jagclass

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[jagclass]

Old habits die hard

I can’t keep asking you for

help; I need to grow

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Stuck in the mud and

incapable of looking

or moving forward.

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Cuts that run too deep

won’t let us leave the past; we’re

stuck in this cycle

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Promises to take

it slow, yet here we are. In

a predicament…

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Too afraid to move

forward in any way, shape,

or form. He is stuck.

——

Stuck in a place he

cannot leave. Stuck in a love

that should break, but won’t.

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Another empty promise

Made with the best of intentions

But that’s no longer enough

They’re calling his bluff(s)

And he can no longer back himself up

All the evidence is against him

He’s tried his best but it was all for naught

He gave it all he’s got

Only to fail yet again

This is it

He’s done.

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These dirtied hands are

not worthy of holding on

to a love like yours

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Little steps forward

to change in the best of ways.

Slow and steady, now.

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Fifteenth in the line

In time

I will be the son

That you wanted me to be

But until then

I will stay the same

I will count the days

Until I am ready to face you

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Taking things one step

at a time; they’re too scared to

take that leap of faith

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Stressful days ahead

so he just lays in bed; he

wants to do nothing

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Damned if I do, damned

if I don’t. An endless waltz

with you that kills me.

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a smile just for me

another memory locked

away in my head

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Memories linked to

the necklace you gave me; I

feel them choking me

——

Try as I might, I

can’t bring myself to throw it

away. Why can’t I?

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A shield on his heart

to protect him from harm. No

more tears will be shed

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Going inwards yet

again. He can’t help but bring

up his walls daily.

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Hands intwertwined; a

simple gesture that means more

than the world to him