Jae|33|Taurus☀️ Tumblr In Spirit, Not In Truth @jaeswavy - Tumblr Blog

hey i like your blog :) how many tats do you have?

Hey thanks. I have three so far.

Just found out my favorite aunt who is also my godmother is being moved to hospice and I feel broken. It’s all too similar to how things went with my mom. Like damn how much can a person take of the same loss. Something has been gnawing at me like things weren’t right and I guess this is confirmation. Life sucks.

jaeswavy

She passed today. I feel so numb. I can’t allow myself to cry too long about it because I fear I may not stop. She was in pain and tired. She’s at peace now and that gives me peace as well. She’s reunited with her husband, my mom and her mom. God keep her.

With the way I try to make the birthdays of the ones I love special, part of me did expect a bit of that energy back. As I lay here with minutes left of mine, I’ve never quite felt so sad. Aging another year didn’t do much but serve as a reminder that I’m not where I want to be, nor how I want to be.

I know they say not to expect you out of other people, but damn I’m only human. The kind of self love born out of only having yourself to love you isn’t sustainable. Here’s to another solar revolution I suppose.

#jaejournal

Just found out my favorite aunt who is also my godmother is being moved to hospice and I feel broken. It’s all too similar to how things went with my mom. Like damn how much can a person take of the same loss. Something has been gnawing at me like things weren’t right and I guess this is confirmation. Life sucks.

#jaejournal

astrolovecosmos

🤑Taurus Expectation vs. Reality💎

Known for being lazy

vs.

Known as being one of the hardest workers in the zodiac and the truth is they just know how to *relax* and enjoy themselves

I’ve ascended to a level of introversion I never thought possible. I can go days without having to (or wanting to, quite frankly) interact with another person. All the true crime I watch says this is a bad idea, however…

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shezsosaditty-deactivated202204

i pray in 2022 women stop creating their own pain through forcing relationships with men that don’t care and invest their time in things that actually offer them nurturing, growth, and fulfillment

shezsosaditty-deactivated202204

for all the people commenting “and same for men” you are failing to realize that your personal experience as a man does not reshape reality. you PERSONALLY over prioritizing your relationship is not equivalent to being socially conditioned to put others before yourself. majority of girls have been taught to prioritize men/romantic relationships and have to unlearn it to prioritize themselves. you singularly making space for someone you shouldn’t have is human, but isn’t in relation to social conditioning. this post is for and about women.