don't get too close..

James Crowley I've been waking up alone long before the world turned upside down.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[He chuckled lightly against the pillow] I’m pretty sure the girl of my dreams doesn’t have a dick, but I always thought she’d have nice eyes I guess. [He snorted] No, I don’t have to be a peeping tom to see you naked James. [He said the name pointedly and with a light laugh behind his words] No, I’m going to stay awake. I probably should get going though…[He turned his head to the side and stared at the wall for a moment, biting his lip] But this feels so good…what a dilemma. 

[james-crowley]

Maybe your dream girl isn't a girl, you sure you aren't into blokes? [He grinned at the underlying compliment] I do have nice eyes, don't I? [He chuckled] How have you seen me naked then, hm? I must say, you have me quite curious now. [His fingers were continuing to work, halting immediately as Aidan spoke of leaving. His lips pulled into a frown, shoulders drooping.] Do you have some place to be? I thought you were enjoying my company, giggling and all.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan laughed at the imitation] Wow you do that too well, a bit too well and yea my body is a wonderland James, a wonderland. [A moan slipped past his lips once again and he cursed himself for letting it out. He folded his arms under his head and closed his eyes] I’ll never get to touch your temple? I feel like I already had a peek at it. [He smirked and then yawned, his body relaxing under the touch] I’m going to fall asleep soon if you keep this up.

[james-crowley]

Maybe I'm just the girl of your dreams, and you mine. [He joked, laughing once again. His fingers continued their work as the moan informed him of their success, moving downward towards the tip in the mans back.] A peek? When was this? Have you been watching me while I change, Aidan? [He raised a brow, knowing all to well that it couldn't be seen.] Feel free, once I'm done I'll wake you up.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan laughed and then rolled his eyes] It’s not gay sounding it’s just true. Words can be lies, but a face will tell you the truth. I’m just saying. [His eyes slightly darkened at the thought of the walkers] Always….there were a lot of dangers out there all the time [He glanced at James for a brief moment, realising that the man on top of him had been one of those dangers] Sure a hug, that must be what they wanted. [He narrowed his eyes although James couldn’t see him] What do you mean you’re surprised? I’m a desirable dude alright. Don’t be jealous because you’ll never be able to experience my wonderland dude.

[james-crowley]

[James shook his head, finding the entire conversation to be quite ridiculous.] If that were fool proof, we wouldn't have the term poker face. [He sighed, continuing his movements, fingers working on a knot near the middle of the mans back. Their conversation had taken a darker turn, and it once again had been at the fault of his own words.] Your wonderland?What is that meant to be referencing? Sounds like something one of the girls in the Outpost would refer to their virginity as, or their body in general. [He cleared his throat, twisting his voice as girly as possible] You'll never get to touch this temple! [He mocked, laughing at his own poor attempt to mimic one of the female residents.]

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[He rolled his eyes] Don’t worry, I’m not going to Kanye West you, [He laughed and scratched the side of his cheek] I just wanted to look at you for a moment. It’s one thing to hear someone’s voice, it’s another to see them as they speak.[He gave a slight shrug] That’s because I haven’t been touched like this in years. The walkers aren’t really good at massages, I learned that the hard way.[He laughed and shook his head before rolling back over. He buried his face against the pillow and sighed] Fuck, I haven’t even had sex in years. [He mumbled to himself]

[james-crowley]

[James was lost when it came to such terms, raising a brow before cocking his head to one side. He chose to let it go, although the confusion on his face lingered for a moment or two.] That's really gay sounding, you realize that? [He laughed, the grin quickly returning.] I suspect you had some close calls with them, then? They sure are touchy, too bad nobody wants to be touched by them- maybe that's why their so vicious, they just want a hug. [He got right back down to work as Aidan turned over again, slowly working his hands down, and back up the mans body.] Not exactly something I needed to know, but alright, I'm surprised you've ever had sex.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan did his best to quiet himself, but the occasional moan and groan slipped past his lips as he enjoyed the feeling of the fingers digging into his muscle. It had been years since he last had a massage, it had probably been way before the outbreak even] You really don’t know how much I’ve needed this..[ He sighed and then laughed. Turning his body underneath the other man so that he was on his back] You find the sounds I’m making funny? [He quirked a brow]

[james-crowley]

[James was pouted by the time Aidan turned over, brows slightly furrowed in annoyance. He hadn't finished the massage, hell, he could have gone on for quite some time but it seemed that the other man wasn't patient enough to stick it out.] So much that you force me to finish early? [His brows relaxed upon hearing the question, snorting.] Hah. They were, you sounded like you haven't been touched in years. [He grinned, keeping his position above Aidan, eyes locked upon his.]

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aiden gave a curt nod] Yea, a start. [At the feeling of the man’s hands on his back and the applied pressure, he began to groan] That feels so good…[He sighed] Press harder, you won’t break me, scouts honour. [His eyes closed and he took in a deep breath] I agree, you can massage me there too if you’re feeling frisky. [He laughed] I’m messing, but this feels….really good.

[james-crowley]

[James was certain that he was blushing, the sounds coming from the other man being almost too much to handle.] You can never be to sure, especially after what you just went through. [He swallowed hard, trying to get a hold of himself. His fingers worked, tips pressing roughly into the exposed fleshed, kneading it.] I wouldn't massage your ass anyways, I'm already having difficulties not laughing at the sounds you are producing. [He snickered, a grin, although undetectable, marking his face.]

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

What are you going to do? Tickle me with your hair? [He grinned even though James couldn’t see it. A slight sigh slipped from his lips at the feeling of the cool hands against his heated skin] It’s not you…I just haven’t relaxed in a really long time. [He cleared his throat and tried to distract himself by humming]

[james-crowley]

[James could feel his mood shifting, annoyance building up. He needed to keep himself calm, and focused- not focused on Aidan's playful attacks, but on the action at hand.] I'm sure that's not entirely true, I know you don't fully trust me yet but... this is a start. [He exhaled, closing his eyes as he began to massage the other mans shoulders, starting slow, and gentle before gradually beginning to apply pressure.] You really need a day where your ass isn't being kicked by life.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan buried his face against the flattened pillow as he chuckled. The weight of the other man forced a bit of air out of his lungs and he had to move a bit to adjust to the weight] Knife? Feels more like a potatoe peeler from my end, but hey, if saying it’s like a knife makes you feel better then we’ll go with that. [He moved his arms down so that they were by his sides] Yea, I’m okay. [He felt a bit nervous at the vulnerable position, but he did his best to relax]

[james-crowley]

[James shifted alongside Aidan until they were both in a comfortable position. He raised his hands, cracking his knuckles as the other man spoke.] Are you really doing to insult me while I have you in such a position? I'd be careful if I were you. [He sighed, shaking his head once more before getting started. He chose to begin at the shoulders, leaning across Aidan carefully as he placed his hands upon the mans shoulders.] I'm not going to hurt you, I can feel how tense you are...

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan laughed slightly and rubbed his hand over his chest] Well my weight loss shows off my abs, so I decided to show the gift of my adonis body to you. [He winked playfully and then rolled on to his stomach as requested] I’m alright with it, if you are….be warned though, if I feel anything prodding me, I have all rights of finding out what it is. Because it could be a weapon or something like that. [He laughed and then turned his head to the side to watch James]

[james-crowley]

[James could feel the heat raising to his face, a pout forming on his lips. It was hard to advert his eyes, but he didn't care. The man already knew he had been staring, it was to late to regret his decision now.] Do you take pleasure in treating me like this? [He huffed] That's a stupid question, of course you do. [He rolled his eyes at the man's further requirements, serious or not.] You don't have to worry about it being anything but a knife, I always have one on me. [He allowed a short maniacal chuckle to pass his lips as he climbed upon the bed, straddling the man's hips] Comfortable?

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan shrugged before pulling his coat off and tossing it to the side] Curious about it I guess. We never spoke about it after it happened and I wasn’t sure if we wanted to push it under the rug or something like that. [He grabbed his scarf and flung it on top of his coat] I haven’t kissed someone like that in a long time, so it was interesting. [Reaching at the collar of his neck, he pulled his shirt off. He clapped his hands together and smiled] Alright, how do you want me?

[james-crowley]

[James cursed himself inwardly for not choosing his response more wisely, having hoped for a different outcome. His shoulders drooped, eyes shifting off to the side before catching attention of the other undressing. Shamelessly watching.] I hadn't expected you to remove your shirt, but if that's how you like it. [His smirk was back, a small chuckle escaping his lips.] On your stomach, unless you are against me straddling you to get this done right.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[He took a step into the room and glanced around before plopping ungracefully down on the bed. His eyes remained focused on the other man before he let out a cough and closed his eyes] Do you remember us kissing? [He squinted slightly as he opened his eyes and looked the man square in the face] Ever think about it?

[james-crowley]

[James felt an immediate tightness in his chest as Aidan questioned him, his body freezing in place. He stood near the end of the bed, eyes on the other man.] I do but I... [He couldn't find his words, taken aback by just how forward Aidan was being.] Yeah... I do, a bit more than I care to admit. Why?

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan nodded, slight absent minded as he tried to figure out where Killian was last when he saw him] Thanks…[ He paused and then looked up once James spoke, his eyes settled on the door where they were headed to] Mhm, just admit you try to steal a glimpse of me shirtless in the mornings. [He pushed his thoughts down and allowed himself to be pulled along] Oh James, I love it when you’re rough [He joked as he tried to restore the levity of their banter]

[james-crowley]

[James shook his head, followed by a roll of his eyes. There was the Aidan he was used too, back again.] Are you sure you aren't going to accuse me staring at your brother again? You sure jumped on me last time I joked about that. [He smirked, dropping the mans arm as they got to the door. He opened it, stepping inside.] Ah, but are you sure you want to say such things around me? You just don't know what I might take seriously, maybe I've been waiting to hear such things, joke or not.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan sighed and then pulled on his bottom lip in thought. That description could fit a lot of men in the outpost and it freaked him out that it wasn’t a kid sending his little brother the notes but an adult. It had to have been that same person] James if you see him again, do me a favour, find out his name alright? [He glanced at him and continued to walk into the motel, he cracked his head from side to side as he tried to relieve the tension in his neck. His brow furrowed and he nibbled on his bottom lip for a moment] Which one’s you?

[james-crowley]

[The entire situation confused James, he had not idea what was going on, being left with only the option to form assumptions within his mind] Yeah... sure, I can make an attempt, if he's willing to give me his name. [His lips had pulled into a frown, the entire mood having been ruined by his mention of a stranger. He followed suite, moving into the motel until they reached the familiar corridor] Next to the stairs. See? Not far from yours at all, it's not odd of me to know where you live. [He made an attempt to grasp control of the situation again, reaching for Aidan's arm to pull him along] Hurry up then.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan beamed proudly at the fact he made the other very squeamish. He wrapped his arms around his chest and buried his face against the fabric of his scarf, feeling suddenly cold] Fine, fine I’ll bring them up when we’re eating together or something. I feel like it’d be an image you’d enjoy thinking about. [He gave a gentle laugh at the bones comment and nudged the man with his shoulder] That’s cool, we all have our secrets I guess. Some a bit more intense then others…[He turned his head slightly and then stopped walking completely as he listened to James. Reaching out he grabbed the man by his shoulders and squinted] You’ve seen a man go into our room? Can you tell me what he looked like or….uh, what his name was? [His eyes searched James’ for answers and then realised how close they were standing across from each other and slightly stepped back and dropped his hands. Leaving them to hang by his side]

[james-crowley]

[James narrowed his eyes, squinting at the other man. He wasn't usually disturbed by anything, considering who he was, but when it came to picturing anyone with such a physique it made him want to empty his stomach contents entirely] I'd rather you didn't torment me with such repulsive thoughts. [He hesitated as Aidan nudged him, unsure of how to respond. He hadn't ever been treated in such a manner, and he definitely didn't expect it from someone he believed had all the reason in the world to despise him.] It's not a secret I wish I had, I hope you kno- [He was cut off as they returned to the topic of the man, a single brow raising in confusion.] Is this man important? [His brow dropped, eyes blinking a few times as he stared back into the others blue eyes] I never spoke with him, but he's tall, dark hair, and I think he has some facial hair but I mostly saw the back of him- we have razors so that could change. [A frown met his lips as Aidan put space between them, a sigh leaving his lips] Why does any of this matter?

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[He rolled his eyes playfully at the other man] I’d be fucking sexy. I could hide things under body parts that other’s couldn’t….like knives. I think a lot of ladies would love that, I’d be warm and resourceful. [Aidan licked his lips as hey were feeling dry] Ah, so no skeletons in your closet then? I’m going to be checking every nook and crevice. You’ve been warned. [Turns around and shoved his hands into his pockets. He glanced at him curiously, catching the slip] You know where I live?

[james-crowley]

[James proceeded to produce the sound of retching as Aidan spoke, performing an overdramatic reaction to the man's continuous talk of being ungodly obese] We are quiet done with the topic of you and your potential rolls, or anyone's rolls, thank you. [This time he actually shuddered, needing to shake the images from his mind] None. I promise- well... perhaps a few bones here or there. [He pulled another face, not entirely sure if the man was being truthful of searching his home or attempting further playful attacks] What, no I- [He almost froze in his tracks, but refrained, not allowing himself to stop this trek towards the motel] Okay, yeah, I do. Is it my fault i've seen Killian go in and out of that room often? Unless it's someone elses, I have seen a man go in there a few times as well but I not enough to believe it was his home I just... [He caught himself rambling, shaking his head] Now I sound like a creep, but really I'm only a few doors down and I kept to myself before being given kitchen duties. 

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan laughed and then bit the inside of his cheek] I accept your offer of food since I am a growing man. The more gruel the merrier. [Let’s out a snort and coughs again] I thought so, I’m on to you James….I’ll just let myself get fat enough to sit on you and suffocate you with my rolls. [His eyes slightly widen as he wants to ask what James would like to do to his body, but then bites back the question. He cocked his head to the side] Yours. Let’s definitely do it in yours. [Starts to walk backwards towards the door] 

[james-crowley]

[James cringed at the image of an oversized Aidan, pulling a face in response] Alright, you may get food, but not enough to make you that... disgusting. [He forced his body to perform a dramatic shudder before laughing, finally nodding in response to a decision on where they would be headed.] Mine it is, and this way I can prove to you that I'm not hiding any human remains anywhere. [Follows, taking one look back at the kitchens before slipping outside after Aidan.] Motels. I'm only a few doors down from y-- from the stairs.

[aidanalastar]

@ James

[aidanalastar]

[Aidan grinned] Yea I know. Still sucks, I wish I could have actually enjoyed it….[He ran his fingers through his hair as he tried to gather his thoughts] Yea, I wouldn’t mind you trying to fatten me up [He smirked and moved closer to poke James shoulder] as long as you’re not trying to do something with my fattened body, we’re good. [His eyebrows shoot up and he quickly blinks] I…uh, yea. That’d be great actually. [He stammered nervously]

[james-crowley]

I'll just have to sneak you some extra meals then, one's you can be sure to enjoy. [James huffed, playfully pouting] Aidan, Aidan. You really don't know? Fattening someone up is most definitely what I want to do before I make them into a meal. [He rolled his eyes] If I wanted to do anything with your body, it wouldn't involve you getting hurt. [His lips curled back into a smirk, eyes making contact] Good. My room, or yours? I'm sure they won't miss me, my shifts almost over anyways.