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Dear Tumblr

this is just another day of being so tired with everything. Too tired to get up, too tired to go to work, too tired to eat, too tired to say anything and too tired to exist at the moment. I really don’t know what’s going on with me right now but there is one thing i really know is that i want death

misguiding

voirlvmer

Memory is punishment.

Frank Bidart, from "End of a Friendship", Half-light

Dear tumblr

it’s sunday and again “it’s a no rest day for me” well i have tons of laundry, i am also taking care of my child. Got a lot of stuffs to do. well tiring yes? but your girl doesn’t have a choice. As if i have really a choice. Haay! Same day same old shit. When will this life get better?

Dear tumblr,

I hate being a provider!

Dear Tumblr,

I don’t really get my mom, she wants me to pay all her debts when i didn’t know in the first place where did she spend that money, I mean am i obliged to support her, when it’s not even my responsibility anymore? and why does she loves borrowing from others when she knew, she can’t afford to pay it. Why does it feels like i am sort of a retirement plan. She didn’t even support me during my junior and senior year in college both financially and emotionally!

magicpositivity

“Stop thinking that other people are going to come and save you. You gotta save yourself.”

— Rae Earl (via mentalquotes)

vexeia

Dear tumblr,

I miss the cebu fest and it feels hell. I mean i have been saving for that music fest for months and this happened, i have been planning some outfits just for this event and i even book tickets for my travel in cebu. It sucks, it really is!! What’s even worse is i miss my fave music artist. i just wanna cry and i don’t wanna do this anymore. It feels like i miss the fun and everything. This is fucking unreal and fucking messed. I hate my life, i hate where i am right now and i hate everyone who made my life miserable. if only i can turn back the time, if only i could. So i can live my life to the fullest!!!

Time to isolate myself and bring back the old me where i don’t say anything and just observed people.

I should die like literally. I bring nothing but a pain in the ass to everybody.

Another lesson learned. To never ever be too confident with someone. You should know the difference between a joke and an insult.

Dear Tumblr,

I did a horrible thing today. I destroyed someone’s relationship unintentionally and what’s even worse is that i also destroyed someone’s self esteem. yes telling someone they don’t deserve anything is the most insensitive and bad humor you will ever tell someone. It isn’t funny at all and it shouldn’t be treated as a joke because i have no right to say it in the first place. I take all the blame. i should’ve not said that. I should be mindful of my own actions and words.

Now the problem is how can i fix it? How can i tell them that i didn’t mean to hurt them when infact i really did hurt them.

What did i ate?

A lot of people thought that my life is perfect now because i have a stable job, i have good quality of friends and i have a happy family but what they don’t know is that i am struggling everyday to live, for the reason that i feel like this isn’t me maybe because i am so used to chaos or maybe depression has taken over me

wealths

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