Oh if you could see me now

Jack Castillo || 30 || Cook at Whole Enchilada Mexican Restuarant "If you could see me now would you recognize me? Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me? Would you follow every line on my tear-stained face Put your hand on a heart that was cold As the day you were taken away?"

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“So why do you do it, then?”

[jackcxstillo]

“Because I care about you, and I want to.” 

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“I know, but you don’t have to.”

“Thank you.”

[jackcxstillo]

“I know I don’t have to.”

“You’re welcome.”

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“I – I’m not gonna do that to you, Jack. I just want you to stay a little longer..”

[jackcxstillo]

“You know I’d do anything for you, Lex. I’ll be here as long as you need me. “

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“Well… Forever probably isn’t fair on you. But for the foreseeable future, at least?”

[jackcxstillo]

“You know I’d never have a problem with forever, right?”

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“So, you’re never gonna leave, huh?”

[jackcxstillo]

“Not if you don’t want me to, I’ll be your personal chef forever.”

[brookexmurdock]

Koda… sorry, he’s harmless but friendly. 

[jackcxstillo]

“It’s no problem, I love dogs.” 

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“That’s alright– Uh, no. I kinda got used to having you around again, I don’t want you to go yet…”

[jackcxstillo]

“Then I’m here until you want me to go, ‘kay?” 

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“I know. Have you… Been looking for a place yet?”

[jackcxstillo]

“A little, not really fund anything yet... I can look harder if you, you know, want me to move out.”

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“Y’know, I’m starting to feel like I’ve got my own personal chef living in my house. You officially have to stay forever.”

[jackcxstillo]

“That’s fine with me. Happy to cook for you whenever.” 

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“Wait- you made it? Okay, now you’re not just my favourite, you’re Jelly Bean’s favourite, too. Thanks, Jack.”

[jackcxstillo]

“Well, yeah, of course I did. No problem, Lexie, I actually like making ice cream anyways”

[gabby-mena-deactivated20150824]

I’d love some if you really are willing to share.

[jackcxstillo]

“Yeah, of course. What flavour you like?”

[josephiiineparker-deactivated20]

“Old friend, huh? Does she happen to go by the name of Lex?”

[jackcxstillo]

“Yeah, Lexie’s who I’m talking about.” 

[josephiiineparker-deactivated20]

“By two, you are just talking about the two of us right?”

[jackcxstillo]

“Nah, I ran into an old friend from back in Chicago, she’s letting me crash on her sofa for a while.”

[josephiiineparker-deactivated20]

“Chicago? You’re from there? So - So am I.”

[jackcxstillo]

“Huh, small world. Didn’t imagine there’d be one other person from Chicago here, never mind two.” 

[adelaide-jensen]

“Ooh that sounds super good!”

[jackcxstillo]

“It is, enjoy.” Hands her the bowl

“Anyway, how’e you been?”

[josephiiineparker-deactivated20]

“Not too long at all. Do you like it?”

[jackcxstillo]

“Yeah, it’s nice, different from Chicago, but I think it’s a good kind of different, I guess, even if I do miss the city sometimes.”

[breckenridgerp-deactivated20171]

“Peanut butter ice cream is a thing? Have I told you recently that you’re my favourite person ever?”

[jackcxstillo]

“It took me a while to find just pure peanut butter... That’s a lie, it took me a while to find a recipe for peanut better that worked well. Though Ben and Jerry’s do have peanut butter cup ice cream.”