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[jakefromstatefarm]

everything will be okay.

[jakefromstatefarm]

1:44 am

I don’t remember the last time i was this happy after a date omg! After countless dates, just when i thought i could never feel butterflies again, it finally happened. She even texted me after the date saying she had a great time! Ughhhh i cant rn. im definitely gonna sleep well tonight

[jakefromstatefarm]

if you can find someone that you are both mentally and physically attracted to, you have won at relationships

[thegoodvybe]

[here-gone]

never take losses, only take lessons.

[jakefromstatefarm]

that’d be pretty dope, to be able to do activities that you genuinely enjoy together. i want that in a relationship

[dirtsnakes]

love is saying this will hurt and be hard and messy and painful but i will love you always 

[toastbutteregg]

this is too adorable

[jakefromstatefarm]

What an awesome night :)

[mettaworldneymar]

[jakefromstatefarm]

i respect that response

[dankmemeuniversity]

[jakefromstatefarm]

I can’t believe I’m saying this but self-love can be very toxic. Where it becomes toxic is when you let it negatively impact the people around you. There is a beauty in altruism and it’s important not to forget that. Care about other people, ask about their well-being, ask how their day was going. Life is not all about you as an individual. Do not live life and create relationships that will only benefit you. Self-love must be balanced and for myself - that scale was tipped towards toxicity. Self-confidence became cockiness. Empathy became sympathy. Selflessness became selfishness. Relationships were put on the backburner for convenience. You just simply stop going out of your way to do things for people.

Self-love is important - yes, but we don’t live on this planet alone.

Tell the important people in your life that you love them and that you appreciate them because you are simply nothing without them. Having another person say that they care about you is 100x better than having to say it to yourself. It is better to spread love than to keep it within.

I would say that I’m a very firm believer in self-love. I’ve gotten through the toughest nights of my life because I loved myself. At the end of the day, we all sleep alone and wake up alone. No matter what happened in life I was okay because I had myself to count on. Loving myself made me strong mentally, and it allowed me to be at peace with myself. 

But with everything in life, too much of a good thing can be a bad thing.

[jakefromstatefarm]

7:53 pm

I didn’t think the pieces in my life would fit so perfectly together, but I’m glad it did. I had depression and I dug myself down into a very deep hole. Eventually, everything just clicked and I knew I had to get myself out of there. I knew I had to challenge myself to grow into a better person both mentally and physically. 

So I did just that.

I cook my own meals now. I do my own groceries. I do my own laundry. I wake up at 5am in the morning every day to go to the gym. I’m doing great in school. I’ve built many friendships and have gotten closer to many people. I have a great support system. I have my life together, and this feels good.

It takes 21 days to form a habit and I can’t stop this grind. I love it.

I am proud of myself. I have a general sense of what it’s like living alone now, especially since my parents have been away on vacation. They’re coming back in a couple weeks but I miss them.

Usually, I only come on here when I think about you. And it’s sad to say that I haven’t thought about you in a while. I haven’t thought about you until this very moment of writing. I know you creep my tumblr every now and then, so I’d like to say that I hope you’re happy and doing well. I’m done being bitter about what you did to me. I forgave you and just moved on with my life because that’s what I needed to do. As of right now, I decided to unblock your number because I don’t feel threatened by you anymore. You’re back to where I met you 5 years ago - just another stranger that I see around on campus.

Part of me still thinks that we would’ve been good friends. As much as I would like to talk and catch up with you, I know you probably wouldn’t want that so I’ll leave that ball in your court.

For now, I’m just going to continue living my best life. And right now, life is feeling pretty awesome.

[thesubtleartofmovingon-deactiva]

[lmm-43]

Biggest lesson: don’t ever think it can’t happen to you.

[avi0nne]

you not exempt to anything

[childhoodruiner]

#when someone apologizes to me

[possiblynya]

a little autobiographical piece about the internet

[jakefromstatefarm]

I didn’t lose the love of my life. What I saw, was an inconsiderate monster. You were such an asshole and you made it so easy for me to move on. I wish you didn’t make it so easy for me, because I wanted to look back and know that we ended things on good terms. You threw away 5 years. I’m good.