𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑

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  𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃   𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃   𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇   𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

❝   if   you   awake   to   a   𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮   at   your   throat,   if   monsters   dig   their   𝓬𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼   into   you,   if   death   comes   knocking   at   your   door,   𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵   𝓸𝓾𝓽   𝓶𝔂   𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮.   ❞

   #𝐉𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃   (   18+   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂,   indie,   private,   𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓵𝔂   𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮,   xiao   of   genpact.   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷   𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭   𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂,   please   𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭   𝓓𝓝𝓕   𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸   &   𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼   before   interacting.   written   by   danny,   26,   he   /   him.   )

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my multi is in desperate need of some work so i will be over on @sinworn

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UPDATE : so i am doing a bit of blog consolidation. i have a few blogs out there & honestly i need to get things cleaned up. the oc i just made on @windscarred is going to be moved over to @sinworn for ease of access, as is my other oc that was previously on @ragingdepths. as much as i love giving them their own blogs i really can’t have like 5 - 7 of them floating around right now. i am going to be taking down my old aether blog as well, as i just don’t write him anymore. 

xiao is not going anywhere his blog is staying the same, my multi ( @sinworn ) is not going anywhere. i am going to try to keep myself at 2 / 3 blogs maximum so i am not super burnt out. 

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GOROU CAME HOME !!!

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Update: just got my booster so I'm feeling kinda not great, I'll be on to do more stuff as soon as I'm feeling better

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&;; still pulling for gorou but every time I do my fear increases that itto is gonna come home again fhsbfjfnf

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great day to be a kazuxiao haver

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@wanderfated​​

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so   jean   might   have   just   come   home   &   now   i   am   scared   to   pull   for   gorou   bc   i     don’t   want   to   lose   this   guarantee   for   kazuha   now

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kanedoji​:

“Hey, you heard what Ushio said, right? Funny story about him…” Maybe it wasn’t the time and place for humorous anecdotes, but he wondered if some levity couldn’t be appreciated in that moment, a winsome and nostalgic smile flitting across the Oni’s features. Because it was clear to him that Xiao was… detached. A custodian for the ancient ravages of old gods that likely didn’t even remember who they were deserved something better than a silent legacy that might be left behind like certain weather patterns or the way plants grew through the generations. 

“My point bein’, Ushio was actually sent out on his lonesome to actually deal with me, would you believe it… But you know what he got instead?” Itto goaded with a boyish lift at the corner of his mouth. “The little guy got a family, Anchan. People who actually care about him, who they never would’ve expected would come into their lives. And you know what else? He’s made a damn good point, but sometimes… all you need in life is people to spend it with. No lofty goals, no big plans, just good company. I think he was on t’something, too.” 

Itto wasn’t a fool enough to think Xiao’s values would be changed overnight, that eons of habits and inclinations and distance would shift just because a group of people with painfully short lives (sans him and probably Yanfei, if they were being blunt) had asserted this notion that Xiao needed to live in the present, in the now that wouldn’t allow anything short of devotion to its own transience. 

But still, this was… something. Maybe the bridge between sudden change and direction in life could be at the behest of those who wanted the best for someone. Strong arms encircled the Yaksha shamelessly once he sat near, as if a total manifestation of that resolve. A full, tight embrasure that shouldn’t have been possible for someone so saddled with karma, but was. “We’re the big, overly self-sacrificial fools of our team, too, weren’t we? If anything, shouldn’t I apologize a little, too? I mean, Xiao–c’mon, your idea of selfishness was saving everyone at the cost of yourself, while mine was risking my own head for everyone else’s sakes. We’re not exactly in any position to start calling our actions selfish or not…” He chuffed affectionately, a fondness lacing his tone he imagined wouldn’t be difficult to discern. “But… we’re all here. We’re okay, and frankly, that’s all that matters. Until then and the future, you have us. No matter what.”

𝐀𝐒   𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐍   𝐀𝐒   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐎𝐍𝐈’𝐒   𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐒   encircled   his   smaller   frame   he   found   the   ever   present   tension   within   himself   𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂   lessening.   he   doesn’t   mean   to   be   𝓯𝓸𝓻𝔀𝓪𝓻,   he’s   never   sure   what   is   acceptable   or   not   when   it   comes   to   being   𝓹𝓱𝔂𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂   close   to   someone.   despite   this,   he   finds   himself   resting   his   head   on   itto’s   chest,   simply   𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓪𝔁𝓲𝓷𝓰   against   him.   ❝   you   have   me   too.   ❞   he   spoke   softly,   not   entirely   𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰   to   break   the   comforting   atmosphere.   ❝   being   with   you   all   down   there   ...   it   was   the   first   time   in   a   long   time   that   i   felt   like   i   might   have   a   place   to   𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰   again.   ❞   

he   is   not   one   to   𝓽𝓪𝓵𝓴   about   the   past,   most   of   it   he   tries   𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓵𝔂   not   to   dwell   on.   the   pain   of   it   is   still   fresh,   they   were   𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓼   even   time   couldn’t   mend   easily.   ❝   when   rex   lapis   fell   &   my   contract   ended,   i   felt   𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓽.   i   kept   pushing   myself   to   perform   my   𝓭𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓼   as   i   always   have   ...   i   𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻   stopped   to   think   about   if   i   could   have   𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰   else,   something   for   myself.   ❞   

the   majority   of   his   life   he   had   been   𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭   in   one   way   or   another   to   someone   else,   this   sudden   𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓸𝓶   had   left   him   feeling   lost.   so   use   to   𝓭𝓮𝓷𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰   his   wants,   unfamiliar   with   the   concept   of   personal   freedom,   he   wasn’t   sure   what   to   do   with   himself   now.   

❝   i   could   ...   i   want   my   life   to   be   𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮   than   this.   ❞   it   was   a   𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓲𝓬𝓾𝓵𝓽   admission,   part   of   him   felt   as   though   he   were   𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓻𝓪𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰   those   he   had   protected   for   so   long.   that   he   was   𝓻𝓾𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰   from   his   duties,   but   he   𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓭   to   know   if   he   could   have   more   than   this   life   of   solitude.   if   rex   lapis   could   change,   could   live   as   a   mortal   &   find   peace   then   perhaps   he   could   find   something   𝓼𝓲𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓪𝓻   too.   ❝   i   don’t   think   i   could   ever   stop   fighting,   but   maybe   it   doesn’t   have   to   always   be   this.   ❞

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「   RP MEME :    ONLY ONE BED .   」    * change pronouns as needed .

‘ why did you book us one room? ’

‘ i’m sleeping on the left. ’

‘ just a warning, i hog the covers. ’

‘ if you snore, i’m hitting you. ’

‘ it’s fine. i’ll take the floor. ’

‘ it’s so hot in here. ’

‘ there’s no way this bed is big enough for you and me. ’

‘ hey! no cover hogging. ’

‘ i didn’t mean to wake you. ’

‘ i have to face the door. ’

‘ come on! i’m so cold. ’

‘ don’t feel like you have the take the floor on my account. ’

‘ we’ll be fine. ’

‘ maybe we should cozy up together. ’

‘ this is going to be the best night ever. ’

‘ the innkeeper said this is the last room. ’

‘ i was having such a good dream, too… ’

‘ there’s not even a couch in here? ’

‘ i think it’s big enough for both of us. ’

‘ you think we could get a refund? ’

‘ can you close the curtains? ’

‘ shh, it’s okay. i’m here. ’

‘ you’re kind of warm. ’

‘ there’s no way we can exchange rooms now. ’

‘ aren’t you cold? ’

‘ don’t look at me! ’

‘ i sleep commando, just so you know. ’

‘ come here. ’

‘ how could i have known? i was in a rush! ’

‘ you have to be freezing down there. ’

‘ i’m not facing you. ’

‘ haha, i never knew you had such bedhead. ’

‘ sorry, did i wake you? ’

‘ do you normally have nightmares like this? ’

‘ this is going to be the worst night ever. ’

‘ sharing a bed with a pretty girl like you? count me in. ’

‘ why the hell did they book a room with a single bed? ’

‘ i know we’re undercover and all, but this is a little extreme. ’

‘ we can sleep in shifts. i’ll take the first watch. ’

‘ don’t even think about cuddling me. ’

‘ it was just a dream. ’

‘ i heard you calling their name. ’

‘ you sleep like a rock. ’

‘ did you know you snore? ’

‘ you did this on purpose, didn’t you? ’

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓   𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑   𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄   𝐀𝐑𝐄   𝐘𝐎𝐔   ?

𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑   :

was   there   𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻   a   choice   ?   maybe,   but   that   fork   in   the   road   is   far,   far   𝓫𝓮𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓭   you.   you   surround   yourself   now   with   𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓹   things,   tools   to   harm,   &   they   have   become   your   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂   family.   you   are   the   thing   that   goes   𝓫𝓾𝓶𝓹   in   the   night,   &   you   𝓱𝓾𝓷𝓽   for   scurrying   mice   like   a   𝓱𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓻𝔂   cat.   maybe,   just   maybe,   though,   one   can   𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂   put   an   end   to   your   hunt,   &   allow   you   to   finally   𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃   𝐁𝐘   :   stolen   from   @sunforms 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆   :   @wanderfated​,   @chongyuniisms​,   @feudals​,   @glttony​,   @hitokageisei​,   @hundredpyre​,   @kanedoji​   &   anyone   else   !

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my fear of abandonment? well that comes from my experience of being abandoned

[krystalmelodie]

*slides hoyoverse my credit card* let them interact pls

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HE CAME HOME AT 5 PITY ????

[naberiie]

i am, at my core, just….. such a complete sucker for the ‘bodyguard and person they’re protecting slowly falling in love’ trope. i love it, i love it so much

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❛ i almost lost you. ❜ pours one out for the messes kek--

𝐗𝐈𝐀𝐎   𝐇𝐀𝐃   𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃   𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓   itto   &   shinobu   stay   at   the   inn   overnight,   not   wanting   them   to   𝓹𝓾𝓼𝓱   themselves   into   trying   to   make   the   trip   back   to   inazuma   without   properly   𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰   from   all   they   endured   within   the   chasm.   it   was   𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮   into   the   night,   just   the   two   of   them   sitting   within   xiao’s   personal   room   at   the   top   level   of   the   inn.   the   oni’s   words   pull   him   from   his   thoughts,   his   𝓵𝓾𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓽   eyes   seeking   out   the   oni’s   familiar   features   in   the   dim   room.   

he   felt   a   stab   of   𝓰𝓾𝓲𝓵𝓽   within   his   chest,   he   never   wanted   to   𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓫𝓵𝓮   any   of   them   but   in   the   end   he’d   caused   everyone   to   worry.   shifting   off   of   the   window   sill   he   had   been   resting   on   he   moved   slowly   across   the   room.   his   whole   body   𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓭,   he   had   pushed   himself   well   beyond   his   limits   &   he   knew   it   would   be   𝓭𝓪𝔂𝓼   before   he   would   be   somewhat   close   to   his   usual   self.   

his   hand,   now   𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓸𝓲𝓭   of   it’s   glove,   came   to   rest   on   itto’s   arm.   he   isn’t   one   to   initiate   contact,   much   less   𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀   it   usually,   however   he   took   the   oni’s   words   to   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽.   he   knew   that   being   an   oni,   itto   was   less   susceptible   to   the   effects   of   his   karma   &   he   had   to   admit   he   𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭   being   able   to   be   close   to   another   person   without   fear.   

❝   i’m   sorry.   i   -   ❞   he   took   a   breath,   shaking   his   head   slightly   ❝   i   was   being   selfish.   ❞   in   truth   he   had   𝓷𝓸𝓽   considered   what   the   others   would   feel   if   he   had   died,   to   him   it   was   an   𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓽𝓪𝓫𝓵𝓮   future   on   that   he   had   𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓷𝓮𝓭   himself   to.   taking   a   seat   beside   itto   he   glanced   up,   meeting   the   oni’s   gaze.   ❝   i’ve   kept   my   𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮   from   others   for   a   reason,   i   never   expected   to   find   people   who   would   be   so   𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽   in   ignoring   my   warnings.   ❞   he   let   out   a   soft   laugh   at   that,   despite   the   emotions   he   was   feeling   he   couldn’t   help   but   find   the   𝓪𝓶𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽   in   how   persistent   those   like   itto   &   the   traveler   had   been   about   getting   to   know   him.   ❝   i'll   do   𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻   -   i   don't   want   to   put   you   through   that   again.   ❞   he   promised   ❝   i   can't   promise   that   something   won't   happen   to   me,   my   karma   𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵   consume   me   eventually,   but   i   can   ...   attempt   to   not   be   so   reckless.   ❞

@kanedoji​

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Xiao I did for the most recent archon quest </3