom immediately to get first dibs on showering, i hate feeling so sweaty after practice.
once iโm done i get out heading to the kitchen to eat something quick so i can go to bed. i lay in bed thinking back on my day. I remember the barista, their name was y/n right. tomorrow is my off day i want to get to know her more. theyโre pretty and it sounds crazy but i would like to know them more. I canโt tell the other members because theyโll just laugh at me for liking someone so soon.
y/nโs pov;
once i get home i heat up my ramen to eat and then athena comes out of her room. โhey y/n, how was work today ?โ she asks quietly. โit wasnโt too busy but a group of eight came in ordering americanos, one for each of them. it was crazy to me honestly.โ i say taking my ramen out mixing in the packet. โwere any of them cute, i finally broke up with that piece of shit i was dating,โ she asks like iโll probably ever see them again. โyeah, a couple of them seemed like your type, but there was this dude with them who was so cute. he had long blonde hair and freckles.โ I say smiling before taking a bite of my ramen. โdefinitely your type, were they idols.โ she takes my chopsticks after saying that. โhonestly i think they are. he called them his bandmates.โ she just smiles at me and walks away.
to be continuedโฆ
authors note: this was a story i had originally posted on wattpad in 2022. I switched here because itโs just an overall better platform. my writing got better when i got on here as well. enjoyy
you work at a cafe, felix is a well known kpop idol. you both slowly fall in love. then have to face the fact that you could possibly never date. him being a very big idol, while youโre just an average person. how will it goโฆ
content: bf dwayne, heโs a vampire, he paints and you help him take care of himself (even though heโs a vampire)
word count: 666
youโve been dating dwayne now for a couple of months. itโs been going well for you and honestly you never thought meeting some guy on a boardwalk at night would be like this. heโs a sweetheart and anything like what those surf nazis would say about him. he also isnโt as broody as he would seem. he does like reading and fixing stuff but thatโs not all. he loves painting and sketching. youโre a really big inspiration for him since heโs been alive for so long itโs hard to find something that really strikes him as โentertainingโ.
โhi my loveโ i say as i walk into his corner of the cave. i walk up behind him and wrap my arms around him. he looks back at me smiling โhi prettyโ he says to me before turning back. โwhat are you making this time ?โ i ask while watching him paint. itโs not even halfway done to see what heโs drawing. โitโs one of those photos you took on your camera, the one of the sunrise.โ he says quietly. i look at his face, watching him stay focused on the painting not even flinching when i blow into his face. โthatโs good baby, iโm glad it gave you something to do. but, have you taken a break or fed yet ?โ i ask a little concerned. โno i havenโt, i just want to get this done.โ
I finally get him to take a break after a hard time convincing him. he goes off with the rest of the boys, and i stay finding something to listen to in his and paulโs shared music collection. i see bauhausโ song bela lugosiโs dead. i immediately put it on waiting for them to come back. i start cleaning around the area since they barely ever clean up. itโs always a mess around here.
right as i get done cleaning they immediately show up. they have blood all over them and they look like their adrenaline high had just worn off. dwayne walked up to me smiling. โyou seem to be more energetic after eating.โ i state watching him. โyeah, i feel better actually. once i clean up i think iโll stop painting for the night.โ he says before getting ready to walk off. โiโll be waiting in your nest, i love you.โ i watch him nod as he walks off.
while i wait, i put his paint brushes up and close the paint he left open, putting them in color order. i get his nest ready for him and i get comfy. he comes in a little bit later cleaned up and a lot calmer. โthank you for putting the stuff away my love. i also see that you cleaned everything up in the rest of the cave, i appreciate that as well.โ he comes over and lays down wrapping his arms over me. โof course, i know you guys will wait until itโs too bad before you clean and i donโt want that.โ i say scooting closer to him. โI have a new book for you, i bought at the bookstore thatโs in town.โ i say pulling it out of my bag.
he grabs the book out of my hand looking at it intently. โa rose in winter.โ he says reading the book aloud. โ whyโd you get this ? the book just came out so i know itโs pretty expensive. i couldโve just stole it.โ he says looking at me confused. โwell, you like reading and iโve also been wanting it when i heard it was a romance. youโll read it to me right ?โ i ask smiling. โof course, iโll read it to you.โ
we spend the rest of the night listening to calm music while he reads it to me. i fall asleep while heโs reading it. he puts the book away and falls asleep once it hits day break.
authors note: i know my most recent stories have been short. So iโll try my hardest to make them longer. enjoy
another story already !! iโve had so much motivation to write and iโm glad about it. i think my next story is gonna be a series but iโm not sure who for yet.
writers note: sad story for my comeback. i know itโs short but i was just going for whatever came to mind
bucciarati, the capo to the passione. the man who is supposed to be feared, the man who gets the bad people off the street. the love of your life. the man who has helped you so much even when you never asked. heโs a sweetheart and he never tells you about what he does. you know what he does though, he never hid that from you so you know you could be unsafe. he doesnโt want you to get hurt at all, even if it means risking his relationship with you.
one day instead of hearing his keys in the door you get a knock. you thought maybe he lost his keys, he kept you regularly updated so you wouldnโt worry too much. you open the door and instead you see mista and giorno. you look at them confused. โwhereโs bruno?โ you ask genuinely confused. โwe came to inform you that he passed away today, he got killed and there was nothing we could do about it.โ they said looking down. like they were scared of your reaction. โthank you for telling me, go on with your night.โ i immediately shut the door.
i go into my house and start crying. Never did you think your sweetheart fiance would end up dying a month before your wedding. never did you think you would only see mista and giorno when abbacchio said if bruno dies he would be the one telling you meaning he had died aswell. you also assume that narancia had died since mista and him were always together.
they hold a funeral for him that they most definitely invited you to. you donโt say a word when youโre there too scared to say anything because if you do you will start bawling. you go home and start crying again thinking about all of the memories you had with him. but, you wouldโve had so many more memories with him if he didnโt pass. you wouldโve been able to surprise him.
the surprise wouldโve been that. youโre pregnant and now heโll never know. your child will never meet their father. who was the best man you had ever met. you know youโll never meet anyone like him ever again.
โwhoโs my dad?โ your 8 year old daughter asks. you look over immediately โhis name is bruno, he was the most kindhearted man, he wouldโve taken care of you well. He passed away right as i became pregnant with you.โ you say to her trying not to cry. she looks at you like she senses whatโs wrong โiโm sorry, i didnโt mean to make you upset.โ she mumbles. โno you didnโt do or say anything wrong my love, you deserve to know.โ you say back hugging her. she deserves to know her father was a gentlemen and youโll forever be sad that sheโll never meet him.
