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⋆⋆⋆ I'm a totally cool dude! ⋆⋆⋆ 22. Non-binary. Queer. This is a personal blog & I’m mentally ill & constantly overcoming challenges! I blog to cope & spread hope. Welcome to my brain, & my life! I tag everything. ⋆⋆⋆ ⋆⋆⋆ My pronouns are they/them! ⋆ https://linktr.ee/jadasyl ⋆ ⋆⋆⋆ www.cryptidz.org ⋆⋆

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what's left // tiny suicides

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i'm trying to hard to heal and be better. It's so hard and I constantly have doubts about the decisions I'm making because I have trouble trusting myself. PTSD, Major Depression, and General Anxiety Disorder are trying to rule my life and body and I'm fighting back every way I know how. I'm reading, I'm writing, I'm drawing, and I'm consuming my favorite media. I'm being vulnerable, so vulnerable that I often feel emotionally raw for hours afterwards. I'm not sure where my guiding light is and I know it's like that for most people so I don't struggle with feeling alone. I'm grateful for that, and grateful to know I have a support network and a community I can turn to in my times of need.

i'm fighting so hard. I'm kicking and biting and scratching back at the thoughts that do the same to my brain and body.

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subtle shit // little things

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i finally finished that poetry zine i was talking about! it's on my website as a digital download. in the the complete zine you can expect over 15 poems with unique illustrations or mixed media to accompany them. content warnings found inside

https://cryptidz.org/shop/ols/products/rotting-coping-rotting-zine

rotting & coping & rotting zine

this collection contains over 15 poems I've written throughout my teenage years to where i find myself currently. i've wanted to compile my

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a poem about tiredness and growth

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i truly a lot happier lately, and i’m so thankful for my meds and support system. i really feel like my life is turning out exactly how it’s supposed to and i’m on a good path!

i’ve been doing freelance work, i’m volunteering on Sundays again (as well as selling my buttons on the side), and my uncle is in very good spirits.

happy pride everyone :)