a magical girl in an unmagical world @jadeclash999 - Tumblr Blog

Welcome

Yeah, there's really nothing going on in this blog, and it's newly made, but I will attempt to polish it out when I can.

This was made to be a privateish journal where I post stuff like drabbles, and where I can put it in one place.

Anyway, you will definitely regret coming here.

:3

Tags: drabbles, freewriting , poems , concepts, general (anything not writing related)

This blog is now on archival. Thank you for reading my works.

threads of inner self will inevitably clash into the formation of a human being

removed a bunch of stuff because felt it was cringe

academic-vampire

𝔠𝔞𝔟𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔫𝔬𝔴

americanaclassic

Original poster unknown.

PNW, USA

the wonderful feeling of opening a google doc for an assignment in your cozy room without a care in the world or worry or harshness

the heart of the soul comes from within of course but you would have to reflect it to others, like a beam of light sprouting from within. don't you want other people to know your own kindness? because to me its a very beautiful thing

you thought showing me the way to salvation means ill fight it. you thought showing me the sun means ill hide it. you even thought that showing me the rings of hearts would mean ill crush it.

but id be lying if i said i haven't done one of these things, and for that it hurts to know that those things have happened.

just one more chance and I'll prove it, just two more chances and I'll show it, but infinity would make me change the world

ill disappear into a sea of butterflies to prove my worth to you.

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have i truly lost that was?

have i really had what i initially wanted?

i used to like this gemstone, id gaze longingly at the stores that sold them. i felt like i was a secret admirer from afar, waiting for it to reveal itself to me.

imagine my surprise when i actually do manage to find it at an unexpected place during war.

the gem i found on the ground a long time ago was so shiny, so vibrant of color.

i initially felt so happy wearing it as a ring of honor. i fidgeted with it during my study sessions and touched it as comfort otherwise.

and then the war had its own curtains fall to the ground, its sound waking me up with such force. i look at the ring in my hand after a long time.

now its lost all its color.

now the ring that was once its case of nobility dissolved into a mere gimmick, a thin ring that only has the purpose of looking stupid. i tore it off from my finger - its marking still there when it foolishly held against it - and put it away. not throw it, but put it away. because i thought maybe if i came back to it one day it would be a better time.

but how many better times exist out there anymore?

do you think im wishfully thinking?

with love it cannot be seen.

#freewriting

luctus-flos

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Me when i draw better on my notes than an actual sketchbook

#notebook sketch #class doodles

there will be no other half

I deny the other half because there is no other half. If there was such a thing then I wouldn't be standing here well and happy, all in one piece.

The other half was found long time ago with my origins, when I was born.

I am my own yin and yang, I am my own sun and moon, my own fire and water and my own earth and air.

All of that makes me a spirit, a soul. A thread of fate bundled into a conscience that can create art and form. A form that is also a being with impact. To say I need another half insults my very being and existence. If I was created with another half in mind then why am I not bleeding right now?

#wrote this because tired of people diminishing my aroace identity #freewriting